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"I want to fuck you up so bad. Just give me an excuse to do it. I'm begging for it."
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You're just annoying me now.
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I just want to talk to you...but you always act so distant.
What's wrong with me? No, what's wrong with you? |
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Am I just imagining these signals?
You're technically still dating her... |
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I get so angry at you sometimes, but I think it's because I love you so much: I wouldn't bother to feel as annoyed at some I didn't care about as much as you. But I don't like it. I hate being upset with you, and it happens frequently just because I'm a difficult person with a fucked up brain. I'm annoyed at you because something was clearly bothering you on the way in tonight and it annoys me that you didn't tell me what it was - because then my brain goes into overdrive - and annoyed that I didn't get a chance to let you tell me what it was. I'm annoyed becaue we couldn't have sex in the club tonight. That makes me feel like such a failure, this whole sex thing, and you'e being brilliant about it but I'm scared it'll start to wreck our relationship. I felt sad then because this morning was so, so bad, so bad, soo, so, bad, I felt worse than I had in a long time, for no reason, I just woke up feeling that way. I started crying on the bus and panicking in public and had to get myself into a quiet corner in a quiet street to count for a long time until I felt normal again, but it was scary. And I remembered this morning and it made me feel sad. Then I got stupidly irrationally jealous because you were paying Kerrie lots of attention, which is silly because she's my friend and you'd obviously want to get to know her,but it felt like you weren't paying me more attention than her, which means a lot to me. And then i got upset because you were upset because I was upset and you'd picked up on it and didn't know why and I hate upsetting you because you're the loveliest person........but I'm still upset that you didn't tell me what was bothering you earlier. And now I'm annoyed because you're purposely acting like nothing's wrong. Purposely. You probably just wanted to go to sleep which is perfectly fair enough. But I'd prefer to talk about things. I hate when we get like this and yet some part of me secretly wants to annoy you more or something...probably some twisted way of getting attention from you or something. but I just felt really insecure tonight...not good enough, not pretty enough or sexy enough or interesting enough and that made me feel sad and made me act weird. And i hate acting like a bitch to you when you've done nothing wrong, and I don't know how to stop it because I need to let the anger out somewhere, and I think I'm a more angry person than normal people, and I'm scared this will make you not like me and make you eventually not want to be with me anymore.
^^ how fucked up is that?? :( |
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I killed your goldfish when I was 7.
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I wish you could see through their lies.
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*I've tried so hard to put the past behind me, to move on, just like you want me to. But how come whenever we're all together, i get completely ignored. But when I'm with just one of you, everything is perfectly fine. You're the ones that want me to stop cutting, but you're also the ones giving me reason to cut. Why can't you see that all I want is for everything to be back to the way it used to be? Why can't you see that that's not happening? :(
*I know I continuously ask "what's wrong?" but the answers you've been giving me lately are just triggering me more. I don't know how much longer I'm gonna be able to take it without breaking. I can see you wasting away right in front of me and I don't know how to make you feel better. I don't wanna see you die because of everything. You mean too much to me :'( |
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Stop thinking about yourself and focus on what your children need.
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You're my sister and I love you, but you're making some stupid decisions right now.
You need to put your daughter and her needs first, way before your boyfriends! I don't care that your boyfriend hates our whole family, because we don't like him either. But picking up and moving hundreds of miles away just so your boyfriend is happy, is one of the stupidest decisions you've ever made! You are taking your daughter away from her entire family, all of her friends, and making go to a new school once again. You really need to take a look at your priorities and just get rid of this guy. He has done nothing but cause problems for you and is now a possible danger to your daughter. Please, please, please put her first for once. |
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Please stop hitting on me.
I feel super awkward. |
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I love you, so much... I wish you understood how much you really mean to me. Everytime we talk I get rediculous butterflies and I can't even think straight. I love feeling like that though, and wouldn't trade it for the world. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me, and you saved my life... I love you so much..
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Why did you rush it? Ugh.
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I love you. I need you. I want you all to myself. Be mine?
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Can I forgive myself yet? It's been almost a year. You haven't shown me I'm allowed to yet.
I know you want someone like me. That's not helping. I know you'd be fine if we started that whole horrible amazing confusing circle all over again. That's not helping either. I know you depend on me more than anybody else. That's not helping one bit. Find someone. Not me. For the infinite time, sorry. |
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please come to me and let me be there for you. i want to be here. please...... :'(
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I love you more than anything in this world, we may have our fights but I still love you and hold true to my words.... don't go
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I want you to stop using drugs.
I don't think I could be in a relationship with you otherwise. I know they make you cope... but it just doesn't feel right to me. |
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Stop fighting about me like I can't hear you both. And please stop drinking like you said you would over and over again. You're ruining our life and mine. You say you care about everyone in this family, but it seems like you only care about yourself. :'(:'(
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Daddy, I promise this isn't a mistake. They're gonna take good care of me, okay? I won't die. It's gonna be okay if you let me go. I know you're scared... But this is what I want. It wouldn't be any different if I worked here, or there... Or anywhere. Let me prove to you I can do this. I can do this... I love you.
Hey.. I know I blow you off. An you don't think I love you, but I swear I do. You're my partner in crime, my spaz of a "little sister", you're my Super Hex. ;) You're my baby cousin, and I promise if you need someone to talk to cause school is rough, you call me. I'll come beat some little kid ass for you. :) I love you, promise. |
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Our life and our family will be well worth it. You don't think so but you are my hero. You saved my life. So thank you so very much. From the bottom of my heart. I don't think i would be alive without you. I could have been killed. You get all the credit. I love you.
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You're the best thing that's happened to me in a long time. <3
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You're an idiot who seems to have grown up in a box, and you debate like a 10 year old.
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You think you're so cool, talking about people behind their backs.
You think you're awesome for trashing them. Guess what? Not cool. I have no respect for you. You're a two-faced bitch, frankly. I almost want you to do it to me, just so I can confront you. "Act your age, not your shoe size." |
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You and I were once so close. Once those words I wrote where I said that every time you cry, I cry, every time you laugh, I laugh, once those words were true. Once I lived by those words. I haven't talked to you in months now, I try, I try so hard. I'm sending you text messages and calling you, but I never get a response, you never answer your phone. I send you messages on facebook and I comment on your statuses, but you always ignore my messages and delete my comments. I was "in love" with you for ten months, I've never been "in love" with anyone that long. I've never even had the slightest crush on anyone that long. So what's going on Jackson? Are you ignoring me now? If you are, why? Is it because I trusted you with my secrets, and now that your mental health is better than mine you're too good for me? Or am I just overreacting? Are these tears for nothing? Why???
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You are such a hypocrite. Lying does NO good for you honey, just sayin (:
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I like how you're attracted to short, dark haired, exotic girls and that I'm attracted to tall, dark haired pale guys.
I like how you said that you like everything about me and how I like everything about you. |
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Thank you for oversharing.
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I fucked him, and it was great.
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All I ever tried to do was be nice to you and to be your friend. And in return you freaked out and turned into a psycho bitch. I'm over you bitch.
I wish I knew what to say to make u feel better. I'm sorry about everything thats happening with ur brother, I wish I could just give u a hug and tell u everything will be ok. I'll be here for u always. I've only met you twice and already u intrigue the hell out of me. I look forward to hanging out with u again. If u don't start taking better care of urself ur gonna force me to do something I really don't want to do. I promise I will do this even if it causes problems for me in the future. You are amazing, smart, and talented and you deserve to be able to do everything that you want to be able to do in life. |
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I like you, I really do. It may not seem like it, and for that I'm so sorry :( I just don't know how to react when someone likes me back. I will tell you someday and I'm willing to wait, though, because I think you are worth it.
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I wish you'd start listening and caring more about your eldest son then yourselves. and if you did, he may not have ran away....
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You posted on your facebook status; "It hurts when one whom you call a friend is unreliable and treats you like a backup plan"...you would know all about that wouldnt you...cos thats the way you treated me, like a backup plan, you never turned up when you said you would.....
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i miss you.. and I tried to tell you that last night.. but....
I just wish I could talk to you or vice versa.... I'm glad to see you happier though. And I doubt you would care or even know this about you. |
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I wish you understood that you're special. :)
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a;
i've told you this probably a million times now. but you just don't seem to understand and i keep getting more and more hurt that you don't understand, so this is me pretending that typing these words, will finally make you see the situation like i do. you're my best friend, a. i love you more than i love myself. when i first met you, i never thought for a second that i would ever want to be friends with someone like you. you're addicting, and obnoxious, and rude, and you have a temper that could clear entire countries. you're stubborn, and mean, foolish. but you're also one of the most caring people i've ever met in my entire life, and that's something that i completely passed by when i first met you. i never would have imagined that you'd be so sweet and thoughtful. you're always putting others in front of yourself, and you never deny someone help or compassion. these past two years have been crazy in our friendship. but these past few months have definitely been the climax. first of all, i want to say that i forgive you. i forgive you for taking advantage of me and using me for your own needs. i forgive the way you made me cry and put me in a vulnerable state to mess with me. i forgive you for the nights you didn't text me back or call me back like you said, and i stayed up all night wondering whether you were still alive or whether i lost my chance to say goodbye. you've lead a disaster-filled life, and i forgive you for that. i'm hurt, a. i'm hurt because everytime i see you, i can see the impact that the substances have on you. i can see the pain that you're trying so hard to hide. i can tell the moments you want to cry, and i know just when you're about to explode, but you keep it in. you were never one to show anyone the bad side of you.. so instead, you take it out on yourself. all the times we've been together, you've always been drunk or smoking. you've always been doing something harmful to your life, and i always cry out to you trying to help you. i always try to make you stop, and help you. but it's never worked. i feel like in a way, it's my fault because there must be something i could do... the times you tell me that you feel alone, like the world is against you after everything you've offered it, it breaks my heart because i feel like the most awful best friend anyone could ever imagine having. you deserve to have someone so much better than me. you deserve love, and happines, and peace, and hope for a better future. i can't help but feel like my friendship holds you back from that sometimes. i wish you knew that these substances aren't going to help you. i wish you could see the way i saw you, because you would never want to do anything harmful to your body again. i look up to you, and i consider you my hero. you've been put through so much, but you always turn around and give love and hope to others, and you never ask for anything in return. when i see you smoke, and drink, an unexplainable pain comes through me because i know i'm witnessing what'll probably be your reason for leaving this world. i try and i try to tell you this, but you're in so much pain that it's impossible for you to grasp that someone cares about you. but i do. i care about you so much, a, and i never want to see you hurt. if i could, i would gladly take away all your pain and put it on myself. i only wish that i could. you don't deserve it. you don't deserve what you've been put through. you are so much better than that, and i just wish you could see it. i pray for you. all the time. every night. that you'll finally be able to see that i care about you, and that you can have someone to live for. you're my best friend, a... i don't know what i would do without you. it's not just something i say, i truly mean it... i know that i couldn't make it without you. you're not just some guy who came into my world one day. you're not just the person i turn to when i have no one else. you're the one person that i can trust with my entire life, and i love you so much. our friendship means the entire world to me.. please stop drinking. please stop with all the drugs.. it hurts me so badly to see you go through so much and then inflict pain on yourself through the substances... let me in... let me help you, because i promise that i won't be like all the others. i promise you that i won't give up on you. i'm always going to be here. always. you're such a big part of my life, and i feel like part of me is about to end because of all the dangerous things you're doing... please stop... i love you, best friend... please, please, please, please, please, please, please, stop.. |
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How could you not tell me? How could you?
My own sister. This is about my SISTER. Did you think you could just hide her depression from me until I starting asking about it? "Oh, it just goes with the whole anxiety thing." Oh, no big deal. Right. My sister has depression, and I'm the last to find out? What else are you keeping from me? |
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I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it harshly, I've said it nice, I've said it more times than I care to count, but you can count on me to care. It doesn't matter when the rainclouds open up their crying eyes, it doesn't matter when the sun falls and pulls light from your skies, and it doesn't matter if you don't know why you're feeling how you do. Because there's one promise I'll always keep: you matter and I love you.
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Stay out of my relationship.
I honestly don't care what you think of me and my boyfriend, so stop telling me. |
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I can't believe you.
When exactly did you turn into a messed-up, self-obsessed, just plain MEAN monster? When exactly did I become such a pain to you? When exactly did everyone else have to be involved in it? Why?? WHY? I told YOU why. Now? Now its YOUR turn. Enlighten me, douchebag. |
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