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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
June 27th 2009, 02:54 PM
I wish you could see what you are doing to me. You are so flipping ignorant and rude. Embarrassment as a punishment seems unjust to me. You make me feel so bad about myself, and you can't seem to let go of all the "bad" things i've done in the past.
You say you are proud of me, but then call me names. I can't take such extremes. It definitely has an affect on me, you don't even see it. You've seen the cuts i've made but you're still so effin ignorant.
I want your help, but scared to come to you because of the things you've done to my brother when he really needed help.
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June 28th 2009, 08:32 AM
Everytime I see you I want to kiss you.
Everytime I kiss you i'm left breathless.
Everytime you leave me breathless I want to Propose to you.
But I know you'd say no.
That actually wounds me.
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June 28th 2009, 03:03 PM
I can't explain it...I think about you all the time. All the good times we had, how happy we were once, how sure we were that this would work. Finally, finally it is all unembellished, ancient history. I hold only indifference for you in my heart, now. It's funny...I almost feel reborn. Life has begun again, and yet it has not--my heart has yet to reboot. I'm happy for you. I no longer wish I was still a part of your life...the only thing that could possibly make life any better, now, is a new group of close friends. Wish me luck
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June 28th 2009, 03:04 PM
hw: i tell you i love you every day. but i think im really falling IN love with you. i know that you love me too... but im scared its not the same way i do.
tk: you are a SLUT. if you were in town i would not hesitate to punch you straight in the face for what you did to me. i hate you so freaking much.
thats it for now
oh yeah i forgot
cf: i once was in love with you. until i learned who you truly are. and now i cant get away faster
you said there was nothing left out here
well i roamed around the wastelands
and i swear i found something
i found hope
i found the dreams of the believers
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June 30th 2009, 03:21 AM
It's your fault i'm so bad lately. You did nothing but put me down.
I believed everything you said to me from being stupid to being useless. Why did you do it to me? There were plenty of other people around you could have done it to. Even after I reported you it never stopped.
I begged you to stop, but you never did. It's your freakin' fault!
I'll kill you if I see you next year.
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July 1st 2009, 04:41 PM
I am scared, scared of what you'll think.
I know we can never be together but I want you to know
I care about you more than a friend, more than your position..
I love you, Sir!
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July 1st 2009, 04:44 PM
I dont know what to do with myself anymore, so im just going to wait for you. I miss everything that we used to be. I want to show you that we can be what we were before. If only you had given me a second chance, I wouldnt be so damn depressed every second of my life.
I love you. I always have. I cant get you out of my mind, or my heart.
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July 1st 2009, 05:46 PM
ok either ask me out or tell me you dont want anything from me but dont just leave me hanging in here getting my hopes up and hoping youd write to me. cause it hurts.
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July 3rd 2009, 05:20 AM
That one kiss today made everything I've been going through okay. Thank you so much.
When all your friends have come and gone,
And the sun no longer shines,
And the happiness for which you long is washed away like an ocean's tide,
When all the hard times outweigh the good,
And all your words are misunderstood,
When the day seems lost from the start
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.
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July 3rd 2009, 07:35 PM
if you come down on the 1st august, it means i won't see you for a month, that's ages dad. why won't you just come down here and take me back with you? nobody can pester me when i'm up there with you cos i know you won't let anyone get away with hurting me the way they are doing. i miss you so much sometimes, like now, i know i was crying on the phone but thats just cos i have so much going on but it made my day to hear that you were so proud of me for being discharged from century house, it's more than anyone else has said to me anyway. hurry up and take me back up darlington cos i'm getting sick of nottingham now, i don't belong in this shit hole.
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July 3rd 2009, 07:40 PM
1) You really hurt me all those months ago. Yes I have forgiven you, but that doesn't mean the pain has gone away. I'm sorry you feel bad for what happened, but that was your choice and you are the one who ruined our friendship and apparently your life. Enjoy being with that bitch girlfriend of yours. I will never forgive her and I don't want to hear about your stupid perfect relationship. *gag*
2) I wish I could tell you everything that is going on. I want to so bad. But I know you're busy and having a good time and with the girl you want to be with...so here I keep quiet. I just wish you knew what had happened last night and what may happen soon...but I just can't tell you. So I'm sorry if you get back and I'm not around anymore. It's not your fault though. You're just busy. I get it.
3) You have NO right what-so-ever to tell me if how I treat my dad is right or not. Get your head out of your arse and worry about your own drama. Don't make drama for me.
4) You say it's not over, but I think it is. Your actions show me otherwise. So either end it, or change how things are now. This in between stuff is killing me.
5) I was ready to give up before I met you. Now I met you and I'm holding on again. I told you that, but I don't want you to think you have to stay around just because of that. We all know I'm too scared.
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July 3rd 2009, 08:29 PM
Don't you realize you contradict yourself. Don't you realize your not being 'bullied' your the Bully. Don't you realize they don't like you. Don't you realize I need to move on? No offence.
I'm still alive.
Must have been a miracle
It's been one hell of a ride
Destination still unkown
It's a fact of life: If you make one wrong move with a gun to your head
You better walk the line or you'll be left for dead.
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July 3rd 2009, 08:49 PM
You hated me since before we met because you didn't want him getting back with me. Now we're broken up again you're still sticking your nose in.
If we choose to see each other as friends that's our business not yours.
If we choose to casually 'take things further' that's our business not yours.
If we fall for each other again (which we do NOT intend to) that's our business not yours.
Get it into your head, he won't listen to you because we are NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.
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July 3rd 2009, 09:10 PM
I love you, you idiot. She's not even that pretty... It's been 7 months, and I'm still here. You've been with her for a day (officially) and now you're just friends with benefits. I don't deserve you if you're going to be that careless. I hate how you give up on me now when you never used to before. What's changed? I've become much smarter now and I know how to take care of myself. But what is also different is that I like to know that you're still there to give me a few reassuring words, but you. don't. bother. anymore. Maybe it is time to say goodbye.
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July 3rd 2009, 10:09 PM
You said that we would be best friends forever. But i guess that was a lie cause i can feel you slipping away... Im losing everyone that meant anything to me!!! you no i was worried bout losing him but now im losing u!! y?! u said that we would see each other not everyday but u promised that we would be friends till the end and look at our friendship now!!! Just look at it!! Ive already lost aly and now im losing u.... i have no one left.... r we even friends...? did u no this was gonna happen?! do u evn care..? ive lost way too many ppl in my life and now im losing u... i just want it to be like it used to be... before i started losing everyone....whos next....?
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July 4th 2009, 12:11 AM
I'm sorry.
I am so sorry.
I am so freaking sorry.
The more time that goes by, the more it hurts and the more i am sorry. I know i can't fix things, but i am still sorry and i hope you know that. I never meant to hurt you like that, i was just upset and being truthful. Because you hurt me SO much by how you treated me. I didn't mean to lose you as a friend.
I'm sorry...
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July 4th 2009, 05:25 PM
Scarecrow, I love you, I think. Please just pay some attention to me! I don't care if we cant be together, I at least want to be your friend. I want to have permission to run up and hug you every time I see you. Your girlfriend is the luckiest girl in the world. I can't tell you all this though, I don't want to give you a burden. I don't want to ruin what little friendship we do have. I don't want you to leave at the end of this year. I can't imagine not seeing you every week. Please....I can't deal with any more people leaving!
Mom, Dad, I went to the Rocky Horror Picture Show. Please don't kill me. Please don't ban me from seeing my friends. Thats why I can't tell you, I'm afraid you'll not let me see the best friends I have. They're good people, you're just wary because they happened to be born earlier than me. But you know what, I don't regret going. Please don't yell at me.
Little brother- you are the one who gives my dark side those comments, the one who tears down my self-esteem, reducing me to tears. You're the one who throws insults around like they can't affect me when you get mad. So I wouldn't let you use my computer once, big freaking deal. You don't have to go and tell me that you hate me, that all my friends hate me, that Mom and Dad hate me, that I'm a worthless peice of crap. Because I know that I'm not. But it still hurts. Please, think before you hurt me.
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July 5th 2009, 02:34 AM
arg, seriously "dad" i think i'm old enough to make some of my choices, esp. what church service i attend, it's not like i'm going shopping and skipping out, i'm right across the way. and you know why i'm doing this, for you. yeah, because i don't want to put all my problems with suicide/self-harm on you right now because you're going through enough. but you won't let me go, seriously, i think im capable of deciding which church service i attend. i love you but i'm doing this for both of us, be mad, do whatever the hell you want but you can't control this. seriously. i have to do this and you woulnd't understand it if i told you.... but i have to. you'll be mad i didn't 'listen,' but okay.
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July 5th 2009, 10:35 AM
I can't believe I am saying this but I need you.
I don't just love you but I depend upon knowing that I'm with you, knowing you love me gets me through each day.
For the past couple of weeks I've done nothing but drag myself from one day to the next and I hate it.
I hate not having you to wind me up, piss me off... you're the only person who gets away with it.
I miss our jokes... our cuddles our kisses.
I miss you trying to push me off your bed for fucks sake.
I miss every single pathetic detail.
I really do need you, with you I'm a completely different person with you I want to live my life... I get past majority of the depression shit.
When I'm with you I feel at ease, I don't want to die.
You brought me back to life.
I love you so much and I need you back properly.
I just need a hug from you... to know you really do care.
I need you.
I hate that I need you. I've always been independent. I've never needed a boyfriend or girlfriend to complete me... you don't complete me, you just make me feel so much more better about everything.
We're totally different people but somehow we fit we work.
Right now everything is broken.
Please don't wreck things today... show up.
Be there and show me I matter.
Otherwise everything really is well and truly over.
Forever.
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July 5th 2009, 11:18 PM
You're annoying as shit.
The fact that every girl in a 5 mile radius of you thinks your so cute and funny because you act like a bitch and all feminine and goofy, makes me wanna strangle the fucking LIFE out of you.
Especially when you decide its argument time and they all gather behind you and defend you with little bitchy comments like its the high school parking lot, because GOD FORBID someone should try to take the spotlight away from you and/or inject a little masculinity in the conversation.
GAH!
God that feels good
Often I lie wide awake, thinking of things I could make.
But I don’t seem to have the parts to build them.
I am so scared of what will kill me in the end, for I am not prepared.
I hope I will get the chance to be someone, to be human.
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July 5th 2009, 11:25 PM
I have fallen for you.
But i feel like i have no chance after things that were said and done today. I just don't know anymore, anytime i fall for someone something goes wrong. They fall for someone else, or just don't like me back.
Sometimes i wish there wasn't love. It causes me more pain then good.
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July 7th 2009, 12:57 AM
person a: yeah i totally invy u...and wanna be u
person s: yeah i'd date you(well when i am single)...but u never asked....but everyone can tell we flirt
person j: plz plz dont leave me. i love u mucho and idk what i would do to lose u!!! ur amazing!!!
person t: i still love him...but it cant happen...but i like u too...
World: I'm Bi so take that idc...God loves me okay!!! I am happy
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July 7th 2009, 01:00 AM
I still love you. Even after all the hell you've put me through...after all the things you've said to me that have hurt so bad...I still love you so much. You're my "first love" so that makes you even more impossible to forget. I just wish you would quit hurting me with the things you say...
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since 1901*~
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July 7th 2009, 07:27 PM
I woke up today actually thinking that you were going to surprise me considering I've been blown off so much recently. You did the complete opposite, you forgot. Yay for day 44.
When all your friends have come and gone,
And the sun no longer shines,
And the happiness for which you long is washed away like an ocean's tide,
When all the hard times outweigh the good,
And all your words are misunderstood,
When the day seems lost from the start
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.
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July 8th 2009, 09:35 PM
1) I need you but you're too busy with her...we were suppsoed ot hang out...but you can't because of her. ='[ It hurts.
2) You say Im not yours then say I am but don't want the status of being together. Make up your mind because I'm sick of feeling guilty when I do sexual stuff with others and you find out and get mad.