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why cant you just understand that some of us actually want to get somewhere in life?
you know you really are some the worst people i have ever met, i quit

god i wish i had the confidence to say these things:sad:

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Dear you,

I need you.
Right now.
I hate you.
Right now.

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i hate you.
i wish you would just leave me alone, or forget that you ever met me.
honestly? it was a mistake.

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I would completely fall madly in love with you if I'd allow it to happen. But I'm so afraid of getting hurt again like I always do. I'm afraid you'll leave me like everyone else has. Forever is just a lie that I don't want to hear again... I'm just trying to protect my heart, but you're quickly destroying the wall I've built up. And though I fear you'll get tired of me and this will end badly, I'm believing you're worth it. Please let me love you to the fullest extent of my heart and please prove me wrong in thinking no one's love for me could ever last. I want you... I've fallen for you... and I'm terrified.

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Dear you,

You can care!
You can show me.
Is this who you really are?
You feel so cold.
Youve been so cold.
You can feel!
You can prove it.
Who are you?
You feel so far.
Youve been so far.
You can remember.

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I'm a coward maybe this is just an escuse, I'm the one that was brought into the situtation, I should be the one to solve it. giving someone else a life to take care of, because one can't take care of it themself, it's maybe the most coward thing someone could do. In the situation at least. I'm sorry, I'm weak and that's my excuse, it's what i live on. It's me. there aren't words to describe this. I'm just sorry.

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LET ME IN

Please...
Because I Think I'm In love With You

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After knowing you for two years, I can't help but say I am in love with you. I know you have a boyfriend, probably don't reciprocate, and I know it is probably really weird for you, so I am sorry. I just need you to hear it.

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Thank you for today.
It was just like old times.

It was beautiful.

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You talking to me today felt amazing and I never wanted it to end but the stupid bell rang and you went to your seat and it ended...

and by the way if you have a crush on her I will never let myself live past the day I find out. =/

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Weve been friends for ten years.but in all honesty i dont trust you.

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This isn't fair. I want to text you but I know you won't reply and I just want to tell you how I feel right now cause I know you care but I can't bring myself to believe that you won't run away like you did last time..

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Dear you,

Deep breath.

Your letter made me cry.
It made me smile.
It made me hurt.
It made me proud.

Everything that I have done for you, I worked so hard.
I put all I had into you, into us.
I gave my heart, my everything.
As well as youve done too.
Know that I am proud of you.
I am so damn proud.
After a year, you better know all of your positives.
Im so happy for you.
That you believe them now.

I want to be your friend.
But can I?
Do you even want to?
After a year, a year, I dont see why not.

I am not happy.
You hurt me so bad.
Your 'confusion.'
Come on.
You did not have to do the things you did and are still doing.
We broke up together, you could have left it like that.
But my feelings came running back, and "so did yours."
I still think about the way you promised you would never lie.
And the way you did.
But after all our time together, I have moved on and forgotten about all the bad, or rough downs in our past.
Honestly, they dont matter because the ups we had were so important and special.
I am over what you did to me.
What youre doing.
What you meant and didnt mean.
I am OVER it.
Though not over the loss of my best friend.
Of the one person I trusted.

But time goes on I guess.
With or without you.

In the end, I guess I just wanted to tell you..
Im proud of you.
I really am.
Im sorry for the things I did.
And the things I didnt do.
I hope you put them all past you as well, just like I did.

I really hope one day, one day we can start over.
Fresh.
Rewrtite the old memories in a new book.
One day we can talk.
We can actually see eachother.
We can hug.
We can laugh and we can smile.
I hope one day we can be best friends again.

I am not happy this way.
Why does this feel like the end?

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3 months, 1 day.

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Your face annoys the living fuck out of me! You repluse me...you're SO annoying.
I could really do with you being here right now...this pain is waaaaaaaaay too much. Just because you're ill it doesn't mean that no-one else can be.

I just want to cry with how much my head hurts! And yes, I passed out this morning.

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You're being a fucking arsehole right now. you're leaving me because you want commitment. how the fuck does that work? you don't want comitment, you want sex. well you aren't getting it from me. we've been together two weeks. I'm not ready. You might not realise it, but I'm a kid. And you're pissing me off bigtime.

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I wish you could understand.

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Please phone me, I\'m dying to hear your voice. I\'m missing you so much it hurts.

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I\'m in love with you, your smile, your voice, every aspect of you has completely sucked me in.

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I don\'t understand you.

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Im starting to hate you.
Are you even going to stop it?
Im STARTING to hate you.
Dont you feel pathetic?
Im starting to HATE you.
Are you even going to change it?

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Tell me whats going on?
I love you. So much.
But I\'m terrified I\'m going to loose you :(

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wish you werent with that other guy and would call me..
I really do love and miss you..
wish you felt the same.
Are we boyfriend/girlfriend or not?

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i love you but it hurts.
some days i don\'t even know who you are.
you\'ve became cold towards me.
i blame myself.
i try tho, baby i do.
i\'m sorry i\'m not that girl anymore..
i\'ll keep loving you though,
i\'ll keep up the fake smiles,
i\'ll keep numbing the hole you put in my heart,
because baby i love you.

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I broke your heart before you could break mine. You were planning to do the same exact thing to me for the same reason. But I beat you to it, now you can\'t take it. I\'m sorry I hurt you, I can\'t say that enough. You know it\'d never work with us though. I don\'t know what to tell you. I don\'t want to be hurt, I don\'t want to hurt you. You need to get over me! Please? Find someone better, someone you deserve. Someone who you can be with. You were planning to break up with me anyway, so why does it bother you so much that I ended it? I\'m sorry, ok? I\'m deeply and honestly sorry. I DID love you. That wasn\'t a lie. Reality just hit me and I couldn\'t do it anymore. It was killing me. I don\'t want to pretend I have a boyfriend, I want him to be real. I can\'t pretend everything\'s going to be ok. I\'m sorry, but I can\'t, and won\'t. I want you to move on. My heart is trying desperately to heal, so please stop pulling out every stitch I manage to sew in. It kills me to hear you crying, but there\'s nothing I can do... all you\'re doing is making me feel like the worst person alive.

It\'s Over... it\'s for the best. Please move on so I can feel somewhat like a girl who deserves to be happy. I want to be happy too! I didn\'t mean to hurt you, or think that this would hurt you so badly. I wish you\'d hate me. I\'ll make you hate me if I have to.

-Commiseration-

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I\'m sorry... I know i probably can\'t be forgiven for what i did, but i want to try to be.

Look at us now, we act like we used too sometimes. I miss our friendship. Can we try to be friends again?

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Ahahahaaa.
Drunk and laughing so hardd.

You are pathetic.
You two are honestly pathetic.
Who doesnt laugh at you?
Who isnt on my side?
I cantttt even.
Honestly, just grow UP.

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you\'ll never understand how hurt i am, it obviously meant nothing to you but it all makes sense now.

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I need you. I need you so badly, and you aren\'t there. I don\'t know why. I don\'t think you\'re pushing me out or anything. I just need you right now. Why aren\'t you on msn when I Need You??!! I love you, more than I thought I would, more than I should, considering I love someone else more and you have a beautiful ginger girlfriend!! xx

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You don\'t love me, do you. you just want what you can use me for. Well, I\'m not sure if I love you more than I hate you right now. I don\'t want to speak to you, I don\'t want to see you tomorrow. I want to lock myself away and cry until I\'ve forgotten you.