Say something you wish you could say to their face.

[Hdjdjdjduvieg]

I don't think you know how much that fucked everything up on Friday. I have no idea where that came from... and it really hurt me to have you treat me like that and be so mean. I never saw it coming. When you said how horrible I make you feel, I just was at a loss of words. And I had been so emotionally -there- all week, which is rare for me... until that happened. That just ruined everything. As much as you apologised and told me you loved me, it's going to take a long time for me to be able to look at you the same again, and I apologise for that. But I can't stand the lack of trust. It hurt, bad. I want to forget, but it keeps dwindling in the back of my mind. Even after how great last night was, I still can't forget what happened.

[Magical Forest.]

The way you eat makes me feel sick. I can't stand listening to it. I'm scared of eating with you in case I run away because I can't stand it.

you make me feel stupid, and I dont like it

[almostinvisible]

I wish you would stop already. Haven't you seen how much you've hurt everyone, how often you mess everything up? It's been five years now and I'm sick of it. Why won't you just grow up and get on with your life? You're old enough now to take some responsibility instead of leaving things and causing problems for us. I hate being around you. I can't wait until you leave this summer. I don't want to listen to you anymore. You always have to pretend you're better than me, that you know so much and the truth is you've hardly seen anything at all.

[somerandomkidmike]

You're tearing this family apart. Both of your sons are missing out because of your selfish actions.

[theycallmespitfire]

I wish I felt you actually understood me

[losing touch.]

I hate how you can make me fall in love with you all over again..

[Tess*]

Sometimes I'm bad at making conversation with you cause your eyes are breathtaking. Your smile is heart stopping. It's kinda of hard to even think when neither my heart or lungs are working properly.
I miss you already. Don't go.
You're so cute. (and I almost told you that one yesterday)
What would you do if I just walked up and kissed you out of the blue?
Do you even like me back?

[BrittneyNicole]

I think I'm finally understanding what everyone is saying.

[Paul.]

M,
Every time you've apologized you've turned around and stabbed me in the back harder.

Give it time, and most importantly give me honesty. I deserve better than the way you've treated me. I'm not your abuse sponge anymore.

Stop saying your sorry, and start acting like it.

[Tara.]

GROW UPPPP!!!!!

[so_broken]

this is sorry.
you dont know truth anymore. even when it's staring you in the face.
guess that's my fault.
truth is, i think i need you.
yes, i'm horrified to say it.
because, ha, i dont need anyone, right?
but it's not true. I fucked up. I am sorry.
you've no idea what things are like anymore and i'm too scared to tell you.
so i wont.
it'll just be rainbows and butterflies from here on in, i swear.

[BrittneyNicole]

I can't go first. I don't know how to anymore. You have to now.

[Tara.]

Thanks. It means alot.

[20 Dollar Nose Bleed]

I'm scared to death.

[Joshie]

Its over... im sorry.

[BrittneyNicole]

I'm switching. And you two can't stop me.

[sincerely_yours91]

EFF off...u entered a situation that wasnt ur problem and u walk in like ur some big ass head hancho person thinking u know wtf to do...no black mailing ppl into talking when they are upset with eachother is never a good idea...
and THEN
I try to reach out and apologize and work things out on my own and u bit*h me out...WTH!!! GAAAH it wasnt ur problem so just stay out of it...>:-(

[razors_and_rosary]

ahh... it kills me to hear you go on about those SHers and your stereotypes. you say you've seen people, you've spoken to them, you say you know about it. you say i don't know more about it, i can't know more about it 'cause you've seen it.
well i've done it...

[20 Dollar Nose Bleed]

If it wasnt for you I wouldn't have made anything out of myself....ever.
You're actually the only thing keeping me alive right now. You have no idea how fucked I am in the head, and I don't ever want you to find out incase it scares you away.

[Fictional]

I feel so like Olivia. And nobody can help me.

[Slade]

I love you... Marry me?

[ByTheKilowatt]

i am so FUCKING jealous of you
i am jealous of the stiches. i am jealous hat i have never gone that far.
i am jealous that if you fuck up, you have nothing to lose. i have everything to lose.
i am jealous that your diagnosis is more reconizable. while mine seems to just be underlying because i can keep myself in check. because i never let it out. its all in my head. and thats the problem.
i am jealous that your mother loves you. i am jealous that you doctor and therapist understand, and can outsmart you. that you dont eel like you can play them
i am jealous because even though you hve got it better off, you are still on more meds, you still cut deeper, you have the fucking support.

[WhySoSerious?]

I hate you. You fucking bitch. I NEVER ASKED TO BE BORN! You put me in this fucking life and emotionally abused me for 15 years, I tried so hard to make you like me when I was little! I used to agree with you on EVERYTHING just because I thought it would make you stop yelling at me for once.

I'm afraid to die, but I hate being alive and knowing that someday I won't be here anymore, I wish I hadn't been born in the first place. Why did you have me? You never loved my dad and you've never loved me, so what was the point of bringing me into this fucked up world? You told me to cut myself deeper and put myself in the hospital, why give birth to me if you don't want me? Are you disappointed that I'm not enough like you, that I'm not perfect. Or are you Jealous because I'm half your age and still smarter than you?

I hate you I hate you I hate you! Sometimes when you are out at 3 AM and you said you'd been home at 12, I'm not even sad when I think that maybe you died in a car accident.

Fuck you! You don't need me around because you finally have one child who you ACTUALLY love. I've never ONCE seen you raise your voice at my brother, when I was his age, you never talked to me or spent time with me unless you were grounding me or screaming at me? Am I so much worse than he is? He's made the same mistakes I did as a kid! Or is he just different because he's more like you? And because he actually has friends in his school and doesn't come home everyday crying.

You never were a mother to me. You never once hugged me when I came home in tears, or even when you made me cry! You never even apologized if you brought it to the point where I was in tears! In fact, you just told me to suck it up, or to stop fucking crying! Or you would look at me like I was disgusting and mock me about having emotions! Now you wonder why I'm cold to you? YOU STILL DO IT. It's exactly the same as it's been my whole life, if not worse, because now I'm old enough that I can "take it" It still affects me. But now, I don't show a drop of emotion around you.

You've tried to control me my whole life! You've always hated my friends! No matter who I picked, you STILL don't like some of my friends now! You banned me from hanging out with some kids and got mad when I still did, do you know how HARD it is to just drop your old friends and make new ones? I WAS 11 YEARS OLD, ALL I WANTED WAS TO BE ACCEPTED.

And now you hate my boyfriend. Why? He's fucking nicer to me and treats me better than ANYONE has in my life. He makes me feel like I'm worth something. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO NOT WANT ME SPEAKING TO HIM. Or do you just HATE that once in a while I feel like I'm worth something? That I'm a real person, and that SOMEONE can actually give a damn about me.

YOU ARE THE REASON I CUT MYSELF. You know that? You couldn't even SAY anything when I was taken to the hospital, you scolded me for acting cheerful when I was trying to hide my anxiety and not cry. The only words you said to the doctor were "I don't... LIKE that she's hurting herself" but you were still looking at me, giving me that look you give me when you want to scream at me. And now you still have the nerve to tell me "I'm not as depressed as I THINK I am" Tch. Fuck you.

Oh, and one more thing. I LOVED DARCY MORE THAN YOU. She wasn't even my REAL mom, and I hardly ever saw her, but she treated me better than you, she spent time with me and she talked to me. Never once did she yell at me, even if I was misbehaving, she calmly told me to stop. She treated me like I was a human.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE. I'm leaving as soon as I can, and I'm NOT coming back! I'll go to England, Japan, Australia, but NOT anywhere near YOU. All I'll miss when I'm gone is gran and grandpa.

FUCK YOU! I HATE YOU SO MUCH! JUST GO TO HELL!

[BrittneyNicole]

Why won't you ----?!

[Lee]

You took the cowards way out.
You didn't make an effort.
You aren't the one suffering...

And I wish I didn't still want you.

[Magic.]

I only tried to help by sorting things out between you two, and all you did was hurl abuse at me. Now you've apologised to her but you say that I'm worth nothing to you. I've stood by you through everything ... Why don't I deserve to be stood by as well? I've done nothing wrong ...

[Anonymous19]

Just because I'm angry and hurt because of what you did, intentional or not, I still see you as a friend and I hope we can go back to being friends one day because your still a wonderful person in my eyes.

[Skeleton]

I wish you would realise how much I like you and want to be with you and give me an answer without any silly excuses or "you must do this". I'm tired of waiting around, trying to tell how you feel from what you say only to end up not having a clue.

Your confusing me.

[thisbkatie]

why can't you see these girls aren't right for you!
they only break your heart and who's always there to catch you???

ME!!! ME!!! im the girl why can't you see i love you more than anything
your the only guy that i see the only one i look for why can't you see that I love you!

[kitten♥]

arsehole!!!!!

[Anonymous19]

I needed help and I just wanted someone to listen to me, even if I'm angry, it doesn't mean I hate that person, I'm just going on emotion of what I'm feeling NOW. I'm aloud to be angry and hurt for a change when I helped the both of you through your hard times, and I just wanted someone to let me vent to and you let me down man. I've helped you out whenever I could. When you emailed me, I called you 6 times that night to make sure you were alright. And what did you do? You ducked all my calls even when you said you needed me. And now that I'm having a hard time, what do you do? You just leave and hide from me. You're a coward and not a man if you can act like a timid little boy who hides from people when they need you. You're not a friend of mine if you can just leave me when I needed help from my only "friend" right now.

[ShaunHellend]

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[Anomaly]

to my ex- I never stopped loving you everytime I see you with her I die a little. All I think about is you I'd do anything to have you back.

My best friend- your an awsome person and even though your dating and in love with my ex I still love you al lthe same. Why wont you listen to any of my advice its like it goes in one ear and out the other.

Her- Im sick of you using me. Im not an idiot stop playing me.

[soul]

why did you have to go an mess everything up... why did you have to be so stupid... why can't you come home and hold me even for a second and make everything better?

[20 Dollar Nose Bleed]

You don't take me seriously do you? I know your friends don't, they never will because of how we got together. I just need to know that you're taking me seriously. US seriously. I hope you know that every time I say "I Love You" I mean it with every fibre of my being and that i'm not just saying it for the fun of it.

[Debs <3 x]

Your my best friend, and i love you to pieces obvoissly,
but your ruining everything, and waayyy to self obbessed; quit complaining and making out like everything iss totally unfair on you, and that your life sucks, its making EVERYONE else miserable, especially me, oh and also, i want too have other friends too; stop rubbing it in my face that your life is better than mine, i know it is but i dont wanna think about that!

[flyingpancake]

You have that special little talent for making my life so much more difficult that it needs to be...now I'm wondering.
What the hell?
I'm so confused...

[BrittneyNicole]

You're an absolutely amazing person. And I don't know why you let him hurt you so much. You deserve better and you could find better. Any man would be *so* lucky to be with you. Tonight was awesome and it was so good seeing you; dancing with you; talking to you. I've missed you and I can't wait to hang out next weekend. Take care of yourself, okay? Don't worry about him and make sure that YOU are happy. I hate seeing you hurt.

[somerandomkidmike]

Me too... You're not the only one.