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Go f**k yourselves. And if we were to run into each other any time soon, I would say it to your face, and cough and sneeze in your face too. Don't need you, so let's not pretend we're "alright" with each other because we're not, correction, you're not.
I paid what I owed you (overpaid imo) for the damage, and yet you kept taking your fucking problems from home to me, bitching and trying to allienate me from a group of "friends" I wasn't even friends with, thinking I'd care. Upon failing to get a reaction out of me you got physical, which was a bad joke, rofl. Fack off. I mean REALLY... lol, you're crazy or something. There'r therapy groups for freaks like you. |
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Yes, I would leave him for you. But you live way over there. That's the only problem, but it's a big one.
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I can't trust you, I just physically; can't.
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I don't know how to act when I'm around you now. I try so hard to be friends with you but it's just so hard for me. Seeing you with her is making me feel like everything that happened in my fault. I truly thought that I loved you, but I can see now that you were just a monster. You used me, took advantage of me, and kept me hanging on strings as your little puppet. You never cared about my feelings at all. Everything was all for you because you knew that I would do whatever it took so that I wouldn't lose you. Seeing you together hurts me a lot. You're so sweet to her. You're so nice to her. You're always doing things for her. You never did shit for me. You pretended, but you never really did. Why couldn't you be that way with me? Why couldn't you actually care about me?
Did I do something to ever deserve all the shit that you put me through? |
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I love you, (yeah, yeah, yeah),
I love you, (yeah, yeah, yeah), I love you, And I don't know if that is bad, Ooh! |
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I need you but I don't want to.
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I love you. I fucking love you. I have feelings for you. You are the first boy that I fell in love with. I'm hurting because I know it'll never work because we're 3 years apart in age and 1,100 miles away from each other. Plus, you're going to Marine Training Camp the day after your 18th birthday. Where does that leave me? Alone. I soooo wish you would tell me that instead of making me promise not to run away because you'd walk out of my life, you would get me out of here once I turn 18. I soooo wish instead of flirting and being in week-long relationships with a bunch of sluts, you'd choose me. I sooooo wish you would love me back. I wish you were in my league. I wish you thought I was perfect. Because you're obviously not perfect, but to me, you are. I love you for you, I love who you are and everything about you. Now I'm coming off as a crazy obsessive bitch, but this is the truth. I LOVE YOU. GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD.
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WOW. just chest on tyour boyfriend agian, he happens to be one of my best friends. I want you to knowt that you hurt him and me. I thought that you could trust me with anything? I guess not, which is why im being replaced. Im done with this. Go smoke some more weed and do every guy you meet. I will be here if you decide you want a real friend. Until then i hope that you have a nice life.
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I did something for you & you couldn't even hear me tell it to you today.
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I love you, and I know you love me, but why can't you except me for who I am? Always interrupting me, you never listen. I can't be who you want me to be, I'm sorry I was never the daughter you wanted. I'm so so sorry, I just can't be her... I don't want to be her.
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You have no idea how much I appreciated you tonight.
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I don't need you anymore. You hurt me, but I can get through that. I'm fine without you.
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I fell in love with you all over again when I saw you last night.x
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I loveee you :)
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Maybe you would have replied to my message to you, if you'd known that another guy replied to the text message I sent him. >.<
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Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be able to make our relationship work. I care about you in a way that I can't even explain and you've gotten me through some of the hardest moments I've had to face but maybe that's the problem...I'm scared that when I'm around you I totally let myself break down like that. I did the one thing that I always told myself I wouldn't.
When I hurt myself it wasn't as big of a deal to me...I don't know how to explain it except that it didn't matter as much to me when I hurt myself as if I was hurting someone else. But I made a promise to myself that I would NEVER let anyone see me like that...I would NEVER let someone else see me totally break down and hurt myself. Around you though I've broken that promise more then once and it terrifies me to know I did that to you not just once but many times. The look on your face is permanently in my head and no matter what I do its all I see. It drives me crazy to see the hurt in your eyes and know that I'm the one who caused it...that I legitimately told you not to tell me you loved me...that you had to see me completely break down and that you had to hold me down like that...to know how much I've worried you and pushed you away and...just everything I've done and how much pain I've put you through. For whatever reason I feel this distance between us still and I wonder if it's just the physical distance that is between us or if its more of an emotional distance. Ever since you told my family that I was super depressed and hurting myself etc my world has completely changed. I keep playing it off like it didn't happen and they don't know but eventually I'm going to have to face it for real. I haven't seen my family in person since you told on me and I wonder if it will all flood back to me and overwhelm me when I see them. I want to get out of here and I want to go home but part of me wonders if its such a good idea. Im eager to go home and get away from life here but at the same time facing my family and knowing that now they know that everything really isn't so great....its hard. Don't get me wrong my family is totally amazing and I love them more then anything in the world but Im not use to talking to them about things like this and I always promised myself that I wouldn't put them through this again. I promised myself that they would never have to find out that i was depressed and hurting myself and if they had it'd be long after I'd overcome it. I guess that's what most people think though...that nobody will notice and nobody will ever find out about it. |
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Can I kiss you?
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I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say. I want you back in my life. I hate this stupid tension between us. Please just call me. I love you so much. I'd give up anything to take it back. We can fix this. Just give it that chance.
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1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10. I am ready. Things will be okay.
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Ask me how I'm doing. Please. I need to talk to you about serious things sometimes & you just don't ask it enough.
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I Love you. I'm not even kidding. And I don't know why I care this much about you but I do. I want to be with you forever and never let go... But I'm afraid.. the time between now and then.. the distance between us... what if it doesnt work out.. what if you walk away like everyone else... what if your just lying... That scares me.. anyone else and I could walk away... but I dont want to with you... I dont ever want to walk away... just please let me know i'm not alone... that you want this as much as I want you...
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I hate you! How dare you leave me!!! You could have came back!, atleast said something!! Why? Why did you leave me. Your such a fag ughhh! I hate you! I loved you so much and you just had to die! What is wrong with you, how dare you?! I'd punch a hole in your face if I seen you, you made me spend my nights in tears, broken, you tore my heart onto pieces wondering what will become. ............Come back, please... I love you I miss you so much,... You never knew that, did you? To late now :(
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I am 110% fed up with you. You make me cook for YOUR daughter. You make me clean YOUR messes. You took away SO much from me. I don't want to do this anymore. I can't handle you breaking my heart.
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I love you. So much that when I want to cut, I just have to think of you, and that's enough to stop me. I started falling for you after the first week. When you broke up with me, I felt more empty than I have in a really long time. Please, baby, Take me back...
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I freaking love you.
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I told a priest that I cut myself. It was at a retreat, he doesn't know anything but my first name. He didn't ask which church I go to, or what youth group I'm in. I wanted to tell him I'm afraid. The urges are getting stronger and it's harder to fight them. I don't like cutting my wrists because I don't like long sleeved shirts, but I've started cutting them again. He told me he'll pray for me. I wish I could have told him.
Also at the retreat there was a speaker. I couldn't stop crying so I left the area my youth group was sitting in and went to the back of the room. He told us to raise our hands if something applies to us. He said people who don't think they're beautiful, who hide behind a mask day in and day out, people who hate themselves and can't feel or understand the love someone may hold for them. Two of us raised our hands. Out of three hundred kids, two. I started sobbing. A girl I've never seen before held me until I stopped. She told me that she loves me, God loves me, everyone in this room loves me. I'm so strong, I'm so beautiful. She kept hugging me until I stopped crying completely. Then she let go and walked away. Why didn't I stop her and thank her? Friends from my parish saw me crying when I was with them and didn't do anything but stare. Does a random stranger really care more about me then my friends do? There was also a concert. When Laura Story preformed Blessing I started crying again. My youth minister was standing right next to me, she watched me cry. I met her eyes and she turned and walked away. No stranger came this time. I'm really as pathetic as I think I am. |
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You're going to miss me when I'm gone.
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I would die without you. for real.
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I want to be a better person for you then I have been. Most days I don't feel like I deserve to be with you and to be honest I don't think I do. I treat you like shit and yet you stick around for some reason. I know I sit here and I say that I want to be a better person but what kind of person does it make me if I don't actually change anything. Actions speak a whole lot louder then words and my actions are speaking volumes about the kind if person Ive been to you. (unfortunately not in a good way) Part of me still thinks you are going to leave...and part of me thinks that after everything i put you through you should leave. I'm living a double life and its not fair to you. You tell the world about me but yet I've only told my best friend and people online. For fuck sakes I lied about you to people.. :| I don't know if I can ever even begin to fix all the shit I've put you through and it scares me to think that way.
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You interrupt me whenever I have something to say. Whenever I have anything to say. You interrupt me every time. Every. Single. Time. You flat out told me that you're more important than me. In those words. In exactly those words. I walked away on the verge of tears. I don't know if they were from anger or from hurt but I know it's a good thing I didn't have a razor on me or bad things would have happened. You hang all over him at lunch and tell us about having sex with him and that one of us needs to get you condoms. You're fourteen. Fourteen. You act like you're so big and bad but everyone can see past your mask Kaytee. Why do you think no one calls you a whore or a slut? We know those words hurt you. But that doesn't stop you from insulting us. You're the one who calls me a dyke the most and I hate you.
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i wish you will always be happy. whenever your sad, it breaks my heart. theres nothing i want more then for you just to be happy. you deserve it<33 i love you
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I slept with your best friend, twice, while you were gone... But I don't feel bad, because you broke up with me, and it was purely physical... right?
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I love you..but I'm scared. I don't think I'm ready for this. I SOOO want to be with you..words can't even describe how much I want to. I just don't know..
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I don't know if talking to you will help. I don't even know if I want to talk to you. Why are you helping me?
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I love you but I can't help feeling annoyed that you didn't text...I'm trying to remember how busy I was in Florence and I never had time to text but you said you'd let me know you got there safe off the plane and you never did...and I'm just worried about you being there with all these slutty girls. :/
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You are so two-faced, so hypocritical, you never listen and you choose everyone else over me. I wish I could just never see you again, but at the same time I know I couldn't handle it.
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I am soo confused.
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"Why won't Nicole talk to me? I think she thought I was going to ask her out."
No, why would I think you were going to ask me out? You only said I would be yours and that things could work out between us. Oh, and you only cuddled with me the whole choir trip to Canada. And you only talked to me everyday over the summer. How could I possibly have ever thought that? |
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I miss talking to you.
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I want you... to start wanting someone else. Please. For the sanity of us both.
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