Say something you wish you could say to their face.

[Kate*]

That was unnecessarily rude, but I'll be the bigger person and let it go. Not sure why it bothered me so much though...

I'm still in love with you. I think I always will be.

[Kate*]

Platonic love, even for people I'm attracted to, I'm starting to get it now.

Lately I've been looking through our old photos. We were so happy. We really had something special; you can see the love in the way we were together, the way we looked at each other. Seeing those memories makes me happy and sad at the same time. There's not much time together left. That truth hangs heavy over me more and more with each passing day.

What will things be like, when you live with her? Will I even be able to stand seeing you two together? I'll come into the apartment, look in the doorway of my room, but it's not my room anymore; it's hers. All traces of my presence in this apartment will be erased. It'll be like I never lived here.

And I can close the chapter, so bitterly, on the life we led together.

[tREalMST]

Emma, I know I told you that I have a little crush on you. You told me that you didn't have any feelings for me. You got scared because you thought I wanted a relationship. I don't though, I wouldn't be ready for that. But I do know one thing: I lied to you. The truth is that I love you, and I have loved you for a year and a half. Emma you matter so much to me. You look down on yourself, critiquing things that aren't even there. You judge yourself. but you are so beautiful. You just don't know it. If I could say one thing to your face, it would be me saying this genuinely, "I love you. You should too."

[Rivière]

I know you don't know and didn't intend for it to come out that way, but what you said actually stung a little.

I wish I'd never encouraged you to go after her.

[Rivière]

You have no idea how much danger I averted today. Just as well you were outside in the garden with your music on hearing nothing at all.

[Kate*]

Sometimes the stuff you say is unnecessarily mean. I actually deleted that after you replied to it because your response made me feel that uncomfortable. I don't think you mean for it to be that way, and we all have flaws, but there's no nice way to bring this up, so I won't.

[Kate*]

A quick scroll through your feed, and I'm glad I unfollowed you. Dad or not, we disagree on pretty much everything and I don't need to be constantly reminded. You can't respectfully disagree or debate either, so it's best to just avoid it completely for now.

I am forever a rescuer, so it makes me sad that things are still the same for you and not really better. I know triggers are a thing, but it sounded like you were working through a lot and I had hoped you'd actually get some peace.

[Everglow.]

I wrote you a letter. I feel like you can read it. I feel like it'll reach you somehow. I only wish you could reply. Strange how far apart we were in terms of experience, age, and how unlikely it would be that we'd ever have met otherwise. And yet what we had was so real. I miss you, my friend. Love ya.

[Kate*]

If you're going to quit, quit and if not, LEAVE ME ALONE.

I keep looking up from my computer, expecting to see you, or call out to you...but you're not here. We don't live together anymore.

I will admit, it makes me a little sad.

[Tigereyes]

Sorry for talking too much, even though it was barely at all. Sorry for having no one else to talk to. I didn't mean to bother you. I just wanted a reason to stay.

[Kate*]

Of all the (5) texts I've sent you, I'm surprised it was this one you responded to, but at least I don't feel like I'm having a conversation with myself.
I get it now, thanks for trusting me/us enough to explain. Not that you owe us one, but the less information I have, the more I worry.

You never have to talk yourself into a good idea, so I saved the page and we'll see what happens.

[Rivière]

I really wish you'd leave me alone right now. I know you mean well, but bothering me and constantly interrupting me isn't what I need right now. I'm terribly stressed. I'm now behind schedule with my work because you keep trying to become over-involved with what I'm doing. I just want you to give me some space.

Sometimes I wish we could start over, with the knowledge we have now.

[Kate*]

I hope you're not manic, but the sudden change of schedule and productivity has me suspicious. At least you're getting tired and sleeping, but that's not your normal either.

I wish you could accept me as I really am.

[Rivière]

You're such a bad manager. I don't know how you manage to get away with the things you do.

[Flexderec]

I censored it as much as I could. I vented A LOT into this.

[Kate*]

Your condition doesn't make you entitled, but your entitled attitude makes you a jerk and makes your entire community look bad.

[Tigereyes]

Please help..

I wonder if there will ever be a day when I fall out of love with you. I wonder how I will ever navigate a future romantic relationship(s) without comparing me new parters) to you. I mean, I you were it. You treated me (and still treat me, just platonically) the absolute platinum standard. You set the bar high, and now it feels like everyone else comes in underneath. I guess I will have to abandon the habit of comparisons, when the time comes.

[Rivière]

You know, it's funny... you spent your time pushing me away telling me how you met someone who was beautiful and how you've both really hit things off. Now I see you back there. I guess you two didn't hit things off as well as you thought.

You know what would be even funnier? You messaging me again now things didn't pan out between you and her.

[Kate*]

The fact that you nitpicked the LEGITIMATE transactions to death, before acknowledging the FRAUDULENT ones totaling over $1200, is one of the many reasons my finances are none of your business!

[Everglow.]

I miss you so much. It's almost 4 years to the day that I saw you for the last time. I wish I could hug you.

I wish I could trust that you like me but it's really hard for me to do so. I hope my insecurity doesn't turn you off or push you away. I am trying to manage it.

[Rivière]

Of course I had to see a picture of you whilst trying to leave those groups. Even if it was small. Knowing you got away with everything.

[Kate*]

As one of the worst offenders in this, I'm sorry. You know I meant well, and upside: I realized I do this all the time, so something to work on. Can we say lesson learned on both sides, let it go, and move on? Because the guilt has been eating me alive for days.

And now that I'm over being triggered as fuck by this whole thing. I just miss you. Yeah, it might change, it was probably going to anyway, but we're all human and you're still awesome

Please don't give me an ultimatum that means I have to stop my hormones in order to continue to get financial support from y'all.

I think I'd go spiraling down again without them.

[hocus pocus]

i don't know why you had to die, why you couldn't have had a few more years. you left me here.

[Kate*]

I think I only want it back because I'm pissed that I screwed up and lost it. I have no reason to need it. I had it, and he triggers me so bad, it's probably better I not have access like that. I hope it doesn't change too much though.

You may very well need your meds adjusted, changed, or added to.

Sometimes I just feel like you don't care as much anymore. You've got your perfect little girlfriend in your perfect little home. Everything is just fine and dandy for you, isn't it? You don't care about how things are going for me.

[Kate*]

I guess we should be glad you changed things since so want to check on you. But, you're posting, so you're okay.

[Kate*]

I still miss the way it used to be, but it's probably better this way. I'm still hoping it changes back, at least a little.

You do not get to negotiate my identity with me.

[Kate*]

You could've told me the coupon policy changed BEFORE you bitched me out for telling people the wrong thing the second I walked in the fucking door. The other option is to get criticized by you or them for bad customer service because I admit I don't know, or tell them something wrong.

You decide which scenario you'd rather yell at me for, I'll wait...

[Kate*]

I don't regret what I said one bit, and I was A LOT nicer about it than some people would've been. You don't get to admit you're posting something that will get you "hate" and then come after the people who disagree with you because you told them to ignore it. No sweetie, that is NOT how it works at all. "Don't dish it out if you can't take it!"

[Tigereyes]

Would you still love me if I was me?