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You don't know how mean and heartless she really is.
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I don't like the person you become when you're away.
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i'm being civil to her because you're friends with her but she's not a nice person and she's using you.. WHY CAN'T YOU SEE HER FOR WHAT SHE REALLY IS?!. she's a bitch and she'll screw you over. OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES!
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I feel twice as lonely now I don't have you anymore.
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I sometimes think you really dont know me... but then you seem to be able to guess a lot about me.
The only thing you dont know or you cant seem to figure out is that I want more right now. All them things we talk about and you say one day maybe you can try that, maybe we can do that... I want to start now. I need something because I dont have anything to look foward to. Come on you know that, I dont do anything or go anywhere. So this would give me some kind of motivation (albeit to do some so called things I shouldnnt) but it would just be something interesting for me to do. I havent done anything new for years and I need your help... Im really not this boring person you must think I am... Do I not hint that enough? I was really messed up when you met me so you probably dont realise excitement and being the one to do things that others wont or havent done yet is what I want, I want experience and I want more experiences than anyone else. And in the last few years I have done nothing, I need to change I know and Im sorting my life out now. And this is one thing I want back... just for a while. Before I grow up and do the responsible things, yeh I want them to but just not yet... I missed so many years of my life... teenage life... I just want to make up for it. And I dont want to wait till next year or 6 months even, I mean now... while I can, while I have an excuse for being a little irresponsible... You know what? Im 21 now... Im going to be 22, I want to do all this stuff before then... you know things will be different then. You get me? |
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I luhh yew. ^_^
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To the person above me. I love you.
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Sorry for last night... ='[
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Ohh why??
Whyyyyy????? You are the one that makes me happy..... why are you the one who makes me feel so sad? I know I shouldnt, you dont even say anything horrible but the things you say still hurt so bad. |
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I genuinely hope you die.
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I can't believe everything you've done to me..
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You confuse me. I don't know what to think. You make me want you and need you so badly, and i feel like with you id have everything. but then afterwards i feel cheap and sluttish. the drug wears off. i dont know how im still coping with being friends with you
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I miss you so much.
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Theree are so many things that I wish I could tell you right now.
Signs I wish I could send you. Words I wish I could share with you. You need that hope. You need that motavation you once had. Are you lost? Let me show you the way back. |
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melissa.
i forgive you. i miss you. thank you. cass. im sorry. thank you for teaching me how to be strong. i miss you. i will never forget you. i will come say goodbye to you. i promise. |
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I'm really sorry... I hate myself.
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I feel let down.
You let me down. You disapointed me. Why did I expect more? |
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You will pay for everything you have done to me.
Karma's a bitch. >.< |
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I feel as if I can only spend a certain amount of time with you otherwise I just get sick of being around you constantly. I wish I didn't ask you if you wanted to join us this weekend either, I'd rather be with her alone then have to deal with you causing problems and getting in the way and I know why you're doing it, so stop and get over it.
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I absolutely despise you for what you did to me. Not only did you take away any goodness that I had left in myself; you took away my dignity, my hope and my fight. You've left your mark - not physically - but extremely emotionally and I can't forgive you for that. I'm never going to be able to forgive you.
I can't bare for people to be near me incase they repeat what you did. How do you think that it makes me or that person feel? Awful. I'm never going to be able to forget what happened, what you did. Never. I'm also going to have to go through hell to try to ease some of the hurt that i'm feeling. I really wish I didn't have to face it all again but I'm going to have to. |
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I thought I could...but I can't forgive you. I gave you so many chances before.
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I am ridiculously suicidal.
And right now, i need you're help. |
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To: My ex...
I'm going to delete every email you've ever sent me now... I used to reread them and it made me feel good knowing how happy we were. Now they just remind me of how it all went so, so wrong. I can't even see why I was in love with you to start with. We're nothing alike, and you... god you're mean... it's been a year and I'm ready to completely erase you. I no longer think of when I was happy with you. All I can think of is every shitty thing you said to me. I'm not crazy, and I'm sure as hell not stupid. I'm not weak and I don't need anyone to take care of me. My poems and stories I write aren't "fake shit". I'm not a horrible person in love with death and killing things and being a fucking miserable "emo" like you believe. I'm a vegetarian for fucks sake. If I'm not happy it's cause SOMETHING'S WRONG! You think you're so much fucking better than everyone else. And yeh, I'm sorry you're life is so fucked and you've lost so many friends and family members, but what about us still living eh? You'd rather blow your chance with us that realize nothing lasts forever and use it to your advantage... I was there for you when she died. And for months and months I had to listen to stories about a girl I didn't even know and how much you loved her. And how she was your "best friend". And then how your ex-girlfriend was your "best friend" who you could talk to about anything and you loved her so freakin much. Apparently I never was that person!! Fuck, every girl you know was an ex... and you liked them all more than me. Bet you never told any of them to stop complaining, get over it, and to kill themselves... And your precious state with your precious lakes, putting down my home whenever possible and not listening to a damn thing I had to say to defend myself. You never listened to me and I'd just agree with you cause I can't fight with ignorance... The only good thing about those fucking lakes is the boat ramps where I'd park my car and know that at any given moment I could hit the gas and drive right into the water. So you pissed me off and I got wasted and kissed some guy I hate. You forgot about you kissing your ex... which I stupidly forgave you for. Couldn't forgive me tho could ya. Just had to keep pushing me til I reached the point of hating myself and you. I'm just over it... I'm over you... completely. I've moved on, and I've found a guy who actually likes me for being me. And I care about him a lot. He's never told me anything you have, actually he says the exact opposites. And! He can spell!! haha, yes! That's right, your constant grammar errors bothered the hell out of me beyond belief! You couldn't even spell my name half the time. But HE uses words that I use, and phrases that I do. We've got the same mind going and it's awesome... So yes, I'm over you. Time to delete you. I know you want to be friends still, and I'll be nice and reply every once in a long while with generic conversation, but that's it. And if that hurts, you brought it on yourself. Good-bye. P.s. you never wanted to admit it, but you were an alcoholic, seriously. Get help if you haven't yet. With immense satisfaction and relief, -Commiseration- |
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Stop toying with my heart please, its alrealdy screwed up enough.make up your mind either talk to me or completly ignore me please.
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Dude, get off my damn back. I'm 18. i am allowed to drink if thats what I want to do. I sure as hell drink less than all of you. Whats with all this 'alcoholic' bullcrap. Seriously. Telling me I'm not allowed to drink, but everyone else thats it's BYO? Kinda mean.
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.........................Hold me.
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maybe i should have listened to her when she told me not to sleep with you.
not to sleep with you because i knew that i would have felt something towards you that you probably wouldnt have..... i should have listened when she told me that you dont sleep with your closest guy friend ........when you do that.. you sign up for losing that relationship whether you want to or not. i should have listened when i told myself that you weren't going to care for me like i cared for you. i want something more... and here i am.... i know nothing.. i dont know anything.. HOW DO YOU FEEL!!!? |
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Why do you insist I choose what we do then you have doubts.
But you're the one with more doubts so why would I choose? I'm confused |
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I really like you.
But if you don't like me, then that's cool. I can just take back everything I said and forget all about it. Honest. |
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I miss you.
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After everything that's happened recently the least you could do is be supportive. I know you care but it's hard to ever know you actually do.
You've swanned off for the weekend and I really do hope you have a good time because you deserve to have fun and not to be cooped up indoors with me. I just thought seeing as I just got out of hospital yesterday maybe just for this weekend you would drop a few things to be with me and spend some time with me and just care for me. Yeah sure I'm acting calm and cool about things on the surface but deep down I'm scared, anxious and enfuriated all at once and you not being here does not help. You saw me the other day and all that happy happy stuff was bullshit and if you really knew me you would see through it. I was so disappointed when you brought all those people. I know you're scared but think about how scared and afraid I was, it was happening to me and it still is. Just because I'm out of hospital does not mean I am still not in pain. I'm in pain every second and you're away having fun forgetting the fact you have a sick girlfriend. Yes it's not fun me being like this but you knew what you were letting yourself in for, I explained all of this. Infact I tried to be more than honest with you... but you didn't want to hear it. If I can't speak to you who can I speak to. I know this is still early days but I thought when we went from the transition from seeing each other to being serious you would maybe grow up and be a little bit more serious about me and any future we have together. You're a kid. All you're interested in is your friends and going out partying. You need to wake up and smell the coffee there are some more important things. You make out like you're so busy, you're not you go to college... you're a student. You have more time to breathe than I do. My weeks tire me and yet if one evening you want to come round and see me regardless of how hard it is to keep my eyes open I do because it's important for me to make time for you. Even now I'm prepared to go to your house if it makes things easier. Despite the fact I was in hospital for 4 days and I should be taking everything a lot slower than I plan to do. Everyone else is concerned but you. I'm sick of it, I'm sick of you. I don't know how much longer I can do this for. |
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Erica: I love you... We tried, okay? Don't be like that... :( I had fun earlier though...
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IM NOT OKAY IM NOT OKAY IM NOT OKAY AT ALL!!! HELP ME!!! :'( Oh please help me!
You don't understand. :'( please...i dont want to do this much longer |
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I love you. I always have and always will. No matter what I promise.
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I just searched all over the internet to find the deoderant you used to wear, and brought three bottles of it. I miss you so much. Are you thinking of me too? You must do. I know you loved me.
Everything's so clear now. We where so stupid. I was so stupid. I hope you're happy, wherever you are. |
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I can't wait to spend time with you. :)
It's something I've always wanted. In 11 months. I can finally look into your eyes and tell you what i have always wanted to tell you. How much i love you, and how beautiful you are to me. I'm beyond excited. Just thinking about it takes my breath away. :') Our one year will be the best day of my life. :D |
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Mom, Dad, what the fuck did you generation do to us? In three months, I'm going to be on my own... trying to survive.... how is that fucking possible? FUCK YOU!!!!
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you must think i'm stupid. well i'm not being taken for a fool anymore. get the fuck out of my life and stay out. are you trying to make me jealous? -- well it's not working.
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I can't decide if I like you or not and if i want to be friends with you. Half of me is annoyed that your coming with us on Wednesday. It might cause more problems then it would solve. Your friends with her . So I don't know if I can trust you just yet.
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I think I might like you. Even though you so aren't into me, at all. And even though you have a girlfriend. I'm sorry.
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