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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
January 9th 2009, 08:00 AM
Thanks for f*cking using me at least you could've called me to tell me something.....anything I deserve much better than you and Karma is a fucking bitch remember that
Do not fear death, but rather the unlived life.You don't have to live forever.You just have to live.
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January 9th 2009, 11:33 PM
Deleany, Carly, Kelsey, and Vitoria:
I'm bi
I don't understand all the stereotypes against bi's. just cause we like both doesnt mean we cant be monoamourous. we can be in a relationship with a guy and not care if we are not "getting any" from a girl, and same vice versa. we are not addicted to sex either.
Thanks for letting me set the record strait (no pun intendid)
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January 10th 2009, 09:47 AM
I knew this was going to happen. But it's fine. You live your life like that. It's yours after all. It hurts, and you're not sorry. But fine, you're going to realize you're such a fool for letting them control you.
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January 10th 2009, 08:49 PM
Mon Bébé-I love you.
Hollie- I wish I knew how to tell you how I feel.
Daddy- I made a mistake, and I don't have the heart to tell you the real reason to tell you why I'm sick. Its because, I'm letting my ED slowly kill me. Let's see if TeenHelp can give me some fucking advice on how to do it more effectively. I bet they can, don't you?
Mommy- I never loved you in the first place... But, I need you more than ever right now... please make the effort to care.... please....
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January 10th 2009, 09:06 PM
Hey Michelle, I know this isn't really the music we listen to -cause you're so hardcore with your alternative rock- but gee, look whos already preforming on stage and.. look whos not. Yeah. All your dreams are dead.
Had a dream last night I said that in front of our school after preforming guitar with the show chior at my school. Would never happen since I now live 200+ miles away. but oh well.
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January 10th 2009, 09:50 PM
You're the one who's kept me going all these years. you're the reason why i'm stronger and your pain mirrored mine totally. I feel wonderful. Thanks. (to Benji Madden)
You can't live a positive life with a negative mind and if you have a positive outcome you have a positive income and just to have more positivity and just to kind of laugh it off. ~ Miley Cyrus
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January 10th 2009, 10:07 PM
- I hate that your actions are hot and then cold, and I hate that you can seem to care about me from a distance, yet when I try to get close to you, you walk away from me. Just tell me what is going through your mind!
- Walking away from you was strangely the easiest thing I've ever done, not that you'd ever believe me. You think you know me, but you don't, not even a little bit, not even at all.
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January 11th 2009, 08:01 AM
You can't keep treating people like you've been treating them.
You are not 'hard', you're a pathetic copycat who only survives by moulding yourself upon people you aspire to be like (and in itself, to aspire to be like a drug addict is laughable).
People call you a mini-me of your boyfriend, i didn't think you had to lose your self identity to drugs - but apparently you are too weak (yes, weak) to do otherwise.
When he leaves, your going to be left isolated and friendless. Having alienated every single one of your friends, to the extent they won't really give a fuck about you anymore.
I know i'm heading that way and my definition of 'friend' certainly isn't someone who insults me.
Get your act together, i'm not going to lower myself by sticking around for much longer.
Last edited by Debaser; January 11th 2009 at 08:06 AM.
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January 11th 2009, 08:16 AM
I miss you soooo much!!!! i want to explain to you how much you've hurt me, i should never have trusted you again. i want you back but i don't want to text you coz you won't reply and i'll feel even worse! why do things with you always have to be complicated? can't we just be friends again, you always ruin everything ! ARGH!
='(
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January 11th 2009, 08:22 AM
Yes mum, i have the start of an ED, and I should go and see a doctor about it and get help to recover before it goes any further and yes I do skip meals and lie about and i'm sorry it upsets you that i can't tell you any of this.
There's always light at the end of a tunnel, even if you have to pass a few bends to see it.
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January 11th 2009, 08:33 AM
- I've tried, I've spoken to you, you ignored me, so dont you DARE send her into my place of work, to shout at me, and call me all kinds of nasty things and reduce me to tears again! I wont let you, her or any other member of your pathetic family ruin my happiness!
- I'm sorry I'm not the poster child for happy families, but sometimes you annoy me so much I just have to shout back! I love you, you're the best parents ever and I know how lucky I am, and I know that sometimes I take it for granted, but I'm 17 now, I don't need you telling me who I should be friends with anymore, its my life, my mistakes to make and learn from
- Honestly? You drive me nuts!!! I can't tell if you're just using me, or if you genuinely like me... please don't leave me hanging like this!
- Because of him, I grew up not knowing the real you... now you're free of him, we're going to fight him- together! You're my auntie, and my friend and I refuse to let him get away with what he is doing to you, and to Georgia! Stay strong, you know we can beat him, and we're going to! I love you___X
Just Watch My Wildest Dreams Come True
Not One Of Them Involving YOU!
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January 11th 2009, 11:40 AM
I'm sorry I destroyed you. If I could take back meeting you I would. Maybe you would still be here then. If I could change, I would. But I can't. My will is weak. Don't forgive me this time. I don't deserve it.
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January 11th 2009, 04:33 PM
To you:
you're just an immature nob. I did love you, and did care about you and was sorry for ending it, and even wanted to talk to you just to see how you were .... but now I don't. After THAT. I don't give a shit. And I'm not the only person who thinks you're a twat either. I have a list of names if you're wanting them
To you:
I'm really missing you. Sometimes, especially in the night, there's nothing I want more than to be in your arms and close to you. I keep all your nice texts and all your lovely online messages and I read them over and over again, and remind myself of how wonderful you are and how lucky I am to have you.
To you.
Stop nagging me, for goodness' sake!! You say I'm not working hard in French, but have you noticed all the French revision posters on the wall? All those spider diagrams? All my pens and paper running out? Grrrrr!
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January 11th 2009, 04:44 PM
Why can other people not see it? You're such a bitch and no one can see it but me! You make me feel worthless and you're so patronising. I wish you'd just leave me alone and get on with your own pathetic life. I don't understand what you want from me, you have all my friends you go out and have the laughs while i'm stuck at home, so why do you keep trying to make me miserable? Tbh I wish you'd just die.
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January 11th 2009, 07:35 PM
Please forgive me. What I am to do is for the best. I dont ask you to understand because you can't, though I know you try. I refuse to screw up the rest of my life. I love you, but don't play that card. I need to do whats best for me for the first time. I cant take anymore. The voices have been back for awhile and I never told you. I am beyond help. Remember that I love you and always will x
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January 12th 2009, 03:07 AM
YOU GAHH!! I could go of on a f***ing Rant full of swears and profanity, I know it's the same thing I know, what ever! HOW COULD YOU EVEN SAY THAT?!?!! "Just like every thing else she doesn't care" ?!?!?! WTF!!!!!!! HOW WOULD YOU KNOW IF I CARE OR NOT!?!?! HMMM???? HOW WOULD YOU KNOW!?! Do YOU know that I had to keep my frined form commiting suicide last night??? NO!!! do you know anything about being a f***ing A** H***??? YEAH!!! you do! at lest you know one thing!!! I DON'T CARE??? I CARE ENOUGH TO STICK AROUND!!! I Care enough to not call the f***ing cops on you when you hit me!!!! I care enough to not call them when you threatened me wiht "You;d better or else you'll have wished that cop took you with her!!!" I HATE YOU!!!!! Like really how could you say that? I was doing good!! I was sh free for at least two weeks!! what the hell!!!!!! GAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! MUST YOU F***ING SCREW WITH MY LIFE???? I GRRAAAWWWRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But what the hell, because you're my father and i can't hate you forever, I love you inside, but that doesn't mean I have to like you right ? =] BACK THE FUCK OFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T FUCKING STAND YOU!! JJUST GIVE ME SPACE TO BREATH!! YOU PICK THE FUCKING WORST TIMES TO GET ON MY CASE!!!! GIVE ME SPACE TO THINK!!!! GAH!!!!!!! WHY???? WHY? WOULD YOU EVEN FUCKING! RAWRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
And that is wish i could say to my father but know I would never beable to do...
Rest In peace Monica, I miss you 1-3-10
I owe you my life, more than once over. And the only thing I can do, is 'Thank you.'
I last self harmed on June 9, 2009.
I'm always here. For anyone, who needs anything. No matter what.
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January 12th 2009, 03:29 AM
I want you to let me go, but I also don't. If you let me go I'll lose my will to live. If you hold onto me though...you're suffocating me. And I'm scared. 'm scared if I tell you the truth you'll kill yourself. It isn't a fear...I know you will.
What do I do.......No matter what I do I'm miserable baby and I love you but I'm losing my heart. *sob*
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January 12th 2009, 11:26 PM
I'm not good enough anymore, am I?
"You've just been B-Wildered." -Brian Wilson <3
Trumpet love; Tenderlips.
"Where there is love there is life."- Mahatma Gandhi
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11
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January 13th 2009, 06:59 PM
Please listen to me. Im sorry, I love you, and I'm not trying to hurt you. But this is the only way, you dont see it like that, you see a life ahead of me, but all I see is darkness, pain and misery. Please try to understand, its like my only way out. I need to take this.