Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

It is over.
You told me so many times.

Im over your immuturity.
Im over your insecurity.

I am over you.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

I'm me, and i wish i weren't. I'm retarted, I've never dated, I'm shy, you're the first girl I've liked, I'm only human, and your not doing anything to help all souns like escuses to me, in fact they are, and so it pains me more when I can't, no when I don't talk to you. I'm sorry. You probably don't even like me, but I know i do to you. You don't need to give me a chance, just know that I still like you.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

finally a text that
warms my freshman hands.

=P

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

The way you touched my shoulder and smiled at me like you were asking if something was wrong and then not really caring made me want to cry harder then ever before.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Dear me,

I know youre feeling down today.
Dont keep reaching for those cigerettes.
You have to quit.
I know you want to.
I understand you lack the motivation.
But you got to quit.

I know youre feeling down today.
And going to the beach with help.
Sitting on the top deck of that house watching the sunset.
There is nothing better in the world than that.
Nothing calmer, nothing more beautiful.

I know youre feeling down today.
But dont show it.
Hide everything.
Youve been so strong these past 18 days.
(I cant believe its been that long. Doesnt it bother her?)

Keep up the good work.
Stay focused today in class.
Mainly, stay positive.

Dont worry about her.
Dont think about anyone.
Youre doing amazing alone.

And justt think..
Tomorrow we are going out to partttttty.
620!, here we comeeeee

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

first, figure out why i want to slit my own throat.
second, figure out a way to get to smiffers before she comes to me on 12.5
third, figure out life.



wait. number 3 isn't possible.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

woahwoahwoah.
i've been waiting for that since freshman year.
all i'm going to say is thank you, and hope.
(and a little bit of oh em geeeeee. =P)

vaaf.=]

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Please don't lie to me anymore.

I know what I am to you.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

I'm in love with you. I want you to be mine. But I'm just to shy to tell you. Hopefully you get my hints.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Thanks for being my friend. I wish I'd been less of an idiot, and I wish I hadn't hurt you. I always felt safe with you there...I loved you with all my heart and soul, and then I snapped. I regressed, and I screwed everything up just when things were becoming so *perfect*. I know you'll live a happy life. I'm so incredibly happy that you're all okay, and that I didn't break you. I'm afraid, though, that I may have broken myself. I've given myself so many reasons to cry.

I don't want to hate anymore, and I don't want to be angry, or sad anymore. I just want to love freely, with all of me again. I'm sick of being afraid, and I won't be anymore. I will end up all alone if I show fear or weakness like that ever again. I'm not afraid, and I'm not weak. You know me, and you're frustrated because you know I'm better than what I appear to be. I must have made you angry. I won't apologize for that, though. I want to accept this gracefully, and even now, I'm moving on with my life.

You would be proud of me if you knew just how much I've accomplished since you last saw me. I know everyone's lost faith in me, but I haven't. And that's exactly the reason why I know I'll pull through okay. You may never see me, and you may never know, but that won't make my victory any less of a victory. Thank you for everything, but you have no hold on me anymore. Your happiness does not dictate mine. You told me, that I can't make everyone happy. I just did. :)

I'm my own person, now. You may not agree with my decisions, but that does not make them wrong. I'm not walking towards a dead-end. Think lowly of me and forget me, if you want. Think of that as your final statement on the matter. But that won't make me fall apart. I'm not in pieces. Your word is not law. Whatever future you saw for me is gone, now. Whatever future you see for me now, no matter how bad it is, can be changed--it always changes for the best, for me. True, I have lost the battle, but I have not lost the war. I'll find my own way, and I always will.

You don't own me.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

why do you haev to do this? I bet neither of you like eachother, you just want attention. I fucking hate you both. i can't look at either of you without wanting to cut. i can't stay with my friends at lunches, at breaks any more, without wanting to cut, because you're both there. go and fucking die or something, before i do.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Why am I reaching the bottom again?
What am I doing wrong?

I wish I could start all over...

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

I can't wait much longer =/

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

I opologized, and I'm tuely sorry, but can you not forgive me? Do I need to show it to you more? you won't talk to me, and I can't stand it. Do you hate me now? Would it have mattered of I said sorry sooner? after all it has been 2 years almost. I'm afriad I just couldn't do so. Mayb you have the right, maybe 2 years is no reason, maybe I did just forget, but I'm sorry, I want you to forgive me. at least tell me why you hate me. I didn't think that being a little annoying could make someone hate me. Was it that bad? I'm not like that, it was just a one time thing. But none of this matters to you does it? Well, once again I'm sorry, I guess that's all. Bye.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Really bad mood.
I need you right now.
Hes back.
In my head.
I feel him.
I cant take him.
You can help.
I cant ask you.
Know I need you right now..
Please know that..

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

dear shot,

you are next to me right now.
you are number 3

love,
me

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Dear you,
Hm it's funny cause you're "always here" for me but I was crying , you walked away. I gave up on resisting self harm and you shrugged. I told you to call me cause I needed to talk. You left for soccer and never even texted me.. And I often wish I could get in a serious car accident because it's always near death experiences that get you to talk to me. I get that you may not be able to handle me sad all the time but part of the reason I'm sad is cause of YOU. You're lying to me. You're not always there for me. You can't keep your promise. I'm not overreacting, you're killing me.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

I just don't feel the same way anymore because I'm not the only one who's changed and I can't carry trying to pretend that I know my feelings will come back because they won't.

It's just not the same.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

youve pushed me one to many times, im sick of the way you look at me and her, im guna settel this
i hope its what you wanted, cuz theres nothing you can do to stop me, its time you met my fist in your face!

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Im so glad you are attempting to talk to me again but when you said hello to me yesterday you couldnt have picked a more horrible time,im sorry deary but your timing is horrible,i cant exactly be cheery when i feel like im bout to pass out.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Doesnt this kill you?
Doesnt this bother you the slightest bit?

He is slowly killing me..
Again.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

why did you do that? no honestly why? this is so messed up now. plus i was so worried cos of you having to get a taxi all the way home, just calm down a bit cos this isnt fair on faye.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Not normal.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

I think you hate me... do you? x

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

I hate you.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

:D:D:D::D omg.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Thinks you two are so pathetic and you should stop taking digs at each other and just leave each other alone because you're only pissing each other off and doing it to hurt each other. Give it up. It's lame.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

i need to go back into residential care but i also need the promise of those things i can only get from being out of Ash Villa. i need to be in there but go to my school not theirs and go horse riding and things

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

pleasee be careful tonight. your not well and you shouldn't be out two nights in a row. your new room looks nice too, told you you could decorate.

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!
 

Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!