Say something you wish you could say to their face.

[Angelina]

you asking me to marry you made me day.. no more like week
I love you and im gunna miss you so much after this weekend.

i love you & i cant wait to spend forever with you <3

[escape_thereal_world]

I KNOW IM WORTHLESS IN YOUR EYES!



I love you. I'm so sorry. You know how much I've been through. You know I couldn't handle this... I'm so sorry baby. <3333333333333333333333

[a_girlsdreams]

Dear you,

Yes you.
Please dont fall back into your old self.
Please.
I will do ANYTHING.
I will step up and be your best friend.
I will help you.
You cant do this to yourself.
Reading your posts..
Are you falling back?
Tell me the truth.
You seem like..
Like youve stopped counting the days.
Like youre slipping back..

Please..
Let me know..
I guess.
Just..
Just know that I still care.
That I still think about you and how youre doing.
If you need help, Im here.
Im here like I promised I always will be.

Im here.
I want to help.
I promise.

[Katelyn]

I wish just one of you actually asked if I was okay and didn't believe me everytime I lied. Why can't one of you see through these lies?

[Beth.]

Well then.......................................

[Emzy]

i can't believe we got lost last night lol. :| and finally went to bed at like half 1 even though i said i was gonna go earlier. such jokers (:

[CoffeeAddict]

That fact I know you've met someone else makes me physically sick

[Emzy]

no i don't believe you when you say you don't need me anymore, so don't pretend to not love me at all.

[Rudnet]

Dear Uncle,

I wish you could have stayed much longer. I know it's been a long time since we have talked to each other but just know that in that much time I really did miss you and all the lovely talks that we used to have. I miss you, we all miss you. It still doesn't seem real. They loved you so much and you couldn't even tell them that you had some problem? Would they have eaten you or what? Why were you so selfish? Why did you think about yourself and not about them? Do you know how much they are suffering right now. Though Heet doesn't show it, inside it is eating him alive. And Auntie is like a living corpse. How could you do this to them? I am not accusing you or anything, but I just wanted to get this out of the way. I wish you could come back to us and then we'd be a real family, really. I wish I could get just one more chance to talk to you and apologize about my lying. But I think that you'd have understood. Please, I hope that you rest in peace. It's my last wish for you.

Yours lovingly,
Rudhu.

[Palmolive]

Im sick if you telling me everything is going to be fucking okay.

[Angelina]

I don't want you to leave.
I don't things to change.
I don't want to loose you.
I'm not ready for the hurt, and the crying myself to sleep every night.
I'm not sure if i can be strong.

[Prozac]

Hahaha omg, are you serious?
Listen to yourself.

[a_girlsdreams]

You,

I was a sucker today.
I was a weak girl.
I went to you.
I missed you.
But today, nothing came back.
Laying in bed with you..
Yeah I wanted to be closer.
But I didnt get back the feelings I usually get.

I let you hit me today.
You had your hands on me.
You kicked me.
You punched me.
You hit me.
You hurt me.

I feel so weak.
I dont deserve this.
I dont deserve to feel like shit over you.
I dont deserve to be bruised from you.

I hate myself.
Thank you.


Dear you,

Three weeks today.
Seen you once.

Couldnt even get my words out that second.
My hands shook like never before.
I think to that second we were next to eachother and think what we could have done differently.
What we wanted to do differently..

One more time..
I still care.
One more time..
I still want to help.
One more time..
Im still here for you.
Im ready to be your friend.
To help you when you need it.
Im okay and Im here for you.

Please.
I hope you are okay.
I pray you arent going back.
Keep counting.
Im proud.

Ps, I promise.
Im always here.

[w8less]

Dear M,
I love the fact that you know when I'm about to cry,
but you never give me long enough to tell you what's really wrong.

Dear H,
Thanks for being there.
I wish I could hug you forever.
I'm so glad for the baby,
and I wish you the best,
but I think I need to move on.

Dear D,
I know this is wrong,
but I think this tension is stupid.
I wish I was older,
so we didn't have to ignore the chemistry,
both sexual and emotional.

Dear L,
you love me for my intellect and insight.
If I could, I would marry you.

Dear A,
I wish I was you.
All I want is to be your friend.

Dear F and C,
I'm sad
and confused
and you don't even care.
How is that possible?

Dear Nobody,
I just want to be loved for me,
but all anyone wants from me is sex.
When will that "special someone" come along
and make me feel like my life is worth something?

[taking_c0ntr0l]

Dear you,

this is not a competition.

[Emzy]

why the hell did you have to kiss me last night?

[Magic.]

Hey sweetheart. I thought you were trying to be sweet, trying to get back in my good books and be friends again. Part of me hoped you really did want to be friends, and part thought you just wanted sex. So yesterday when you called all apologetic that I couldn't come over cos you're mum was over, it was cute. But when you text at 9pm to say she'll be gone by 11pm, you can't seriously expect me to think you want me to travel for an hour because you want to spend time with me?!
I think finally see you for what you are. Thanks for helping me get over that last little bit of you that I thought was decent.

[a_girlsdreams]

Lies.
Liar.
Fails.
Failure.

[taking_c0ntr0l]

this isn't a competetion, again.
seriously. this is ridiculous.
i dont want to hurt you, thats not my intention.
i post on here because this site has been my outlet for years.
i know your intentions are different.

nts,
make another username.

[taking_c0ntr0l]

ps, WHY did we post in the same forum AGAIN?

[a_girlsdreams]

Im getting so annoyed.
We need to stop posting in the same forum at the same time..

If youre talking to me, its not like that.
Im not doing anything.
If it seems like it, Im sorry.
But Im not.
Im not trying to hurt you like youre not trying to hurt me.
Im posting because I can.
Because Im happy.
I dont get why you think I have different ideas.
Im not like that.
You know me.
Im over it.

I just want to know youre okay.
And that youre happy.



Im ready.
If you need anything.

[taking_c0ntr0l]

dear you

you know where i am 730-5.

[a_girlsdreams]

Forget it then.

I promised I was always here.
And if you dont care, whatever.

But to read youre trying not to cut.
Or that youre upset.
Sorry I care.
Really.
Im sorry I worry about you.
That I tried so hard for the last damn year to make all those terrible feelings go away.

Im sorry I miss my friend.
My ex friend.
Whatever you are to me.

Im sorry you think Im here for the wrong reasons.
Im sorry you STILL think Im that HORRIBLE person.

Well IM NOT.
Ive changed a hell of a lot in the past two months, the past weeks.
Im not here to hurt you.
I never was.
I never will be.

Im here everyday to make sure youre okay.
Just to see how youre day is going.
IM SORRY I CARE.
And Im sorry that you dont care.

I guess this is why we havent talked in weeks.
You still think Im out to hurt you.
That Im some kind of monster.
That Im still my old self.
WELL IM NOT.

I might as well just start to hate you like you asked.
Because obviously you just want that.

Im here for the right reasons.
Im here for me.
Im here for you.

But forget it.
Ill give up.
Ill hate you.

[taking_c0ntr0l]

i dont hate you. i dont think you're terrible.
you just yelled at me, im not gonna yell back.
god, we still fight like we're dating.

[a_girlsdreams]

Im not yelling.
Im not fighting.

I give up.

[taking_c0ntr0l]

dont give up, theres nothing to give up on.
im stable, you know i am.
you also know im not.

if i see you again, you'd get a smile and a how are you.
a hug. im not heartless.

[a_girlsdreams]

There is.
I give up on you.

I know youre not stable thats why Im throughing out an offer to help.
To just be there as another friend, as your best friend again for you.
Because never left.
I never left you.

I was just trying to help and you take it the wrong way.
Like Im "here for the wrong reasons and to hurt you"
That Im "yelling and fighting with you"
Well Im not.

I saw you once.
And I got nothing.
I said hey.
I didnt get a smile.
I didnt get a hi.
I didnt get anything.
You turned around and walked away.
Then came back.

I dont know why I go through all this trouble with you.
I simply just wanted to make sure youre okay.
I wasnt here to be attacked.
Or get blamed for things Im not even doing.

I give up.
I seriously give up.
I will start hating you.

[taking_c0ntr0l]

i never attacked you... like... i dont know why you always wanna blame it on me...
like. seriously, this right here is immaturity out of both of us.
if you wanna talk, call me up. or come to schoool.
you know i wouldnt mind catching up.

[a_girlsdreams]

I do want to talk and made that clear.
But fuck it now.

[taking_c0ntr0l]

call me sometime.
is that too hard?

[noise94]

when i say i'm okay it means i'm hurting..
when i say i'm fine it means ask me again.
when i say it'll be okay i'm not sure i mean it.
when i say i'm not worried i'm actually petrified.
when i say nothing it i want you to make me talk to you.
when i say leave me alone i really want you to stay.
forever?

[Skeleton]

You are driving me up the wall and you don't even realise it. Just go away.

[Beth.]

This is the first time you've actually seemed like an asshole.

[a_girlsdreams]

Yeah.
It is too hard.

Im here trying to help you and you think Im here to compete and hurt you.
Im here to make sure youre okay and you think Im here to start something.

So forget it.
I dont know why I put myself through this.
I wont care anymore if thats what you want.
I will hate you.
Like you wanted.

Why cant you call me?
Why cant you care or talk to me?

Exactly.
So forget it.

Im over this.
Ive been over you.
I hate this.
I hate you.

[taking_c0ntr0l]

you hate me.
i guess that ends that.

[a_girlsdreams]

Just like that you run away..
You want me to chase you.
But this time, Im sorry.

I sat listening to you.
Talking to you.
Responding to you.
How much more do I need to give?
I have nothing left.

Keep pretending that youre happy.
That youre everything you always wanted.
Keep pretending, because no matter what, Im the only one that sees right through you.
And you know that.
You can fool everyone else, even yourself.
But you know what I can see.

You say you want to be friends.
You left.
You ran off.
You think I wasnt crying the whole time?
You think I didnt have a knot in my stomach or a pain in my chest?
But I didnt run.
I didnt leave.
Because once upon a time, I promised.

But this time, I cant chase you.
I cant ask for you to come back.
I cant do anything for us anymore.

Im not gonna fight it.
I got no worries.
You do your thing.
You wanna think I dont care.
Go ahead.
You wanna think you can do it alone.
Be my guest.
You wanna lie to yourself.
Keep trying.

But one day youre gonna break.
And Im gonna be there to catch you.
Because once upon a time, I promised.

[Bibliophile]

I love you and I care about you, but I can't bear to be stuck in the middle anymore. I know that I broke your trust but I don't think that you understand, I have issues surrounding alcohol too. There's not just you and your problems in this world, there's the rest of the universe. You need to start talking to her, it's not fair on her or on me. I know you trust me but there's honestly nothing that I can do besides telling her.

[Cammygirl]

you know what? fuck you. just because you are my boss it doesn't mean you can treat me like this. for fuck's sake, there hasn't been one single day since i'm working for you when i didn't cry or when i didn't have to run away and hide, so noone can see my swollen face the bloodprints on my uniform. you say i'm not doing my job well, okay then, ask the patients. ask anyone. you hate me for something else, and it's been enough. when anyone goes into the office you say hi, when i go you act like you didn't see me, doesn't matter how loudly i say hello. stop.fucking.ignoring.me.

[Cammygirl]

Originally Posted by x_nicola

when i say i'm okay it means i'm hurting..
when i say i'm fine it means ask me again.
when i say it'll be okay i'm not sure i mean it.
when i say i'm not worried i'm actually petrified.
when i say nothing it i want you to make me talk to you.
when i say leave me alone i really want you to stay.
forever?

this is so beautiful.

[tk338]

I miss you ;'(