Say something you wish you could say to their face.

[Celyn]

I miss you.

[Sprite-1]

When I'm in town, leave me alone or I'll call the police. I'll not be harassed by your filthy mouth!

[Rivière]

I really wish you'd stop buying so many things. It's not even about the money. It's about the fact we're the ones having to wait in for your parcels. We can't go anywhere or do anything. It's depressing.

[Kate*]

Nothing any of you put me through was justified or the least bit okay. Framing it as "tough love" and "protecting the public" while blaming me for being "immature" and a laundry list of other negative adjectives and insulting my mother's parenting was unethical, discriminatory, ablest af, and probably illegal. Not only did it break me young, but you convinced me that my disability was one of character and not neurology like it is. I learned that the world around me viewed being disabled the same as being a criminal. That no matter how likable you admitted I was, it didn't change the fact that I was broken, damaged, and somehow horrible and evil at a basic level and therefore undesirable. And there was nothing I could do, because I couldn't grow up, and I'll never grow out of it. It's hard to believe you're wrong when it's been pervasive. And even if I someday stop believing you, the rest of the world still does.

[Sprite-1]

You caught Coronavirus and now it's gone to Covid and you're coughing like a walrus. But you never listened to my warnings. Being rude has consequences. Of course, I'm preaching to the choir with you. Turkeys might as well vote for Christmas with your attitude and rudeness. You'll learn the hard way, but I'm sad you treated my sisters and me with such contempt. I'm glad you're gone.

I miss the beginning.

[Everglow.]

I hope you've changed since the last time you were in. I don't know if I can deal with work being as busy as it's been lately, on top of having to tell you to get off of your phone and get up and help. Please just do your job tomorrow and save us all a bit of stress.

[Soda_Voxel]

You're joking when you say "you want to kiss me on the lips" and I get it and it's super funny but like lowkey I'm not joking

[Soda_Voxel]

please god just love me back

[Rivière]

I really like the way you're so straight forward with people. You say it how it is, no messing about. It's actually really, really cute.

[Kate*]

I'm sorry I scared you, but like I said, I'm COMPLETELY FINE That went exactly how I intended, except the box was bigger and a lot heavier than I thought so it made A LOT more noise than expected. For the record, I don't know why she insists on keeping them up there anyway!

I'm sure you're fine or can manage if you aren't, but the longer you disappear for, especially suddenly like that, the more I start to worry. Sorry, not sorry. Concern wasnt the issue, it was the overstepping. I still think blaming it on us was a cop out when it's a 2-way street, but whatever.

[Sprite-1]

You caught coronavirus because you didn't pay heed to my warning. You're 29 and a Parisienne. Have you not the sense God gave you?

[Kate*]

Gaslighting is not gatekeeping; and one is not an excuse for the other, just saying.

[Sprite-1]

You ghosted me and it hurt, especially because I was nothing but kind to you.

[Rivière]

You've got a problem. You keep buying things. Now you want to use money we're using to pay for the bills to fund your habit. Maybe when we all leave, you'll realise. Or not. I'm too tired to care.

[Sprite-1]

There's no point writing when I got the postal services to return your mail. I simply dislike you.

[Starseeker]

Why are you like this?

[Rivière]

Wish I could talk to you more.

Whenever we're drunk, I want to tell you I love you. But then I pull back and get scared. I wish I could just let go and feel my feelings for you, but there is too much history and too much pain. It may take some time. Please be patient.

[Rivière]

I want to help you but I don't want to leave the house during the weekend. I'm not even sure there's a bus running...

[Kate*]

Your comment has seemingly sparked an existential crisis of sorts; but in a good way? What is happening to me?!

[Rivière]

I was going to message you and try and open up. But I think I'll give it a miss. I've messaged you enough and the last thing I want is to put you off from talking to me more than I probably already have. Not like me opening up is a good thing anyway.

[Kate*]

Last I checked, not scrolling far enough, and therefore being irrelevant, not rude, is not a crime. So, the fact that YOU chose to escalate it and then block me, means I stand by what I said, and if you want to leave me blocked indefinitely because of something stupid like that, then you're immature, but whatthefuckever.

[Soda_Voxel]

I'm in love with you

[Kate*]

I'm sure you're fine, and if not, you can handle it. You wanted separation, you got it, but my anxiety will always be there and right now, it hopes you're okay.

[Everglow.]

I can't believe how long it's been. That day will stick with me forever. I miss you, and I know you're still around sometimes.

[Kate*]

If you lose out on your non-refundable ticket and the trip of a lifetime because you procrastinated yet again, it is NOT my fault! It's April and you NEED a passport. You're retired, it's not like you don't have time!

[Soda_Voxel]

Stop saying that nobody would ever love you, that you're unattractive or unloveable, that nobody would ever fall in love with you. We both know that I am deeply in love with you, stop being oblivious and playing with my heart

[Soda_Voxel]

you say it as a joke but it's not funny. you know i'm in love with you. just fucking tell me you don't love me like that and stop playing with my heart. i cant live like this anymore

[Kate*]

Apparently, there's drama and cooperate bullshit at work. Among other things, a manager who has been there for decades has been demoted for no real reason?!, positions are being eliminated, and people are getting shuffled around. And, I guess I'm not "popular" enough to find out what the hell is going on, so I'll just put my head down, do my job, get my paycheck and go home. Not sure if avoiding the drama is a good thing, or if this is something I need to know about, but either way, no one is going to tell me a damn thing. Going on 4 years, and still the same story.

[Kate*]

And no, I wasn't willing to stay late because you ignored the announcements and insisted on being the last person in the store on a Friday, and then couldn't read a fucking sign and decided to be rude. I was on my way to punch out when he called me over, I'd done my time.

[mrpadilla]

Originally Posted by Soda_Voxel

Stop saying that nobody would ever love you, that you're unattractive or unloveable, that nobody would ever fall in love with you. We both know that I am deeply in love with you, stop being oblivious and playing with my heart

Some say I love it because she memorized it, some cannot because she really loved it.

[Soda_Voxel]

i dont want to stop being friends with you. i just know im not good for you and i'll never be what you want no matter how hard i try so you deserve better than me

[Kate*]

My job was to learn. Your job was to teach me, period. It was never my job to make your life easier, or to fit into your box. it was never your job to insult my character, destroy my self-esteem, verbally abuse, or gaslight me. You never had the right to do any of that. I wasn't perfect, but I was different, and that didn't make it your job to break me.

[Soda_Voxel]

I'm in love with you, idiot.

[Kate*]

This situation is your fault, it didn't have to happen, and I hate you for it. I want it undone, and want her back permanently, but it's not going to happen. Growing pains are a thing, but on top of it being an unnecessary and horrible decision, it was also the worst timing possible, so something went wrong, and she hasn't learned how to fix it yet, I'm guessing you've already forgotten, and I'm the one left to deal with the consequences. I don't want to say it might be time to start looking, because job searching with a disability is hard enough when we aren't in a pandemic. But, how long am I willing to put up with crap like this?

[Starseeker]

I like you. I really like the three of you. One day you talk to me kindly but reservedly, the other day you praise my artwork. And I just wish you texted me some time as I did, show me some attention, give me the hint that you want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to you. But the thing is... it's probably not true. You probably like me as a friend, nothing more. Do you ever think about me? Or maybe you just acknowledge my existence during our group get-togethers, but that's everything of me in your life. What a shame.

[Kate*]

For the record, I'm allowed to have a moment! If she was allowed to not do her job and treat me like a toddler the entire year plus that she held said job, with zero consequences, then I'm allowed to have a moment of being upset in front of people and a manager when I don't feel well, during a fucking restructuring, while NOTHING is getting done. And, don't worry, because if you want to come after my job for things like that, it will act as my last straw and I was going to quit anyway. Besides, with the sate of things, you need me WAY more than I need you, and don't think we both don't know that!

[Rivière]

I don't like how I'm feeling towards you. As much as it's not good to ignore feelings, I think that's for the best. At least then I can continue to be a supportive friend towards you and you'll never know... and I won't make things awkward.

[Kate*]

STOP acting like the world owes you something because of your autism. The world owes us NOTHING. You sound like a bunch of entitled brats throwing a tantrum.