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Up until a month ago, I didn't want to live past 20.

Now I do, and it's because of you. Thank you.

*huggle*

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I love you more then anything. And I miss you, and I'm scared I'm going to lose you.

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1) I wish you would just leave me alone. I don't want you in my life anymore, go away!

2) I wish I could tell you what I really think and how I really feel, but I can't. I know, that if I did, nothing would ever be the same between us.

3) Please save me

4), 5), 6), 7) I hate what you did to me

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Promises get broken.

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Person A...
I love you, you are so amazing, I really wish that I could be your everything and never hurt you like everyone else did. Please give me the chance to show you that I can be that one person you always wanted... Please...

Person B....
I love you, its hard to believe, but I do... To be blunt... We need to talk...

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B:
I care about you so much it’s killing me inside!

T:
I miss you so much. Since he came into the picture, you have changed.

M:
MAJOR attention seeker. Shut up, you idiot.

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So sorry I put you guys through this again. You know I don't mean to hurt you!

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These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase...
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along....

this was a huge mistake, I'm so fucking sorry... Please forgive me....

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#1: He did something you did. It happened fast and he got the thing you wanted. But, unlike the fact that you both did the same thing, it's so very different. You manipulated me, hurt me, talked me into things I didn't want to do. You're cold; A stone. He cares for me and he cared when he did what he did. He tries to help me, unlike you ever did. He hugs me and kisses me and touches me softly on the face, while all you ever did was try to take advantage of me. Same thing. Different feelings. I just wanted to say... you told me it'd always be the same. It wasn't. You're wrong.

#2: Today, I made a bad judgment. I talked to your boyfriend and he became my escape from the house tonight; offering to pick me up voluntarily. I left the house in the middle of the night while he 'was getting $5 from his friend'. We drove around and stopped on a random street. Saw a cop and ran behind a friend's house in the bushes -- waiting for him to leave. Ran back to the car, got followed through the park, and went back to your old apartment that you still have the keys to. There, in the furthest left corner, your boyfriend cheated on you. With me. Your sister. I'm a terrible person - I know. That was one of the worst things I could have ever done. But, I did it. And I have no regrets. He's my angel... I need him - and I hope you one day understand what happened.. how we were drawn together; Two pieces of a whole. I need him and he needs me. I'm so, so sorry. I wish it wasn't that way.

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Am I seriously that invisible to you guys?

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I'm still in love with you, even after all you did to me i cant get over you. maybe your the one. im not really sure. you've moved on i wish i could. we still fight like were dating. maybe you feel this way too?

Mel, you have a problem your soo freaking desperate! ughh you date people that you dont even like and then they dump you and you cry about it. jesus get over yourself. god damit.

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you apologized to me the other day and said that we were really close friends before and you hope that one day it wil lgo back to that. But I dont think we can because when you lived with me I got to see the real you. The depressed,sleepy,to hyper, and most of all most of the things that came out of your mouth were mostly fucking lies. Are friendship was mostly based on lies that were told by you.When I have a friend like you my brain goes some where else and I just pretty much do what evr the hel lyou want me to do. And I did that I lost 2 friends because of it. Luckly I have fixed one of them because she knows how people can get around you. The other one has blocked me and want talk to me...and I have you to thank that for. Theres other stuff but I am trying to forget that but as much as I try I cant and I have flashbacks and its horrible. so the awnser to your question do I think we can be best friends again.. Probley not because how will I know you arent lieing.

A diffrent person:
FUCK you were my best friend and now your my ex I when we broke up we didnt even have a real convosation throught out the rest of the year we said hi and stuff but that doesnt count. I havent actally said hi or anything to you since almost a year. And it breaks my heart becayuse you got me and we were best friends, But now all of that has changed. I still love you, even though I still love you. I had you out of my head for the longest time but then my immortal came on my ipod and I was searching through my pictures on my computer and there was one of me and you. Its been almost two weeks and you are still not out of my head. I have flash backs of me and you together and the time on the bus(you know witch one) I cant even wear some of the cloths I wore around you. I trusted you and you completley ruined that trust and you just proved a point because I have never trusted a guy before and I trusted you but it turned out I was right all a long trusting guys is a big mistake. I hate the fact I have no clue tyo get in contact with you just to hear your voice i miss everything about you...even though you broke my heart many of times. I just wish I had you in my life. Even though if I did you'd probley break it again but I dont care because I will never fall out of love with you:[

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I love you... I'm in love with you... Please, give me the benefit of the doubt. Let yourself fall, I'll catch you... Let yourself fall in love with me too, I promise, I won't hurt you like everyone else has... Please...

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Person 1: You almost killed me and I hate you for it.

Person 2: You don't know this but you're saving my life.

Person 3: I was watching Prayers for Bobby and I cried at how his mother treated him. Why? It reminded me of you. You don't understand my depression so you call me "weird" and pressure me to be what you think is "normal". You've almost pushed me over that bridge. You have no idea the pain I've gone through. I need support, not anger and shouting.

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Does it not bother you when we don't talk for a day? I hate it. But you seem to not really care.

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S) why is it I'm still upset about it all its been like a week, and your acting has if nothings happened.. and im trying my best not to cry about it! Your going on like you dont care, even if you did'nt care why show it? My feelngs were soo strong for you.

A) Do you not care how i feel..? Why do you do this to me..? its breaking my heart..Please lets just talk..

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I miss you - I wish I could say anything to your face, but most of all that I love you.

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Sometimes, I wonder.
What changed? You aren't like you used to be and some of the things, I miss. Not everything. But some things.
But... I don't know how to ask you why without making you feel bad.

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You've almost come to a decision... what do you think I am... I'm not going to be waiting around forever. I really like you and I wish you could see how simple it actually is. I was complicating things and now you're doing the same. You showed me how simple it really was but now you're confusing everything up. I know what I did was not the right thing and I know you felt like I lead you on and I messed you around but I've apologised for all of that and I know how much in the wrong I was but there's only so many times you can apologise, I just want everything to be right with us again. I fucked up, I know that but you mean more to me that he does and I thought by cutting it all off I was proving that to you and I thought that was what you wanted because it seemed that way to me. You scream and shout and make a scene about me messing you around but now you're doing exactly the same thing so that makes you almost as bad as me. I know I did wrong and yes I cheated, but... it felt right and I wish it hadn't. If he had paid me more attention as much as I tell myself it would have been different, it wouldn't have been because honestly if I had the chance to do everything over again I would do exactly the same because you mean so much to me. Me and you. No we're not conventional, the way we show affection towards each other is different, we're different and that's what I like! I already love you as a friend and I guess that would make loving you in a deeper way so much easier. You're the only person I feel this way about and because we're such good friends it makes it so much easier for me to put the way I feel out there. I love the level of honestly and trust we have. Even my close girl friends, I don't have that trust with them, because you don't judge, where as they do. Even if you don't understand me rarely you will question me. Right now I'm stuck and you're the only person who can make the choice. I've laid the cards on the table and unfortunately it's not just up to me and I'm not going to push you into a decision but I'm also not going to spend my time crying and waiting around for you, this is emotionally tiring and I just need to know where I'm at because I'm pushing people, people that could be good for me away because of you. All of this is because of you and how much you mean.
Balls in your court babe, that's the scary thing.

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WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? i'm so sick of this, and i don't know how much more i can take! you can't only be friends with me when you need something from me! and just to let you know... i cry myself to sleep, because of you. GO FUCK YOURSELF. I'M DONE WITH YOU AND YOUR STUPID GAMES.

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I hate you.

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I'm better than you. And I know it! HA!

((omg sounds so conceited!))

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Why are you doing this? You must think I'm absolutely stupid. Its obvious whats happening.

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I don't know why I should even feel as low as I do, because I mean...I knew telling you was never going to leave me feeling good. I wasn't expecting it to, so why am I disappointed?¿ And I feel kind of crap now.
I try to let you into my life, you know. I know I don't do a very good job of it, but every so often the jealousy I feel for my friends because they have good relationships with their parents takes over, and I try to share something with you, be it some gossip about my friends, or a good grade I got in an essay. But that's as much as I can say before talking to you starts to feel all...wrong.
It makes me feel really sad sometimes. I really wish I could get on with you guys. I really wish I could talk to you and have a good relationship with you and be myself around you. But part of me tenses up whenever I know either of you are around and I can't feel properly happy unless you're not really there. And you don't know me at all. Not like everyone else knows me. I can be more myself around my boyfriend's parents than I can my own. How bad is that?¿ You don't know all the little things that make me me.
There was a reason that you were the last to find out about my sexuality. My friend's parents and my boyfriend's parents know, I think even some of my teachers know, everyone knows, except my own fucking family. And I kind of wish I'd never told you now, but the not-telling you was just annoying me after so long. I've been out since June, for God's sake. And your reaction has just left me feeling down. You didn't need to get so fucking worried about it, either. Or imply that I was sleeping around.

I really don't like you sometimes. I really don't like living here.

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...-I'm good at hiding things,you aren't.I've already found them.

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I'm sorry that i didn't stop you... I'm sorry that I encouraged you. please, get better. you have no idea what it'd do to us back here if you didn't....

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I'm pregnant.

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I think it's good that we don't see much of each other, because I still like you. I saw you yesterday properly for the first time since we made the decision to end things and since your grandad died, and we hadn't talked in a while. You have a new black coat and you look sad and pale. I miss smiling at you in the corridoors; I miss getting those little texts from you during class; I miss our little secret, wrong and dishonest as it was. I saw you yesterday in the London trip meeting, adn I realised I still liked you. You're so pretty, and so cute, and I really don't like seeing you look so sad. I want to hug you and make you feel better.
I'm really glad you texted me today, just so I could know that things between us are ok. It's going to be difficult to get over you, but I know that I love him and that I don't want to be with anyone else. It's going to be hard to be friends without being attracted to you, but as long as you're ok, and we're ok, it doesn't really matter.

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Your so fake..
Your such a drama queen i boreed of it!
when do you not think of yourself?
I have no time for you

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I would die if you did what you want to do. I would follow you faster than you can imagine. I have been worried ever second that I don't hear from you. I want to run and save you, but we both know I can't.

I cannot do it without you.

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I fucking hate you. I don't want to. But I really hate you. I wish you would just go and get out of my life. You aren't even *really* in my life but I want you out of it anyway.

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you're so amazing in every way and whenever i sign into msn and your convo flashes up it makes me smile.. i couldn't ask for a more amazing friend than you. you know exactly what to say and the exact right time. i appreciate you so much. your texts make me smile so much; i'm literally happy for the rest of the day. you're not like other guys.. you totally get me. i want you to know how much i love you.


[i wish i could say that without sounding like a complete weirdo]

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Do you not understand that you are my reason to live? Do you not understand that I love you more than anything? Do you not understand that when we're apart, it physically hurts?
So if you understand, why won't you even call me? Seven messages. Not one response. You signed in today.
I don't think you care.
And that hurts so much, because even if I didn't want to, I'd care about you. So much. And I'll do everything and anything for you. Always. Because no matter what I do, I'll never be able to stop loving you.
So are you lying? Do you care?