Say something you wish you could say to their face.

[Kate*]

I'm sorry that you learned that being rude is the way to get what you want, but it won't work with me because I wasn't wrong. I gave you more respect than you gave me and more than you deserve because I was at work.

Go ahead, be completely self-righteous about the generation YOU raised,in an environment you don't exist in. Pretend that nothing has changed in decades, and let your stereotypical and wrong beliefs keep you from learning the truth.

Go ahead and attack me all you want. It won't change anything, and it only proves my point.

"A"/F, I miss you so much. I hope you have a wonderful thirtieth birthday tomorrow. Not a week (I wouldn't go as far to say day) goes by when I don't think about you. I hope the Fates will draw you and I towards one another soon. I wish I never said those things that day and I wish I'd told you sooner. I love you and will never forget our silly chats and RPGS.

"C"/T, ditto ^.

AK, why won't you even bother to listen to me? I don't handle stress as good as you do, all right? I only work six hours a week and to go through twenty email in just a span of three hours in one day to get them all prepared on both platforms is asking just a bit too much. It certainly didn't help matters that... oh, my god. Maybe someone who was once the center of my universe turns thirty tomorrow and I can't stop thinking of her!

And you I reckon you cursed me. GET OVER IT ALREADY!

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

I don't feel well! !

[Markus]

Shut up before I block you on my phone.

[Kate*]

I'm NOT sorry for "overusing" you. The fact that I'm ALIVE means that it worked.

[Markus]

I don't know what you want, but stop it.

[Kate*]

Yes, I've gained a TON of weight since you saw me last, but I've also survived the most traumatic experience of my life on every level with pervasive consequences that will last DECADES. Survive what I have and you can judge how I did it. The fact that I'm alive to have gained the weight in the first place is a miracle and I owe you NOTHING. I will not defend this.

[Markus]

I really don't know what I'd do without you.

[Kate*]

There's a difference between feedback and insanity. I was standing up for myself against insanity, you were dishing it out. And considering how the profession acts as a whole, I don't think I'm the one with the problem. Your expectations were too high and you have been discriminatory against the disabled for decades, even if you get away with it.

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

I want to cry!

[Calaer]

I wish you were more responsible than what you claim to be. While I don't mind you being here. I truly can't wait until you leave. I'm so ready to have my quiet house back, and my privacy, which you always seem to invade.

I wish I could write to you. I want to but I have no idea what I'd say.

I did love you, and maybe I still do. But I have too much to think about and too much I have to get through I'm not hurting you anymore.

and I'm not letting you hurt me anymore. One of my friends said it was abuse. I don't think I'd go so far as to call it that, but you never listened when I told you to stop. You never stopped when I asked you to, and when you would, you were angry. I can't tell you how much that hurt me.

[Starseeker]

I like you. The problem is... do you like me back?

[Kate*]

I won't ignore you, but I won't seek you out. I'm embarrassed even though I probably shouldn't be and I'd like a break from you, but you're my boss. Also, if she doesn't find those, its NOT my fault. I was told to put it there and I'm afraid she won't see them.

I've had enough of your self-righteous crap. The excuse that I "asked for it by posting" is not acceptable. You can control your replies, or not respond at all.

[Kate*]

Standing up to you wasn't "brave", it was a knee jerk reaction to your abusive BS that you used to destroy my reputation without grounds. I wasn't perfect, but I was a VICTIM, but unlike when I was a helpless child, I had the ability to defend myself and I did. I will never "stop defending" myself against your insanity. You are all cowards and I am incredibly strong no thanks to you. I will respect you more than you deserve because of who I am, but I will tell the truth. You know what you did whether you admit it or not. It is NOT my fault that it compared to an abusive relationship, It's NOT my fault that I incurred severe emotional abuse at your hands. YOU did that and YOU know it. I have found my voice and I will NOT be silent. Bravery wasn't standing up to you, it's refusing to be afraid of you. You can't hurt me anymore. And you have no right to tell me how I recover from the damage you did.

[Calaer]

I love you, but you aren't the person I thought you were. I guess I didn't think about how much people change in a couple of years, but inviting you back in to our lives like that was a serious mistake.

I hope you come to my city some day.

[Kate*]

Your dog is clearly NOT A service animal and is not allowed. I'm pretty sure I'm allowed to at least ask you, but you'd probably just lie and I can't risk my job.

Can you tell me the truth please? I can't tell if it's really going this well, or if I'm the only one who doesn't know it's not. I assume either way, my review will say everything you don't want to say to my face.

Why is it so hard for you to believe I'm happy there?! Would you rather I was miserable?!

I hope I'm just overthinking again, but I have a feeling this crap will come back to bite me, even if it is your fault.

[Markus]

I really don't understand why can't you have some common sense when you do your work.

I still love you, but I'm not convinced you truly loved me. I think you fell in love with the idea of me.

And that is killing me.

YOU are why I fucked things up with C and A. YOU are why I keep screwing up with my current good friend. YOU hit the target of almost everything in that toxic friend article. So why don't YOU shut the fuck up, take a step back, and for the love of God realize what a horrible person you are! I'm done, I'm so done with you.

[Storyteller.]

I keep hoping you'll change, but you always disappoint.

[Sands254]

Originally Posted by Angel

I love you, more than you'll ever realize.
Take me away to a secret place that only the two of us know.
Let me find comfort in your heart, knowing that your emotions are genuine.

Really touching.

[Sands254]

I just want to know what you really think of me.

You need to get that hint that I do not want to talk to you, or be in your stupid program. So stop calling me.

[Calaer]

I hate how you're trash, just like the rest of them. I truly expected more from you. I'm sorry, but I don't want you in my life anymore. I don't any of you in my life anymore.

I know you were concerned I was developing an eating disorder when I was 13, but you never quite said it out loud. I wish you had, because if you did, maybe I wouldn't be like this now. Today, I made soup just to throw it away. I wanted there to be dirty dishes and less food in the pantry so you'd believe me when I said I already ate. I hate wasting food, but I don't want you to know. You already realized I've lost weight and I'm not eating that much anymore. I'm thankful cold weather is coming, weight loss is harder to see under sweaters.

I'm getting help, I'm going to counseling every week. She wants me to do more, to go to an eating disorder treatment facility. But I can't do that without insurance and I can't ask to use yours. The specific program she wants me to go through is for patients with anorexia traits. I stared at the email for an hour, or I guess I mostly just stared at that word. Anorexia. It was attached to me. My counselor wants me to go through a program that treats anorexia traits. I never connected my eating habits with anorexia anything. Sure I don't eat, sure I've lost a lot of weight, sure my hair is brittle and my period now irregular, but I'm not underweight I'm not that far, but I'm not underweight. Therefore, I am not anorexic. But I'm still looking at that email and staring at that word. Anorexia. Me? It can't be right.

I'm not anorexic. I'm not anorexic. I am not anorexic. I'm. Not. Anorexic.

I don't know if I'm saying this more to you or to me. My counselor's email freaked me out. I'm not anorexic. I'm not, I'm not, I'm not.

[Storyteller.]

Sometimes you need to stop making excuses and get things done quickly.

[Kate*]

So now you're not going to talk to me? I hope you're just busy. I love how nice everyone here is and appreciate being spoken to by managers for no reason.

[Starseeker]

The fact I expected to meet you today and I didn't in the end made me way more disappointed than I thought it would.
I just wanna talk to you every day you know xxx

I understand you overexerted yourself, but a little forewarning would have been nice. I'm trying not to be angry, but you left me grasping for straws.

[Abbidabbidoo]

To the adult mother shopping for clothes with there teen daughter around the same age as me, I am not a slut just because I have a little baby at a young age even though that is what you told your daughter while you past by me and suppose you thought I didn't hear you.

[Kate*]

It's not that I forget she's 90, it's that I'm out of patience, this is NOT A good idea, and age isn't an excuse!

I care when you leave because for whatever reason, I can't make appointments when you're home! So, I need you to leave before I can call these people and they aren't open all day. At least I can handle calling them, period

I was diagnosed with anorexia today and I need to know if you are still proud of me.

It doesn't hurt as much when I'm drunk, and a few beers go a lot further on an empty stomach.

[uhohmykokoro]

Mom, I don't like you. I wish I could move out of the house and never see you again, but I can't. You and Dad are going to be paying for college, and I'd get a bunch of crap from the rest of the family for saying what I really want to your face. Once I'm out and on my own, don't expect to hear much from me.

Matthew, I can't say I love you, but I definitely like you. I wish you liked me back. I think about you so much it's pathetic.

[Calaer]

I really don't want you in my life. I just really don't like you. I don't like what you do, and I don't like how you act towards me and my family. You're trash.

[Kate*]

If you want to get on me about having my phone on the floor (turned off and in my back pocket), you're welcome to. I'll just remind you that I never got a locker to put it in. It's not like I'm using it!