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Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 11th 2009, 09:09 PM
It's day 78 yet I can't look through my wallet and find my old bus tickets and train tickets without crying.
When all your friends have come and gone,
And the sun no longer shines,
And the happiness for which you long is washed away like an ocean's tide,
When all the hard times outweigh the good,
And all your words are misunderstood,
When the day seems lost from the start
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 12th 2009, 02:41 AM
Dear me,
Keep looking forward to a great weeek of plans!
Goin out partying, having fun.
Keep that head up high and that smile on yourr face.
Its your time to enjoy.
Youre free.
Dont look back on today, stay focused on tomorrow.
:]
Ps, stop smoking you damn fool.
Dear you,
Last night was legit.
I miss everyyyone you brought over.
Im sooo happy.
Thank you.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 12th 2009, 03:14 AM
i love the way you can never be serious, even though with other boys, i hate it.
i love the way you always make fun of me, and you're always making up jokes about me.
i love the way you always sit behind me in church.
i love the way you always ask me to sit with you during youth group.
i love the way you always give me your sweatshirt to wear, no matter what temperature it is.
i love the way you always pretend i made you mad, when really, you just want to hug me and never let go.
i love everything about you.
but most of all,
i love that way you aren't afraid to be yourself around me, and that you don't change for me.
because i would never want anything other than you.
....it's not going to happen anytime soon, but i really think we are going to fall in love one day. God Told Me. (:
I'm too nervous to tell you though.But I know that we're both already in the process. We're crazy for each other, but we don't let the other one know. you know I'm crazy about you. I know you're crazy about me. But you don't know I know. And I don't know that you know. (;
i can't wait to fall in love with each other.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 12th 2009, 03:39 PM
Im scared.
I know I'm going down again.. In different ways.. Im scared of everything..
things are so difficult, the voices.. being watched.. followed..
Its unbearable.. I try and talk about it light-heartedly..
Like I know its not real.. But I dont. Im not sure, not positive about anything.
I cant manage these things.. thoughts, feelings, urges.. the fear.
Im scared..
I just want you to go..
Please..
Leave me alone,
I cant take anymore.
Location: On a playdough bridge playing poker with chewbacca
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Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 12th 2009, 04:22 PM
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for lying
I'm sorry for trying
I'm sorry for living
I'm sorry for being cruel
I'm sorry for you
I'm sorry for me
I'm sorry for loving
I'm sorry for hating
I'm sorry for all the times we shared
I'm sorry for being me
I'm sorry for faking all the smiles
I'm sorry for hiding all the pain
I'm sorry for cutting
I'm sorry for my thoughts
I'm sorry for holding on
I'm sorry for it all
I'm sorry
My sister: We can bounce if we want to...
We can leave the mopes behind...
'Cuz if mopes don't bounce and if they don't bounce,
Then they have the wrong state of mind...
Yeah…
We can weave if we want to…
In and out the dancing crowds…
And we don't care, no we don't care if…
The mopes say moving's not allowed…
We can bounce…
In black!
Me: Which just goes to show you, never send a cat to do a man's job.
My sister:
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 12th 2009, 05:00 PM
Baby...this is just because i cannot say it to your face. You seem so exited to leave for your trip. I realize your counting down. Are you counting down just to get away from me. Like you need space from me? I don't understand.. i hope i haven't done anything wrong, to make you feel like you can't wait to get away from me. I want you to have a good time for the week that you are gone, but you have to realize how much I'm going to miss you. I know you wont cheat on me, but i keep thinking... when you have to go to all the dances, and people wanna dance with you Ugh, i can't help but get jealous because i know i wish i could be there, and i wish i could go with you. It really does hurt a lot. I'm trying to be happy cause i know you cannot wait to leave. I realize you may not have time to think about me really, but every night.. what am i going to do? It's going to be hard on me... Then you start soccer.. and i get to miss you more.. ugh.
I'm just scared im gunna loose you & i don't want that to happen.
what if you realize theres someone better, out there for you?
why does it hurt so much ='[
reassure me that i won't loose you? ... please... i need you. i love you. i want to spend the rest of my life with you Taylor..
your the only person i want to be with, your the only person i wanna give my heart to..
ITSKILLINGME.
ifeelsosickiwannathrowup
Last edited by Angelina; October 12th 2009 at 08:07 PM.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 12th 2009, 08:45 PM
if I could change the way I am I would. Do you think I like the way I react in these situations? It's not a fucking walk in the park for me either. I'm sorry if you feel uncomfortable around me but you're lucky, you get to leave me. I'm stuck with the way I am
"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 12th 2009, 08:56 PM
I haven't seen you for a week, so the time you get free what do you do? Go see your mates. They live in the same place as me, yet you didn't think to say "hey I haven't seen Hannah for a while, do you mind if she comes too?"
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 12th 2009, 08:59 PM
Hahahahahaha
When all your friends have come and gone,
And the sun no longer shines,
And the happiness for which you long is washed away like an ocean's tide,
When all the hard times outweigh the good,
And all your words are misunderstood,
When the day seems lost from the start
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 12th 2009, 10:23 PM
This isn't fair... I love you so much... I can't get you off my mind ever... Everybody says you like me back... but you won't say anything. It's so frustrating. ): Hug me and tell me you'll never forget me...
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 13th 2009, 02:34 AM
Why is it that you people won't just go away? Do you take my words to be a joke? Have I not suffered enough? Do you want to kill me with guilt? If so, you're doing a damn good job of it. God, I don't get it. I'm not as nice of person as you think I am. Sure, I'll talk to you and repeatedly apologize even though it kills me. That's just the way I am. And on some level I deserve to hear your crying and throwing every tiny thing I've done wrong back in my face. But is it totally necessary? Other people in the world get to recognize they've done shitty things, accept them, then move on without constantly being tortured by people reminding them of everything. Please, leave me be... although I know you won't.
-Let the Music Play-
"There's no way to explain why life is filled with so much pain. But do the flowers ever grow in the places it don't rain?"
"But the unfortunate truth is that, while being different from everyone else can be exciting at first, ultimately it can get a little lonely."
"The floor seemed wonderfully solid. It was comforting to know I had fallen and could fall no further."
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 13th 2009, 03:51 AM
one:
i lied to you, and i'm sorry. /:
i wish you knew, because since you don't,
you're gonna get hurt.
and it's all my freaking fault. /:
two:
i hope you know that you're my hero. you are the person i look up to. but we never really talk anymore, and it kills me. /:
please come back, i want my best friend back.
three:
even though other people call me crazy for liking you,
you're perfect just the way you are.
everything people hate about you,
is exactly what i love :].
four:
you've hurt me and got my hopes up too many times. i don't think you know the real meaning of being a sister. because while you're out there doing drugs and killing yourself, i'm at home crying every night, praying to God that you don't die. you don't realize what is going to happen to your life, but the rest of the family does. you're gonna die, or you're gonna end up in jail.
we don't want either. we try helping but you don't let us help. you shut out our help. you say i can trust you, and that you'll be there, but i can't rely on you anymore. i know you'll fail.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 13th 2009, 05:26 AM
I hate how i have to see you everyday at school,i hate that i have to see you for 2 periods and randomly walk by you in the hall way.I hate how i have to listen to you talk to everyone else and ignore me yet i strive to hear your voice.I hate that i still love you and just when i think im fine i see or hear your voice and it feels like you stomped on my heart all over again.Today and class when you kept talking to your friend all i wanted tell you was to SHUTUP because i hate how much i love your voice and i cant stand it!im falling apart and no one knows.I lost my boyfriend but i also lost my bestfriend and now i feel so lonely.I hate how you dont care!
Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 13th 2009, 07:16 PM
I love you so much, and i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. I'm glad how far we have made it, and i know this is only the beginning. I'm always here when you need me babe. Don't be afraid to come to me when things aren't okay, or things are not going the way you expected.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 13th 2009, 09:21 PM
I feel like I can't talk to you anymore. I used to trust you with my life but those words, get more and more painful as time passes. I feel that I can't speak to you about anything meaningful or anything thats going on with me, because of those words. So I sit, and I cry, and I cut, until the pain goes away. I'll sit and look at you for hours, and you have no idea whats going on inside my head.
You say you love me, and that you trust me, and I'm the only one who knows you. I wish I could say the same about you, but when your words cut too deep for me to be able to handle, that's when I know, you will never be that person for me, no matter how much I want you to be.
The fact that for the last few months, you have been lovely and you've tried to make every effort with me, the fact that one minute you can be the closest you possibly can be to me and the next as if I'm just a stranger walking past you, never ceases to amaze me. How one day I am your world, and the next, I am nothing.
I can't take the fact that you cannot hear these words coming out of my mouth as i whisper them as I fall asleep and think of them every second of every day. You are supposed to be my everything.. but you're turning into my nothing.
What a shame, what a shame
To judge a life that you can't change
The choir sings, the church bells ring
So won't you give this man his wings?
What a shame to have to beg you to
See we're not all the same, what a shame
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October 13th 2009, 10:19 PM
I hate how you didn't ask me what was wrong. I hate how even if you asked me what was wrong I couldn't tell you because it's you. I hate how I started to cry and you walked right past me. I hate how a few of my friends talked to me and hugged me and showed they cared but you turned your back on me. I hate that you're the one who made me cry harder. I hate you... but I love you so much.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 14th 2009, 02:28 AM
I typed a longg dear you.
Reread and corrected it many times.
In the end, I realized it doesnt change the past.
It didnt change what happened 3 months ago, 2 months ago, 3 weeks ago or even what happened 7 hours ago.
Just gotta give up.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 14th 2009, 03:20 AM
Everynight I just lay in bed and just pray that you'll take my advice.
That you'll tell someone.
But you're not going to.
And here's the truth, I can't feel bad for you anymore.
Someone very inspiring as something even more inspiring as their signature.
Pain Is Inevitable. Suffering Is Optional.
Ever since I've read that, it's opened my eyes.
That you can make yourself suffer, or you can take the other way out.
And you're not choosing the other way out.
You're letting yourself suffer when you know you could be getting help.
I'm sorry.
I want to help you so bad.
But someone once told me,
you can try to help someone, but you will never get anywhere if they choose not to listen.
And that's what you're doing.
I hate seeing you hurt. I hate it.
But I can't do anything to help, unless you're willing to take that help.
I'm sorry.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 14th 2009, 04:31 AM
Why did you do this? I just don't understand..
"You've just been B-Wildered." -Brian Wilson <3
Trumpet love; Tenderlips.
"Where there is love there is life."- Mahatma Gandhi
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 14th 2009, 05:10 AM
Okay so apparently everybody thinks that you like them... and all their friends think that to. At least I'm not alone in the world... you're breaking everybody's hearts, not just mine.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 14th 2009, 03:47 PM
I need you.
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"For the first time
in a long time,
I can say that I wanna try.
I feel helpless for the most part,
but I'm learning to open my eyes.
And the sad truth of the matter is,
I'll never get over it,
but I'm gonna try
to get better and overcome each moment
in my own way"
Motion City Soundtrack, "Even If It Kills Me"
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 14th 2009, 03:54 PM
this is for all of you.
to you, i promise, ill drop a few.
even to me know. to myself.
its the only thing thats been on my mind besides for her.
to her, to you,
i can't tell you this because i know it triggers you.
know i'm okay and i want you to be.
i go through this a lot, but this time im trying.
also, nothing will ever happen between me and your ex.
thats my promise to you. along with the other promises i still hold true.
to youu, the next line of the song is
it's never over.
finish the lyrics. follow your heart. live your dreams.
i smile knowing you can too.