Say something you wish you could say to their face.

[*Faith*]

Thank you for this afternoon

[her_beautiful_mistake]

The problem is with me, not you. But the fact is that I don't like who I am when I'm with you, so I don't want to be with you. I'm sorry.

[her_beautiful_mistake]

Originally Posted by Insomniacs_Dream

I hope I don’t have to sent this. It’s barely past 10 AM and I’m writing this, thinking I probably well but hoping I don’t…hoping that you call or come online to talk to me. It’s my birthday. And it’s not really a big deal…birthdays… I mean it’s not a huge thing like it was when I was a kid. But still…I’m 21 today.
And I don’t like the fact that I’m sitting here thinking that I’m not going to hear from my boyfriend. I don’t like that I don’t feel like I can count on that…I don’t like that on Monday night when you promised you’d call yesterday, that I didn’t expect you to. That when I didn’t hear from you…I wasn’t surprised….I’m not mad. Just sad. Hurt. And I want to go back to four months ago. Maybe you saw who I am and realized I’m not what you thought I was. You used to say I was the best thing that ever happened to you and you’d talk about how much you missed me and how the best part of your day was talking to me. We used to talk all the time. Every day. You called every night. We texted before bed. I’m sure you remember.

And now…well now I go days without hearing from you. Now you break pinky promises and you don’t even say happy birthday. Again I’m not mad. I just don’t know what’s going on. I don’t understand what changed. I’m sure you’re busy… but, well… I just feel unimportant. And we’ve been over this and you say you’re sorry and I know you are. It’s not that I feel like you don’t love me… I know you do. And I know you feel bad… but… I feel like you’re apathetic about every lately. Like you’re not really ever truly happy… I want to be the thing that makes you happy again. I want to know what it is I have to do, to be what I was to you last semester. You have no idea how much I love you…how much you mean to me. Or how much I miss not just you but how much I miss making you happy. I just need to know what you need from me, what you want…because I don’t know anymore. I don’t know what to do to make you happy and make you want me again. I don’t know how to get back to where we were three months ago or even if we ever can. But things change, relationships change and progress and I’m willing to fight for you and for us but I need you to fight too. I need you to decide if you really do want me in your life… because if you don’t….as painful as that might be I guess its better I know now. I think you do, want me in your life because I know you love me. But I need you to…act like it. I need you to call when you say you will. I just want you happy. Does being with me make you happy? Is being with me… a burden on top of everything at West Point? I just need to understand what’s going on in your head…beyond just being busy…why are things different with us?

I think you're awesome and anyone with some sense will see that

[Prozac]

I love you. Yes, you. So much.

[obelus]

I'm so, scared.

[Angelina]

I don't think our friendship will ever be the same again, but don't hold it against me please.

[BrittneyNicole]

I think I'm starting to like you..

[-Mind-Freak-]

If you buy me a plane ticket for Thursday, I'll live longer than I hope to. You'd be saving my life!

[firecracker]

I can't keep up with you anymore. Just let me go. Just a little, please.

[Leo]

1. I will always love you no matter what, That won't ever change. And I just want you to be happy even if its with someone else.

2. Your a manipulative bitch that deserves to die. You wonder why she cant be happy its because you keep poisoning her thoughts. The only reason I didn't make you cry every fucking day was because I was dating her, well guess what were done so now im coming after you. I'll make you feel 100 times as much pain as you've caused her. I'm pissed and im coming for you bitch.

[asyoulikeit]

Z,
I will always love you, and I'm so sorry for what I did...I deserve every name that you didn't want to call me, and everything your friends say about me. You have no idea how the regret eats at me every day. If I thought taking myself out would make your life better I would do it...but I wish we could be friends...I miss you so much...

J,
Don't you dare ever give in. If you kill yourself I'll never forgive you. I love you too much to let you do that, and I blame myself for not being able to help you...

[lifegetssticky810]

i wish i got along with you. i wish i liked you. i wish that hearing your voice didnt make me wanna puke. i cant listen to those stupid songs without crying.i cry in the car when i hear them. i feel that part of me slipping away everyday when i see our non-existing relationship. how long will this go on? will it ever be the same? why cant i break that wall down? this can last forever can it? lets go back in time before i knew how to judge. then we'd be ok.

[alonealways]

I can't figure out what happened. We used to go on walks just to talk and get everything out there. We went on them several times. After I got back from getting oxygen, when I was sitting there staring at the table while you passed out fliers, while everybody else was just laughing and having fun and I was just sitting in the corner sipping water alone, while I stood there and looked in the distance while everybody else watched movies and played ping-pong, and when I said hello in a weak voice and you knew everything was wrong. We talked about EVERYTHING. You used to ask if I was okay but you'd really know I wasn't. And when I said I was you'd always ask again. And when I said I was sure I was fine, you'd look me in the eyes, pull me aside, and talk to me. You'd care. I'd text you saying I needed help and you'd call me back immediately with a reply.

But now I can't quite understand what went wrong. I look your way and you acknowledge me but it's a smile as if you wished I was okay.. I tell you I'm okay and you press on me like you used to but after one more time you leave it at that. I text you saying I'm not okay and I REALLY need advice and I get ignored. I sit alone at lunch and don't talk to anybody, just stare out into the distance, and you join everybody else in ignoring me.

I get you can't solve all my problems. I get that it feels like I'll never be okay. I just want to know what changed. Are you actually giving up on me? Instead of telling me you don't know what to say you're just ignoring me? Are you finally sick of me like everybody else is? Do you not know what my problem is and you're done hearing it so you leave me sitting there alone? Are you just joining everybody else? Are you acting different because of your friends?

What is going on? What changed?

I know everybody else hates me and nobody else cared about me the way you did... and now you've joined the everybody else and it kills me. I lived this long for you. Because you were everything to me. You were the one who saved my life the first time around. You were the one who was there for me the entire time I was half passed out. And now you're gone. And so am I. Goodbye.

[Bibliophile]

I need you to know that I love you.

[Mechanical Princess]

I wish you could have been there for me, just that one time. I try so hard for you. you're the only reason I haven't given up. you dont seem to realise how much i'm giving and just how much your taking for granted. but I'll show you one day.

[Emzy]

You are the most important person in my life, thank you for sharing the best night of my life with me. It felt kinda strange seeing you after all this time though, but it was so good to feel that bond with you. You haven't changed at all, and I am so thankful I spent P!NK with you by my side (:


I LOVE YOU ALECIA BETH MOORE!!!

[a_girlsdreams]

I had another dream about you last night...
Why?

Unlike the first one, in the end, you left me to drown.
You were right there, but left.
I died.

[hydd]

Why do you think I don't love you as much as I used to. I'm just having a bad day, love has nothing to do with it. I'm sorry, babe.

[noise94]

I see what you're trying to do.
Stop it.
I need her.
More than I need you.

[bitesize]

Fucking call me, asshole. Or, as your girlfriend, am I just not that signifigant a part of your life anymore?¿ Do you have better things to do than not make proper contact with me for four days?¿ More, if you count what a stupid drunken mess you were on Saturday night, I barely saw you at all.

Fuck you. Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you.

[♥Bliz]

Um, I thinjk i like you. Do you like me? what was your response to what i said?

[a_girlsdreams]

Cant you see I need you?
Cant you see I want to talk to you, tell you about my dream?
Cant you see this is so hard for me?
I can see you dont need me.
I can see you dont want to talk, or even listen.
I can see its not hard for you.

Theres some things Im dying to tell you.
I called twice..
Maybe Ill try again tomorrow.
Or you can try..

[Amethyst]

Stop lying to yourself and stop making excuses for yourself.

[Tegan]

Please tell me the truth,
I'm terrified of this not knowing.

[Bibliophile]

I need help. I'm suicidal. Again. Only now I have a plan.
I love you.

[Emzy]

Im gonna look after you today my poorly pumpkin xx

[Angelina]

I just want you to know, i want to spend the rest of my life with you. I don't know why you sent the text like you did. But i hope you want the same thing i do.
I love you so much. Don't let me down. don't break my heart. I trust you.

[savealife723]

...i want you to come back.
i want you to be mine,
and only mine.

[a_girlsdreams]

Dear me,
I feel so let down.
So dissapointed.
My heart is breaking more and more.

I dont even get it.
One day Im more than fine, more than great.
The next Im cutting.
Im addicted to cigerettes now.
I drink every single night.
I smoke weed.
I feel like such a failure.
I am such a fucking failure.

I dont want this life for me.
Why am I so unstable?

Pick your head up.
Please.


Dear you,
Im sorry.
Im here.

I went to the beach today and found beach glass.
Are you here?
Tell me everything, please.

[Emzy]

yesterday was amazing even if i was poorlysick all day. minging i know, even if you laughed at me lmao. you looked so cute in them jeans you tried on, you were cheeky by letting me watch you try them on ha. tease.

[savealife723]

no matter where the world takes us, i want you to know that you mean everything to me. even though we are thousands of miles away, you're still the one whose smile i think of when i'm lonely, and it's your eyes that are my light. i still hear your voice before i go to sleep, and when i talk about you, i act like you're the reason the stars are in the sky. you mean so much to me, and i wish you knew exactly how much. i think about you all the time, and i can't help but wish that you were with me. i hope that you're having fun there, but i hope that you're thinking about me as much as i think about you, which i know is impossible. you never leave my mind. and at first, i was a little scared to say it, but now i know that i'm not. i'm not ashamed, and i'm not scared of my feelings. i love you. i am in love with you. and it's the most wonderful, scariest, exciting, dreadful thing i have ever expierenced. i know the chances of you feeling the same way are none, but i just want you to know that. i know you probably only think of us as really good friends, but i see you as so much more than that. goshh. i could go on forever and ever just talking about the ways that you make me smile, and how you're always able to get to me when i'm upset. you're so amazing and i wish you could see yourself the way i see you. sometimes at night, i just lay in bed and think about the day that you'll be coming back, and i just.. i get so happy that i cry. because there is nothing in this world that i want more than to be with you. this world is full of so many different people, and some i would be lucky to meet, but i would never ever take back meeting you. neverr. i will never consider you a mistake, or anything negative. i know that you are a blessing, and i love you. in my head, i just repeat it over and over again. iloveyou. iloveyou. iloveyou. iloveyou. and everytime, it cracks the biggest smile on my face. before i met you, my smile was always fake, it was always what people wanted to see, so i painted it on and pretended to be fine. but when i met you, everything changed, and at first i didn't get it. i smiled. i actually smiled, and i have never stopped smiling since then. this smile that i wear now, it's all because of you, and how much i love you. you are everything to me. it's so hard to sometimes act like you're just a friend to me. actaully, it's impossible. because all i want is for you to hold me tight, and never let go. i want you to love me, and i never want to be scared of losing you.
you mean everything&&iloveyou.

i wish i could tell him all this.

[Bibliophile]

I don't care what you think of me, if you want to say it SAY IT TO MY FACE.

[Cammygirl]

i can't say this to anyone, but i have to get it out of me
i know facebook is just facebook, but still, this is too much
i'm in a group, and a member posted a link to another group on the wall. i clicked just to see the other group called: 'i'm a cutaholic'. how fucking stupid can people get?! this makes me so angry, because by these things people judge all the cutters and self harmers to be attention seeking bastards, like this group's members. the description says 'i <3 cutting' and 'i love to cut myself', i guess this is the point when it becomes so annoying that it's triggering, well at least for me.
sorry, i just had to get it off my chest, i hope i didn't trigger anyone

I was so so happy to see you again yesterday
I can talk to you and trust you more than I can trust most other people. And you mean a lot to me-not in a romantic way-in a really good friend way
thank you

[Emzy]

please go to the doctos. i cant stand the fact your ill Jasmin, you need to get it sorted cos i'm so worried.

[Bibliophile]

I need you. =[

[x-before-the-end-x]

Im falling for you... i know you dont care and never will , you say you care about me and that you'd miss me but you wouldnt and yet i still cant let you go because even tho im falling in love with you and you not being mine hurts , i just wouldnt be alive without your very rare texts

[noise94]

Keep the real promise everyday please.
please
please
please
mhm, yeah, you.

[a_girlsdreams]

Dear Cameran,
I love you.
With all of my heart.

I miss you baby.
I hope youre playing, running around in heaven with Bullet.
Pain and sick free!

Thank you for everything Cammy.
I love you.
Always and forever.
And forever.

Rip, 11/9/09

Love,
mommy



Dear you,
I wish you were here for me today.
I really need you..

[Beth.]

Stop making me feel bad just because I have people here for me. I stepped up in my life, therefore I have them. Just because you're not willing to step up doesn't mean it's my fault or that I should feel bad. I hope you realize what a mistake this was, I WAS there for you. I don't think I'm ever going to give us another chance. You broke my heart. AGAIN. </3