Say something you wish you could say to their face.

Oh, you still come on? Nobody likes you, go away.

[Twinge]

I can't. Anything.
And If I could, I'd tell you. But would you understand...
Where would we end up in that purposeless case.

[Kate*]

--Thank you for not dismissing me today. If I fail or withdraw again, I will quit

-- I want this more than ANYTHING, but I learn differently. If you can't figure that out and change the way you teach me what I need to learn, my dream career will end, and guess who I'm going to blame? I hope you realize what you've done to my life, but I seriously doubt you care.

[Avox.]

You are such a selfish jerk, no wonder you're alone

I wish you weren't so optimistic about my future because I sure as hell am not. I feel like it's just going to fall apart.

Semi continuation of #7567

That name will always have the connotation with you. Thanks.

- I would totally hook up with you

- Your actions do have an effect on me, and right now that effect is harming my recovery. I am glad you didn't do it tonight, but how many nights will you? I don't feel like I can get my hopes up. I need help dealing with this.

- I'm sorry I cannot say it back. I like you a lot, but I am just not ready to go there yet. I hope you don't think that this means I don't care about you.

- I love you. I'm trying not to feel like things have changed too much, but part of me worries that they have. Please tell me thy haven't. Or if they have that they will get better.

[bitesize]

I kinda knew not to get my hopes up...

[Storyteller.]

Here's a novel suggestion: if it's not yours, and you didn't ask permission, then don't use it.

[Twinge]

Tell me something... anything... I worry.

[Kate*]

-- Since you're the one who said that I would probably need a few times through that class to finally make it, can you tell her that? She's giving up on me.

[Writer]

Stop. Just stop it.

[ElsatheDepressionSlayer]

I don't want to be pushy, but I'm afraid if I don't put extra effort into it, our friendship won't work out. It would just be nice if you contacted me first occasionally, so I don't feel like I'm being needy and dumb. I'm afraid you don't value our friendship enough to make it work, and that's so fucking sad.

[Kintsukuroi.]

I'm really not in the mood to be criticized right now.

- The whole reason I came home early was so we could spend time together as a family. Now I come to find out all of you have other plans. I wish someone would have told me that was the case. Now I have absolutely nothing to do with my night, when I could have stayed out longer with my boyfriend. It's just really inconsiderate, especially because I explicitly told you this was why I was coming home tonight. And now you're going to want me to spend time with y'all on the days when I do have things planned. Well guess what? I'm not rearranging my schedule for you. I did it once and it wasn't appreciated, so next time you'll just have to do things without me.

- I'm so sorry for how I've been acting. I'm just a mess lately. It's like I can't say or do anything the way I mean to; it all just comes out wrong. Please, please bear with me.

- I think I'm ending up being the last one to know that you're my girlfriend. But I just don't feel ready yet. I don't want to make a mistake by saying yes too soon and hurting you. You're the kindest person to come into my life in a while, and I don't think I could stand knowing I did that to you. I respect your feelings too much.

I wish it had been me.

[Moxie.]

Stop trying to pick apart everything I say and do and make it something bigger than it is.

[Nightblood.]

You were a terrible friend.

Yeah, you are.

You have no idea the things I keep from you. If you did you might know why things are so bad.

- I have too much on my plate to deal with all of your problems. I either don't care or I simply don't have the bandwidth to care right now. So please, just let me focus on getting my shit together. I really don't need further setbacks by focusing my energy on other people.

- Why don't you touch me more often?

[bitesize]

- I miss you so much, Ohio Boy. I can't BELIEVE we're actually going to see each other in two and a half weeks, it feels like a dream that I'm scared to wake up from... I haven't been this excited about anything in SO LONG. I can't believe I'm flying across the world to see you, it's so crazy. I can't wait to lie with you again, to kiss you and see you smile...hah I sound like you. All cheesy and American.

[Kate*]

-- You were one of the two people I hoped would never say that and now you're both saying it. I really can't do this anymore. If they let me stay I swear I'm going to admit this to you. It doesn't make much sense to do it if the next session is the last one (not to mention that it would probably scare you) but if I'm staying at least 5 more months, you need to know. I intended to tell you in August and I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I think I'm finally comfortable enough with you, but yes, it took me that long.

Grow up and act your age.

[Writer]

We can't keep doing this. This whole flirting, loving, deleting, missing, flirting, loving, deleting, missing thing. I gain weight from stress every time I so much as look at you.

*sigh*

Tell me: What would you have me do? Keep repeating the process until one of us finds someone else who actually loves us? Who will it be? The one who cares the least. I'm fighting to be that person. I'm not putting my faith in you.

- Please don't take me off private insurance. I know you think it'll help me, but it's only going to make things worse. I have until I am 26 and I know Dad pays at least half the bills, so I am not sure why you are pushing so hard for this. I think it's less about me being independent and more about it being convenient for you.

- What you said today really helped. I am so happy to have you in my life.

- I'm sorry that I can't be better for you. I really wish I could be, but I'm not any good right now.

[bitesize]

I can't believe in two weeks time I'll be with you.... it seems so unreal, so movie-like. Agh!!

[Writer]

I don't think I'm meant to be with you.

But, I can't see myself without you right now, either.

- Yes. I'm nervous about it, and yes, it would probably be an upsetting situation. But it's your birthday party and I'm not going to stop you from doing what would make you happy. Our problems shouldn't get in the way of things. I am a big girl, I will find a way to deal. God knows you are putting up with enough from me already.

[Kate*]

-- I trust you and I know that you know what you're doing, but I don't like having to wait for you to answer me.

-- You told me 2 weeks which ends on Tuesday and I doubt you'll tell me tomorrow. Registration is Monday at midnight so I'm assuming I am not dismissed as I have not been told in writing. You have until Friday, but I'm thinking you forgot about it which means that it was never a consideration in the first place because that's not something you would forget about.

[bitesize]

This night last year, we travelled up to another county and spent the night together and it was wonderful, so wonderful that I fell in love with you all over again and the fact that I hadn't been able to get him out of my head for three weeks didn't matter any more. I can't remember where we said goodbye the next morning but I know that I was wearing my blue dress. And then even when I got to work and I found out that the boy I couldn't get out of my head had spent the night with another girl and it hurt, I was so happy with how life was. That was the night that we went for drinks after work and the clocks went back an hour so the three of us stayed out an hour later and I was so hungover the next morning... and the night that decided what would eventually happen to him in work.... so much has changed in a year. And I still miss you. Even though I'm flying 4000 miles across the world to see someone else, I still miss you.

[Most Likely]

So much more to yell out, but I feel like I shouldn't.

So much time spent on this

So many words

And just for that?

I didn't think I'll do but... I just feel hurt about this.

[crotia]

Hello dearest dutch teacher (and some others),
It's so nice you think I'm doing good because I have such a grate smile all the time.
remember that presentation I did great while I told you I was going to try but not sure of the outcome because I was falling apart inside. I just scratched and kept my act up. But hey as long as i smile I'm doing great right?
And sure as long as your eyes shine bright underneath a smiling mouth you doing just fine, nevermind that your eyes shine more bright because the light reflect unshed tears.
Sure I'm doing great when I'm loudly making jokes with friends. Nevermind that it is a desperate attempt to get myself out of feeling bad by doing stuff that should lift your mood and I laugh hard because I feel like I should be doing that at those times.
And sure if you see me walking around smiling and giggling over inside jokes I must be feeling great. No one even considers the possibility that I'm laughing about people around me being so blind and naive and being clueless and that my humor is just really dark.
So yes, you're right I'm laughing a lot and so I must be at a really good point in my life. Because how else could I always look so happy?

[Mrs. PurpleBubble ♥]

Dear Mom,
I HATE your new haircut, what the hell were you thinking?!

To R and K....

Here's a waterfall to quench your dramaticus lama glama thirsty radar.

[Pirouette]

And we're doing this again. You act all angry causing me to get upset and then I don't know if I want to talk to you or not. Why do you always mess with my feelings? Can't you ever just be direct and make up your own f****** mind?!?

[Nightblood.]

Fuck you. I don't know if I can stand to be around you again after I realized what you did.

[Kintsukuroi.]

Why are you getting texts from a boy saying he wants to kiss you and that you're 'sexy'. You are twelve years old. There is no need for you to be flirting.

[Most Likely]

I wonder if you're aware of my existence?

Back the fuck off, crazy bitch.

[Kate*]

I see no reason I wouldn't get the money since I fixed the reason it was taken away this semester, but with my luck who knows. PLEASE tell me I'm getting it, can't continue this without it.