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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
November 24th 2010, 05:29 AM
I don't want to fall asleep,
because I don't know if I'll get up.
And I don't want to cause a scene,
but I'm dying without your love. Begging to hear your voice.
Tell me you love me too.
Cause I'd rather just be alone,
If I know that I can't have you.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
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November 24th 2010, 01:31 PM
I was only coming to see you because you weren't coming down here anymore and then you tell me that you are which cuts my visit short after I book my tickets? Thanks a bunch 'cause I just love wasting money :/
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November 26th 2010, 03:13 AM
I want you so bad sometimes that it hurts... I keep thinking that if the fairytale fantasy works for one person, it could work for me. But I guess that's just not going to happen. I'm sorry I wasted so much time on this, obsessing and dreaming of how we'd be so happy together. There's no one in the world I'd rather be with than you, but I know you'll never share this feeling. I just want it to stop hurting.
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November 29th 2010, 10:49 PM
Sometimes I want to cry because I really love you so much. You're so brilliant, you're so amazing, and I'm not sure if I really deserve you, and you make life worth living and so happy. I feel so glad that I found you, because I've never met anyone like you that's made me feel the way I do. You're absolutely fantastic. I really shouldn't feel so annoyed at you sometimes the way I do, even if I never say it to you, and even if it doesn't ever really last because soon you'll make me fall in love with you all over again. I lvoe that you think things like I do and you mke me feel secure. I love that being with you isn't one big mindfuck, even if playing games is a bad habit of mine I love that you do things and you are things that I'm not sure I would like in anyone else but that I love in you. I love when you use my name and you tell me you love me, and I love that there's no one else like you in the whole fucking world.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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November 30th 2010, 01:07 AM
Johnnie,
Six months without you, man. Let me tell you, couldnt be any harder. Its been a roller coaster everyday since youve been gone. I think about you every second still. Not a day goes by where I dont think about the last day I saw you. I hugged you. I told you to please come and say goodbye.. But you left. I wish I could hug you one last time. To say that goodbye. To tell you I love you. After all this, I think the hardest part is just not knowing what really happened. I dont know what to believe, but believe me. I miss you. I will see you again, someday soon. I love you, Johnnie. Forever young 5.29
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November 30th 2010, 05:53 AM
i know ive never said this to your face but you dont know how much i love you. im to shy to tell you but everytime i see you my heart races. and now that you have left i cant tell you how i feel about you
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November 30th 2010, 08:18 PM
Oh guess what? It's been THREE FUCKING YEARS. Why exactly do you care? Do you really think I'm gonna pine for you all my life? I'm over you, what's your fucking problem? Are you just jealous that he's so much better for me?
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November 30th 2010, 08:33 PM
I need you. Please get better soon. I have a lot of things I wanna tell you but I can't because I don't want to type it out and by the end of it I'll want you to hold me. Eff it, I want you to hold me right now. If I knew where you lived I would bring you soup or something to try and make you feel better. *sigh* I need you.
"If you are going to tell the truth, be funny, or they'll kill you."
-Billy Wilder
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November 30th 2010, 10:26 PM
I miss the old you, the pre-Ciarán you. Obviously I'm thrilled that you're happy, that goes without saying. But you've changed and you don't make as much time for me anymore. I never thought I'd drift apart from you. But it seems like we are. You got a new job two weeks ago...why didn't you tell me?? You never tell me anything any more. And it seems like evrything you talk about is Ciarán. I know that's natural and I know I'm obviously going to mention my boyfriend a lot as well. But sometimes I miss you. I miss feeling like I have to go on about my boyfriend and how great he is just to keep up with you.
And it's weird that you smoke weed so much now. Nothing against it...just because I don't get the chance to do it as much as I used to means I'm judging you for it. I just find it weird, especially when you made your disapproval of me for doing it clear to me for years.
You're not as good a listener as you used to be. My life is so much lonelier than it used to be; I've no one to tell things to anymore. The person I talk to most is Conor and while that's fine because I love him, I miss having friends I can share things with. I get the feeling when I talk now you're just waiting for your turn to speak, and you used to be the best listener out of all my friends.I miss the way you used to be. You're more pretentious now as well and you just don't seem to want to make the effort to hang out. And when you do I often end up feeling low.
I'm not saying I wish you would break up with him, God no. It's not him, I just feel that you've changed a lot in the months that you've been with him, and I miss the old you. Why can't you be pre-Ciarán Jessie as well as Ciarán's girlfriend??
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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December 1st 2010, 06:56 AM
I really miss having you as my friend.
You were one on the very short list of people that I could truly talk to. You made me laugh, and forget about any troubles I had. And according to you, I did the same. Which is why I don't understand why you left me behind. I really cared about you.
You've changed. You got a boyfriend, and you got on anti-depressants. You feel better than you've felt in years.
I'm really am so happy for you.
But it's so hard for me to keep feeling happy for you when it seems like you've abandoned me. I was there for you through all your parents fights and all your bouts of depression. I tried really hard to make you happy, because you mattered so much to me. I didn't want to lose you as a friend.
But it seems like I have anyway.
Those things that you said to me really hurt, Meg. You used to be in the same position I was. Have you already forgotten how it feels? How hard every day can be?
The girl I used to know would have never said those sorts of things to me.
I'm not asking for a lot. I'm really not .. I just want us to talk.. God, you used to my friend. It kills me how apathetic towards me you seem. It hurts so bad that when my boyfriend and I broke up, you didn't even say a word to me. What happened to you ...? You used to care ...
I bet you're not going to even wish me a happy birthday this year. Remember that email you sent me last year ..? I can't even read it anymore without wanting to cry. That was only a year ago.
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December 1st 2010, 08:06 PM
There are some things I want to do...or maybe even say...but I'm scared that you won't be OK with it. I know it's silly. I just can't get my head around why you like me but I'm so glad you do.
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December 1st 2010, 08:35 PM
Where are you? You told me you'd be here for me... I need you. Why aren't you here? you said you are better and I can't really ask you where you are until after four Because I have drama. You were going to go to drama today with me. I was going to tell you what's wrong with me. I wrote you two letters. One is a love letter. I was going to give it to you today. You wanted to know stuff and I want to talk to you about this stuff really badly. I feel like you stood me up almost. I hope you are ok. Or you have a really good excuse for not being here when I need you, when you told me you would be.
"If you are going to tell the truth, be funny, or they'll kill you."
-Billy Wilder
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feel free to contact me anytime.
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December 1st 2010, 08:45 PM
Lewis,
people have told me that I should not like you because you're not a nice person. Honestly I can say that I love you, and I really do want you, but is anything going to changem are you actually going to care!?
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December 3rd 2010, 02:11 AM
jessica, even though i gave you my heart you threw it on the ground and stepped on it and ended our relationship. I'm scared about trying to get into another relationship because i don't want a repeat of you. thanks for all you did
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December 3rd 2010, 05:35 AM
How long are you going to pretend you don't think I like you? I mean, surely its obvious? Do you have to pretend you don't notice so that you can pretend this is normal, reasonable and rational? lol
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December 3rd 2010, 06:56 PM
What can I say that I haven't already said a hundred times before to you...I'm sorry for screwing things up by lying to you. It wasn't right but I was scared and didn't want to see you hurt yourself over things that never mattered even before I met you...there's not a day that goes by where I don't think about you and I honestly meant it when I said you have my heart. To this day and to the day I die, I'm always going to see only you and I'm always going to be in love with you.
Your the first thing I think about in the morning and the last thing I think about before I fall asleep, and I would give all I have to spend one more night with you and tell you how much I love you. And wherever you are in this world, you will carry my heart with you...I love you, Michelle...
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"You never give into the pain, you just adjust to it!"--unknown
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December 3rd 2010, 07:01 PM
being with you makes me so unbelievably happy. but we cant be together because they got involved for no reason. I dont want to move on but it hurts so much not being with you, and we can only talk when you arent being watched. I just want the time to pass until they cant stop us, or atleast until you win their trust back and we can do it again properly. x
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December 3rd 2010, 10:31 PM
I almost forgot ~ you'd be nineteen today. It's crazy, and I'm sorry, because I'll always think of you as little boy, even though you were just a year younger than me when you died. Maybe I'd know you properly now...maybe not, but maybe. Maybe we'd have bumped into each other on nights out or around the estate or shared a drunken walk home from the nitelink. Maybe I'd have you on facebook. Maybe your name would be one that changed my life for a positive reason, and not a negative one.
I feel bad, because this day six years ago I was in floods of tears thinking of how you'd never turn thirteen or any other age again, and this year I didn't even have to distract myself whenever I was reminded of the date. I feel bad for your family..and everything, obviously. And all the other things. I'm sorry. I know this isn't about me, it's about you, and it always should ahve been, and I'm really sorry.
I hope that where you are is good to you and you're happy and not even missing down here. It's funny when I say I don't believe in Heaven but when I think about you you're there...that's weird. Remember that time we went trick or treating and I was going through my tomboy phase and our masks scared the little kids...and how you told us the trick of carrying two plastic bags instead of one to get more sweets
Rest In Peace. xxx
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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December 5th 2010, 04:05 PM
man up already god damnit, i been dropping hints like fucking bomb shells, i know your probably scared, but so am i. I don't want to get rejected either, all i think about is you ALL the time, i wish i would have opened up to you when you gave me the chance but i just wasn't ready to trust yet, i feel so awkward and creepy around you in person because im always silent, i just don't know what to say and when i do it comes out completely wrong. i really wish you already knew the real me, and i REALLY REALLY hope you give me the chance to show you my true colors, I just want to give this a shot, maybe your the one. but i guess i don't know until i ask i just cant let you pass me by. if you only like me as a friend that's okay i'd rather have you in my life as a friend than not at all but please at least tell me so i can stop chasing after you like a puppy, your the sweetest guy ever when you want to be and you can always make me laugh even when i feel like crying. maybe once it's out there we can stop being awkward and just be. so basically i love you
The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.
It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward.
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December 5th 2010, 09:51 PM
Dear you,
I wish I could tell you everything. I know I can tell you anything, but what about everything? I wish you knew what I am going through, or what Ive been through. I know you understand, but I know you dont know what to say. I know you dont feel comfortable. I know you dont feel.. Dont feel what I feel. We are the bestest best friends in the world, but I dont know. I wish you always had the right words to say. Sometimes I feel like I cant just say how I feel or what I want. I dont want you looking at me differently because I want to cut, or drink, or smoke. Because I get flashbacks, or suicidal. But I cant help to think you will. I dont know, my mind is going in circles right now. I just wish I could get this off my chest. Because we are best friends. I should be able to tell you this. But I cant.
"It's all about where your mind's at" -Kelly Slater
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December 6th 2010, 09:57 PM
I'm freaking out that you haven't texted back...
You know I'm always worried something's going to happen, and if it did, I'm 1800 miles away.. I can't do a goddamn thing..
I haven't been okay for months, and now... I'm a little worse ._.
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December 7th 2010, 03:36 AM
Dear you,
So I told you. I basically told you how I felt about this whole situation thats been bothering me for a few weeks now. And.. And I didnt get anything I expected. Instead you told me you couldnt be there for me. Uh, I dont even know how to react to that. But that really just hurt me. How can we be best friends if you cant be there for me? If you cant listen to me and tell me everythings gonna be okay, when Im not. I dont even know what to think right now..
"It's all about where your mind's at" -Kelly Slater