Say something you wish you could say to their face.

We both know that it's true, even though I don't want to admit it. We both know eventually I will have to stop running.

[Uhmsir]

Thank you for being my first friend, for being strange in a world of normality. There have been many days when we have laughed together, and many where we have cried alone. Thank you for all of the days. Again and again and again and again, I remember you.


I love you, over and over.
And you'll never know.

[bitesize]

Oh, I like how your phone 'wasn't working' all week but it was conveniently working last night when you were out and drunk?? Hah. Of course. Why were you even bothering?? I should probably end things with you but it really seems like there's nothing to end... and it's nice to know I have a potential score sometimes. Even if I don't really?? Actually I don't really know why I'm making excuses... but ah well.

[Azure.]

I'm hurting. How can you ignore the signs?

[bitesize]

I really really really want to be with you again. Make that happen please...

[bitesize]

- You really upset me last night.

- You were great last night. Thanks so much for putting up with my weird headspace recently.

- Do you know what, I know I felt crap about it this morning but I'm feeling better about it now. I'm glad you apologised. I wouldn't usually expect that kind of behaviour from you to be honest. And it was really nice being out with you last night - I really appreciated you looking after me, and being in bed together was really nice in a cosy safe kind of way. Whatever about what happened afterwards. Even though that was nice too. But it was good to hang out and good to hear friendly things from you.

[mindflower]

I really really really just want to be good enough for you. BETTER for you. Like, blow you away with how amazing we are together physically emotionally verbally spiritually... adorably.. I don't know! Never leave me, I love you just never leave me, kay? Kay.
I'm sorry about my weird panic attacks every time your pants come undone.
And I'm sorry I'm not her, I can tell that deep down you still want her, but... please. Please just see that I'm over a zillion moons and stars for you.

[bitesize]

I'm sorry I forgot that Mother's Day might be hard for you. It's something that's never been a very big deal in our house to be honest so I wouldn't really remember. I should have texted you. But I find it hard to be a good friend to you I think because your clinginess and immaturity can be so suffocating that it makes me want to get as much as space from you as possible.
I don't think you realise how difficult it is to be friends with you. I appreciate the friendship we've had over the last year and a half but it really is often a struggle. More often than not.
I hate that you send 'accidental' texts to me that were 'meant for someone else' to make me feel bad. I'm pretty sure it's impossible on many smartphones to 'delete before reading' like you told me to and I think you know that. I'm sorry but I just don't want to give you the reaction you're looking for. And I hate those immature statuses you put up that dig at people. Come on. You're 22.

So I'm sorry I'm not a better friend to you, but I wish you'd understand how hard you make it sometimes.

I lied to you last night. I think I might love you.

[haile-patterson]

Your a jerk!!!!! we dated for 3 years and this is how you f***ing repay me?! after everything we did and after everything i said to my parents about you. I threatened them like they threatened you. I was willing to go to jail for you. You said you loved me and then you go and screw my best friend?

[bitesize]

Well fuck you. There's plenty of people out there who actually would appreciate me. You have a small penis and no sense of humour and honestly I can find someone who will entertain me a lot better. So go fuck yourself

[Darkened_Empress]

seriously? How do you call this love? You butcher me until i have nothing left. Then you add a few more kicks. Why dont you smoke another rock and beat me up. Your heart is so black. I dont know how i ever could of fallen for you and i cant escape!

[Kate*]

-- I know you HATE when we do that, but I have to cover myself, you're not giving me a choice

-- Say that all you want, but I doubt you can get away with doing it.

[mindflower]

You're supposed to be happy what the hell. You left me so you could be happy, don't you dare make me care about you again.
Because I don't.
I'm happy with Matthew and I love him.

[bitesize]

For once....I don't have anything to say.

[blurryface]

The only person I'm lying to is myself. I. LOVE. YOU.

[bitesize]

You're so confusing. Why did you text me out of nowhere?? Do you still want to see me or are you just trying to be friendly...?? What is going on in your head?? I really shouldn't have time for this.

[bitesize]

I had a scary day yesterday, and it made me miss you. You were always such a comfort on the days where I had to do scary things. You'd hug me and look into my eyes and do that big smile and say something like 'Hey, hey, you'll be great,' and from anyone else it would have been horrifyingly patronising but from you it was all I ever needed and I loved it and I miss it so much. No one else understands me and my little anxious ways the way you do.

[bitesize]

Weird. I thought you were all for going out tonight and you've been basically coming on to me all week. It didn't seem like the kind of thing you'd forget about.

[Kate*]

Somebody please respond and help me handle this. I've never been more terrified.

--I'm sorry I tried to drag you into this whole mess. I shouldn't have bothered you, I REALLY hope I didn't burn the bridge. At least you read the whole thing without threatening or blaming me. You know he never answers though, right? If you wanted to fail me you could probably get away with it and I'd love to know why you don't blame me, everyone else does. Maybe that just shows how awesome you are and that's why I reached out to you in the first place.

You have been absolutely AMAZING through this whole thing, but we both know I ran out of options months ago. So if this is going to be the dismissal discussion that you swore wasn't coming last semester, lets get it over with.

[Jovial.]

yes, I have talked about babies for the last 5 months and guess what you are going to hear about the baby till it's born and even after that too. Grow the fuck up.

[bitesize]

- I miss you so much it hurts my heart. I miss you so much. So much. So fucking much.

- Awhhh damn, I can't believe I had to say no tonight. Text back and let me know you don't mind! Dying to kiss you again. Still.

- You're confusing and annoying. At least have the decency to reply like, when you're the one who initiated it. Go away.

[Forging Galaxies]

If only you knew how it is for me...

Darkness seal me off from the future, I can't see anything but darkness now...

It's all dead...
Don't you see?!
It's all dead to me and that leaves me! To deal with everything alone! Always alone!
It taken me all these years just to realize that I cannot make it through to my final resting point life where I can be happy without anyone watching my back!

[Kate*]

The fact that it's you is the only reason I'm not pissed. I can't hold anything against you. As much as I don't want to admit it, I'd be open to certain people asking me that, you're one of them, but if you want to stay as far out of this as possible, I'd suggest not even asking how I am anymore and I will miss that because you're the only one who ever asked.

[Darkened_Empress]

3am seriously? I dont think i sleep much anymore, thanks to you... how sad that ive grown used to it. Thats my own fault. But ive started a new fb where you cant attack me or my friends. I have an outlet here. And one day, one day, i will conquer you and leave, or die trying

[Beautiful_Mess]

STOP ACTING LIKE YOU FUCKING OWN ME DAMMIT, YOU'RE NOT ANYONE TO ME, BUT MY MY MOTHERS BOYFRIEND..SO STOP....I'M NOT YOUR MAID, OR YOUR LIL DOLL THAT YOU CAN TELL WHAT TO DO..BECUZ FUCKER, I WONT DO IT..I'LL THE DO THE FUCKING OPPOSITE.

[Rivière]

Stop calling me on my mobile. I don't even have any reception if I did answer you. It'd just be garbled static. Call me from the home phone, email or text me, geez.

[Kate*]

Thanks for answering once, please do it again. I'd like to take care of this ASAP and try not to send it the same day you want me unless you give plenty of warning because chances are I won't get it in time.

THANK YOU for answering twice and rescheduling for tomorrow. I swear that's the first time in 16 years I've missed an e-mail and I know this looks bad. I am EXTREMELY comfortable with you, but somehow I don't see this going well at all. You have no idea how terrified I am.

[bitesize]

You know, there's something about you.

I know that I haven't seen you in three weeks, and before that it was three months, and most of the time before that I had this horrifically agonising crush on you... and all our contact recently has been texting... so this may be a little skewed in my mind.

But you're really... comforting. Or something. I'm still getting used to you being nice to me, which is a little weird, haha. Especially when we had to pretend for so long not to fancy each other. But you say encouraging things and you seem like someone I could really confide in and it's nice... that you're more than just someone I don't particularly find gorgeous-looking but have a mad physical connection with.

I don't know. Maybe this is total bullshit but it feels like we're a bit more.

[bitesize]

...And can you believe it's six months since that night that we nearly kissed?? That was possibly the most intense near-kiss of my life.

[¯|_(ツ)_|¯]

I really do miss talking to you. I hope that you don't hate me anymore because it only took me about a month or two to fully forgive you and realize that I miss having you in my life. But now it has been over a year and I don't know where we stand. We haven't talked since that concert, but you hugged me at that concert and re-added me on Twitter and Facebook and even liked a status I made once but yet I am still so scared to message you, scared that even though you did that we're still not really on good terms. Did you forgive me?

Newsflash..... YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS NOT THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE!!!!!!!!

[bitesize]

I had a dream where nothing of note happened but we spent the night together and I was texting you. I'd obviously forgotten that we'd broken up.
Sometimes I still forget it in real life. I think of a film I want to see or a place I'd like to go and I think -oh we should make a plan to do that together- and then I remember that we can't.
If I was about to die and I could tell one person anything it would be you and it would be I Love You.
I miss you so much.

[Darkened_Empress]

oh come onnnnn. You like meeee i like youuuu. Whats the problem?.... oh yeah... youre a zillion miles away -_-

[bitesize]

Remember when you started in the last place and you didn't want to tell anyone and you used to dread going in for the first while. You used to get to that bus stop on the way in with the grass and the giant pink and white '10' on top of it for some ad campaign and you used to feel so jealous of all the other people on the bus that weren't going somewhere that made them all twisty and nervous. Remember you used to have to go into that pub and into the bathroom to make sure you looked ok and to calm yourself down. Remember you dreaded it for a little little while and then you were in love with it and you were in love with it all the way.
This place is going to be fine. It's already better than the other one last week, you knew that straight away! If R can handle it - and she's the shyest person you know - then you can obviously handle it. It's seven weeks. Seven weeks! That's nothing. So if you don't like it, it doesn't matter at all - you just have t put up with it or a couple of weeks (you don't even have to if you really don't want to, you can leave any time you like.... but just remember there were times at the start you wanted to leave the last one, and you didn't and look how that turned out) and then you're off to Chicago for a fantastic summer. This is easy and people were nice and just because that one girl was a bossy bitch didn't mean anything. It'll be grand (:

[bitesize]

I hate you for making that decision. You know nothing about me. You have no idea how difficult you made things for me and the anxiety I've had to go through just because you made a throwaway decision that didn't really mean anything to you.

I seriously hope you get what you deserve.

[mindflower]

I hope you're starting to realize the huge-ass mistake you made. I mean, I understand why you left me, who wouldn't leave me, right? I'm a waste of anyone's time. I'm a fat, depressed, worthless, annoying piece of shit.
But I gave you love, enough love that once you were gone I didn't know who I even was.
I bled for you and you watched me fall to pieces with your new blonde sophomore.
She will never know what it takes to love you.
But you will obviously never know what it takes to love me.
I'm only human. I have reasonable desires for love. Maybe more than reasonable, but that just means that I've been through shit and I need to feel safe.
I felt safe with you. But I wasn't safe with myself, so when you left, you took my will to live with you.
Matthew brought that back. Sure, he made me want to die, and he's made me want to die for years, but he's made me want to live just as much. Something kept me from ever getting over him, and I think its because something in this universe decided that if we were meant to be together, we would be. And now we are.
You chose this for yourself, Patrick. You chose her over me. You said that you loved me, and I'm sure since then you've told her the same bullshit. And now you say you love me again...
But you know what? If we were both in front of you asking for a choice of who you love more, choose her. Because if you really loved me, there wouldn't have EVER been a choice to make.
I hope you're happy someday, but for right now, I just want you to feel this pain. This pain of regret.
Because its not even a fraction of the pain I felt when you left me.

[Beautiful_Mess]

I'm starting to fall for you more than I thought I would, it's not quite where I can say I love you...But it's where I know if you really leave in 6 months I know I'd be constantly depressed and I'd miss you terribly. I wish we'll get together in the near future..and I wish you Mom would grow to like me...I'm not that bad once ya get to know me(hehehhehe) But Thank you...You've already helped me alot since you've been here. And I'm really grateful to have met you.

[Kate*]

--Was that perfect, no, but you know what? That's the highest grade I've ever gotten. I'd love to see you try to fail me now. Where's the rubric though? I need proof of what the improvement looks like on the system that everyone else uses.

--The 4 semesters of feedback I've gotten has contradicted itself, you might want to look into that.

[Rivière]

Sometimes I wonder how you're doing and so I want to go say hi. Then I remember how stupid you were so many times and I feel you're just not worth me talking to. You haven't changed. Even at Christmas all you did was talk about yourself. Definitely haven't changed.