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Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 14th 2009, 10:28 PM
I'm me, and i wish i weren't. I'm retarted, I've never dated, I'm shy, you're the first girl I've liked, I'm only human, and your not doing anything to help all souns like escuses to me, in fact they are, and so it pains me more when I can't, no when I don't talk to you. I'm sorry. You probably don't even like me, but I know i do to you. You don't need to give me a chance, just know that I still like you.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 15th 2009, 01:08 AM
The way you touched my shoulder and smiled at me like you were asking if something was wrong and then not really caring made me want to cry harder then ever before.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 15th 2009, 10:05 AM
Dear me,
I know youre feeling down today.
Dont keep reaching for those cigerettes.
You have to quit.
I know you want to.
I understand you lack the motivation.
But you got to quit.
I know youre feeling down today.
And going to the beach with help.
Sitting on the top deck of that house watching the sunset.
There is nothing better in the world than that.
Nothing calmer, nothing more beautiful.
I know youre feeling down today.
But dont show it.
Hide everything.
Youve been so strong these past 18 days.
(I cant believe its been that long. Doesnt it bother her?)
Keep up the good work.
Stay focused today in class.
Mainly, stay positive.
Dont worry about her.
Dont think about anyone.
Youre doing amazing alone.
And justt think..
Tomorrow we are going out to partttttty.
620!, here we comeeeee
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 15th 2009, 01:49 PM
Thanks for being my friend. I wish I'd been less of an idiot, and I wish I hadn't hurt you. I always felt safe with you there...I loved you with all my heart and soul, and then I snapped. I regressed, and I screwed everything up just when things were becoming so *perfect*. I know you'll live a happy life. I'm so incredibly happy that you're all okay, and that I didn't break you. I'm afraid, though, that I may have broken myself. I've given myself so many reasons to cry.
I don't want to hate anymore, and I don't want to be angry, or sad anymore. I just want to love freely, with all of me again. I'm sick of being afraid, and I won't be anymore. I will end up all alone if I show fear or weakness like that ever again. I'm not afraid, and I'm not weak. You know me, and you're frustrated because you know I'm better than what I appear to be. I must have made you angry. I won't apologize for that, though. I want to accept this gracefully, and even now, I'm moving on with my life.
You would be proud of me if you knew just how much I've accomplished since you last saw me. I know everyone's lost faith in me, but I haven't. And that's exactly the reason why I know I'll pull through okay. You may never see me, and you may never know, but that won't make my victory any less of a victory. Thank you for everything, but you have no hold on me anymore. Your happiness does not dictate mine. You told me, that I can't make everyone happy. I just did.
I'm my own person, now. You may not agree with my decisions, but that does not make them wrong. I'm not walking towards a dead-end. Think lowly of me and forget me, if you want. Think of that as your final statement on the matter. But that won't make me fall apart. I'm not in pieces. Your word is not law. Whatever future you saw for me is gone, now. Whatever future you see for me now, no matter how bad it is, can be changed--it always changes for the best, for me. True, I have lost the battle, but I have not lost the war. I'll find my own way, and I always will.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 15th 2009, 05:27 PM
There's something that I'm hiding from you.
Well, not just you.
From everybody. Nobody knows.
And nobody could ever guess.
And it's so massive.
But I'm keeping it a secret.
Have been hiding it for so many years.
I don't have any other choice.
But it's killing me.
I need to tell you.
But I can't.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 15th 2009, 07:56 PM
why do you haev to do this? I bet neither of you like eachother, you just want attention. I fucking hate you both. i can't look at either of you without wanting to cut. i can't stay with my friends at lunches, at breaks any more, without wanting to cut, because you're both there. go and fucking die or something, before i do.
There's always light at the end of a tunnel, even if you have to pass a few bends to see it.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 15th 2009, 09:02 PM
I can't wait much longer =/
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ORIGINAL MCFLY FAN ®
"Another year over, and we're still together.
It's not always easy, but McFly's here forever
I know you believe me, when you look into my eyes
'Cause McFly never dies, because The Heart Never Lies!"
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 15th 2009, 09:17 PM
I cant do this by myself anymore.
I want the help, i need the help, but im scared.
Im falling and i want you to help me, I want your help.
Im scared that im falling.
I can't live anymore. Help me...
’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 15th 2009, 09:29 PM
..I still think about you every so often. remember the first time we kissed?¿ And the second?¿ And the third?¿ WOWWW. We were made for chemistry. Your eyes, and those little smiles we'd swap...and how kissing you was perfect because you were smaller than any guy could be.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 15th 2009, 10:55 PM
I opologized, and I'm tuely sorry, but can you not forgive me? Do I need to show it to you more? you won't talk to me, and I can't stand it. Do you hate me now? Would it have mattered of I said sorry sooner? after all it has been 2 years almost. I'm afriad I just couldn't do so. Mayb you have the right, maybe 2 years is no reason, maybe I did just forget, but I'm sorry, I want you to forgive me. at least tell me why you hate me. I didn't think that being a little annoying could make someone hate me. Was it that bad? I'm not like that, it was just a one time thing. But none of this matters to you does it? Well, once again I'm sorry, I guess that's all. Bye.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 16th 2009, 02:49 AM
Really bad mood.
I need you right now.
Hes back.
In my head.
I feel him.
I cant take him.
You can help.
I cant ask you.
Know I need you right now..
Please know that..
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 16th 2009, 03:36 AM
Dear you,
Hm it's funny cause you're "always here" for me but I was crying , you walked away. I gave up on resisting self harm and you shrugged. I told you to call me cause I needed to talk. You left for soccer and never even texted me.. And I often wish I could get in a serious car accident because it's always near death experiences that get you to talk to me. I get that you may not be able to handle me sad all the time but part of the reason I'm sad is cause of YOU. You're lying to me. You're not always there for me. You can't keep your promise. I'm not overreacting, you're killing me.
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October 16th 2009, 03:53 PM
I just don't feel the same way anymore because I'm not the only one who's changed and I can't carry trying to pretend that I know my feelings will come back because they won't.
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October 16th 2009, 05:37 PM
I live for moments like friday/ saturday nights. You have no idea how much it means to me. I love feeling close and kinda in a way bonding, I'm going to miss you so so much on Monday. I love you baby & thank you for loving me <3
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October 16th 2009, 05:46 PM
youve pushed me one to many times, im sick of the way you look at me and her, im guna settel this
i hope its what you wanted, cuz theres nothing you can do to stop me, its time you met my fist in your face!
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 17th 2009, 01:16 AM
Im so glad you are attempting to talk to me again but when you said hello to me yesterday you couldnt have picked a more horrible time,im sorry deary but your timing is horrible,i cant exactly be cheery when i feel like im bout to pass out.
Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 17th 2009, 08:28 AM
why did you do that? no honestly why? this is so messed up now. plus i was so worried cos of you having to get a taxi all the way home, just calm down a bit cos this isnt fair on faye.
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October 17th 2009, 05:54 PM
Thinks you two are so pathetic and you should stop taking digs at each other and just leave each other alone because you're only pissing each other off and doing it to hurt each other. Give it up. It's lame.
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October 17th 2009, 06:11 PM
i need to go back into residential care but i also need the promise of those things i can only get from being out of Ash Villa. i need to be in there but go to my school not theirs and go horse riding and things
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 17th 2009, 08:35 PM
ok.... why didnt you tell me? i mean.... its obv summin you knew so.... wat? why? meh oh well.. i still love you anyways lol, its not that important xxxxxxxxxxx