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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
July 9th 2009, 06:36 PM
thankyou so much for coming round it meant alottt.
please stop shouting at each other because i know it'll lead to someone getting hurt and if you lay as much as a finger on my mother you will be out of this house faster than you can blink.
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July 11th 2009, 02:08 PM
If you didn't want to be my friend, then why didn't you just say so, instead of going out of your way to try and make me believe how "worthless" I am? Nice try. Like you were any real loss to me, anyway--you lied to me, and betrayed me. You put my entire high school career in jeopardy. You didn't care enough about me to tell me the truth. Maybe it was all just a game to you--you might just be that sick. Your behavior was ludicrous, and I'm not going to try to understand you...you're obviously disturbed. I don't need a friend like you, so don't worry about me. You made your choice, and I feel sorry for you--good luck with my old friends, by the way. You deserve to deal with Regina--she's your problem now The day I left your school (both times) I'd never felt more relieved.
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July 11th 2009, 02:35 PM
1.) I hate the way you treat me. I hate being threatened all the time. I hate that you think you're superior to me just because you're a Marine and because you're older. You need to get a clue and realize that being a thug gets you no where in life. Sometimes I wish you'd just go overseas so you'd have to just leave me alone. You leech off of people and it disgusts me that you blame them when you don't get what you want in life. Start working toward what you want instead of forcing others to do it for you. You disgust me and I wish we weren't related.
2.) I wish you would get a job. I feel like it's holding our relationship back. I don't want you to be a bum for the rest of your life, but I don't know what more I can do to push you to start looking for a job. I've done all I can. I love you, I really do, but I hate that you're putting me in this position. It hurts to feel like I'm taking my life to new levels, but that you're not coming with me.
“Don't get too comfortable with who you are at any given time. You may miss the opportunity to become who you want to be." ~Jon Bon Jovi
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July 11th 2009, 05:33 PM
When you say you love me, part of me melts and the other part of me wonders if you actually mean it..
I dont know maybe its my low self esteem.
But you deserve to be with someone better than me.
Someone not so selfish..
Someone attractive.
Someone strong.
I guess I know that you love me,
I just wish you loved and adored me to the extent that I do you.
See? I'm having contradicting thoughts..
You don't want to be with me
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July 12th 2009, 12:56 AM
I love you both, but I hate myself more.
And even though you care...
I want to cut.
And I want to kill myself anyway.
And the worst thing, is that I'm not even sorry.
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July 12th 2009, 01:56 AM
You don't get what I meant when I talked about nooses at the hoe down and I am afraid to tell you what me being afraid of ropes truely is what is the real reason has nothing to with AMERICA'S past but has everything to do with MY PERSONAL past recent and not so recent past.
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July 12th 2009, 02:51 AM
I dont think he deserves you..
Thats not true.. i am just jealous you dont feel the same way for me.
It is pathetic how desperate i am to be the center of attention in everyone's lives.
And you think so highly of me *sigh*, when you have no idea how melodramatic, selfish and nasty i am.
"I hate that my blood makes me crazy. I hate that I can't function without being chemically altered...
And inside I feel like tears are streaming down my cheeks. But they're not are they...
I'm so lost inside. I wish that i could get out. But I don't think I ever will..."
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July 12th 2009, 03:29 AM
I love talking to you, but I've already broken the promise I made to you, while I had a complete melt down in my bed. I feel horrible about it. I know you said if I cut again that it would be the last time you ever talk to me, but I can't have that happen. I need you more than you think. I know we've been through this before, but I can't cope with everything by myself. Everything that has happened in the past, and what will happen in the future. I'm scared, and I need you. I'm so sorry for being selfish.
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July 12th 2009, 08:21 PM
please dont stay off work for me, i can look after myself. the doctors coming anyway so i won't be alone, i'll be fine. i'm not going anywhere (i hope.)
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July 12th 2009, 10:02 PM
-I'm glad we're friends again...but I'm starting to think if this was a mistake and maybe you were my last resort..I know you want to get back together as a couple, but I'm still wounded from my last one even if it has been eight months..it still stings
-I don't like you...either of you. I just tend to hide it well. I know, devious me but go be happy and I hope you end up broken just like me
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July 13th 2009, 05:32 AM
I feel like I'm going to fast. It's been, what? Only two days, and all I want to do is talk to you and be with you. You're not a very talkative person, and I feel like I have to start a conversation and getting it rolling, and sometimes I wish you would do that, but I don't care. I'm talking to you, what does it matter? Inside my mind, I say I Love You practically every time I talk to you, but that's stupid. We're hardly into this, and already I feel like we'll be together forever, that I could never be with anyone else. Maybe it's because you're my first? I don't know, all I know is that I love you more than anyone, or anything I can think of.
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July 13th 2009, 09:11 PM
i am so lucky to have you in my life. i guess you could say you saved me tonight, you listen to my rants and make me laugh so much. jordan bramley, i love you.
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July 13th 2009, 10:15 PM
missed your voice :]<3
"i loved you so much but you cheated on me"
watching this film is making me miss you so much. im glad you replied to me though, didn't think you would. missed you so much over the last two weeks.
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July 14th 2009, 01:39 AM
I'm terrified and excited to see you again. I hope we work things out, because I miss you. I still feel terrible for what happened. Even though it's not entirely my fault, I'll take the blame, if it means things can go back to the way they were. So, I'm asking for your forgiveness? Let's go do something crazy to make up for lost time.
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July 14th 2009, 01:52 AM
I'm sorry for not being perfect, but calling me names, then turning around and saying i love you, i can't stand it. it's messed me up. You tell me that i'm going to mess my whole life up, that i'm not goinng to a uni then kiss me goodnight. I can't handle it. These thoughts you're handing to me. You say you're "in tune" with me, but i take you for being ignorant. You have no idea what i'm feeling. Yet you insist you do. I wish i could talk to you, and have a real relationship, but i can't seem to get the words out. I need your support, but i'm afraid i won't get it if i ask.
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July 14th 2009, 09:04 PM
Dammit. I miss you woman.
"For is it not death nor dying that I fear. But lack of life and purpose."
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Love what is mortal; hold it against your bones knowing your own life depends on it; and, when the time comes to let it go, let it go.
-Mary Oliver
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July 15th 2009, 12:31 AM
C-Stop sending me mixed signals! I couldn't be with you even if I wanted to.
K-You don't have any friends because you insult everybody you come across! I DON'T feel sorry for you! Stop being miserable because it's ALL your fault. Also, you are a hypocrite!
T-You f*cking b!tch! You tore apart this family, and you have no idea what it does to mom.
M-You don't need to do this all. You're going to break down one day if you continue like this!
Kt-I don't want to lose you as a friend, but it's tearing me apart. I have to tell you how I truly feel.
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July 15th 2009, 12:50 AM
I love you. I've loved you since October 23, 2008. When I see you it's like flying. I wish you could love me back the same way, but I just don't think it's possible.
To my friends: I really want to tell you all how I feel sad and lonely a lot. I know I help you all with your problems, but sometimes I want to be listened to.
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July 16th 2009, 02:01 PM
I hate that you abandoned me when I needed you, after you just said that you were there. You will never be the friend I thought you were, and it's just taking me a while to realize that. But I don't hate you, I still love you. It doesn't make any sense to me either. I know you think I'm a stupid bitch, and I'm sorry, because you were right about everything.
Why don't you pay attention to me?? I thought we've been best friends for the past 3 years. I guess I was wrong again..
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July 16th 2009, 04:03 PM
Ok, so I loved yesterday when we made love for the first time. I did my best not to push you in to it. I kept asking if you were okay, if you were fine, that you didn't have to do it if you didn't want to, but you seemed fine. You asked to stop and we did, and that was fine with me. I told you it was fine with me.
And today we arranged to meet. Then I get a text "Do you still want me to come round?" What kind of a message was that ... you never send texts like those. We arranged it. So yes, I did, if you wanted to. But if you didn't want to come round then you didn't have to.
And you came round, late. And then we cuddled on the sofa and when you began kissing my neck I thought I was going to get a repeat of yesterday. You hinted yesterday that it could happen again. But then you said "I think we'll keep our clothes on today ..." and I was like "Oh ... okay." But then you started caressing my legs and sliding your hand up my top, and I didn't know what you wanted from me. I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME!! I don't understand you! And the whole "I think we'll keep our clothes on today" thing gave me the impression that you didn't enjoy yesterday and that you even didn't want to do it yesterday, even though I took every opportunity to ask if it was okay with you. I don't get you. Tell me what was going on!!
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July 16th 2009, 08:32 PM
Jordan;
you are my best friend. i love you cos your so faithful to me and never leave me for anyone else, never drop me. i let you down at new year but i won't ever, ever again. i will come to your next party no matter how ill i am! i love you and cant wait for my birthday party sleepover gaga p!nk. its amazing how the past two years has made us like twins, i wouldnt want it any other way. I LOVE YOU :]
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July 17th 2009, 02:01 AM
Michael;
I feel lost now that we haven't talked in awhile. i know you will never read the blog i wrote about you on here, but i wish you knew that i meant every word. things are weird between us. But i hope that it will soon end. you are the best friend that anyone could ever ask for or want. you are so inspiring and you have made me such a better person. you'll never even realize how much you mean to me.
thank you.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,