Say something you wish you could say to their face.

[Kate*]

At least you realize now that you run 5 minutes late every time. I think professional training differences might become a problem here. I'm afraid that, even when you tell me what to do, it's still going to be wrong. Next week I will bring the rubric. It's due that day so I won't have it graded yet. I am almost completely cognitive you apparently don't work that way, but we need to go there. I know where it all comes from, let me tell you and do so without having to hear, "it is what it is."

[Lionheart]

You know, I really really like you. You're one of my best friends, but I told you I was busy! I told you I have to learn for my exams and the only reason I made an appointment with Flo is, because he lives abroad and I don't know, when I will be able to see him again. Maybe next year or if we are lucky he visits home in summer, so stopp snapping at me for not meeting up with you for a few days! I have other friends as well and I have things to do and you know I need some time for myself sometime!
I like hanging out with you and I don't want to ever miss it, but I thought you were old enough to accept the fact that not the whole world turns around you!

[Eternal Dreamer ♥]

stop talking about me behind my back. I'm done with your drama. I love being here, and I will not let you chase me away and scare me from something I love doing and somewhere I love being. It's not right, and I can't stand for it anymore.

[Rivière]

You have this thing where when I talk to you, you know what you mean and are trying to explain but you forget I'm not a mind reader and you have to properly explain to me what you're saying instead of trying to subject-jump and think I understand.

[hocus pocus]

I really miss you.

[mindflower]

Patrick, you must be one of the most complicated, egotistical assholes I've ever loved so much. I LOVE YOU but I don't think you love me. Not anymore, anyways. It faded, didn't it? We're like strangers now, and I miss when we were inseparable. I remember when you would call me this angel, and you would think of me every minute of the day, and I was so overwhelmed, but it was incredible. I mean, amazing as can be, you blew me away with how much I blew you away.
I really love you, but you can't even answer the question "Are you Happy?"
So I'm asking now, again, are you happy? Is this okay?
I have all of these weird doubts about us, really just... if I'm losing you? I think you've become mine, but that means you're mine to lose. You flirt with other girls, spend a lot of time with your friends, and hardly talk to me anymore. I mean, not counting Sadie's, we haven't gone out for quite some time, and at Sadie's you grinded with my best friend. I feel alone. Even when I'm around you, I feel disconnected.
I don't know who, or what, to blame.
You're so complicated. You drive me mad, down far in the madness and insecurity of my own darkness. But I Love you.

[Lionheart]

Thank you!
You probably think I forgot all the little things you did for me and how much you cared. I didn't, I just tried to ignore it, because I did not now how to deal with it, but please know, that I noticed every single time you stepped up for me and tried to help me.
I'm sorry that I ignored you back then and treated you so bad. I should never have hit you. You off all people did not deserve it. You didn't deserve any of that.
It took me so long to realize it but thank you for reaching out to me. I really wish I had taken your hand back then and let you help me, but I guess I was to stubborn, but that's not your fault.
You're amazing and I really do look up to you. You're so strong and I will never ever be able to tell you just how much it meant to me and how much it still means to me.
I don't know how you can still be so nice and kind after all I've done but... just, thanks!

[hocus pocus]

SHUT THE FUCK UP. QUIT IT. Stop reminding us how much it sucks, and how bad it is. You think we don't fucking know that? It doesn't matter, face it, okay? It sucks, we know. Just shut the hell up.

[Saoirse]

You're so cute. You have a wonderful smile and beautiful, big, blue eyes. I want you so bad. I want you to be my guy and I want to be yours. I want to share everything with you and know everything about you.

I'm just sad that you're taken.

[Storyteller.]

Do you honestly not realise you're doing the exact same thing to me, or do you just not care?

[hocus pocus]

I'm angry with you. You think that it's okay to be an ass right when she's not around to defend us. You know what I think? I think you should swallow your pride and be a parent. Treat your sons like they are your sons. I half want to scream at you and tell you to go the hell home but half of me feels bad for you. Because that's what you do. You act like this and then try to get sympathy or pretend like you don't know the impact of what you just said. Sometimes, I wish you never had us. And I bet you wish the same.

[Kate*]

--While I appreciate the second chance, if you had really meant what you said, I wouldn't have to redo anything. That's the second time you've lied to me by saying that and then not following through with it. If you don't want to give the points away for free then don't, but don't tell us that you will multiple times and then suddenly change your mind and threaten to fail me!

As an authority figure, you have my respect until you lose it and you have to earn my trust. Congratulations: You've just lost both! I will not take your head off because you're letting me redeem myself, but I can no longer trust a word you say.

I'm waiting for my dream to collapse under me. If I can't get the points for free then there's no way I'm going to earn enough to save my career. Apparently the points were never free though, so maybe there's still hope.

--HELP Thank GOD I see you tomorrow because we NEED to deal with this. I need to come clean too, but somehow I don't see this going where I need it to, only because the rest of them didn't.

The fact that I keep coming back may say more about my fear of failure than how much I like and trust you, but at least I'm trying. I'm going to go ahead and say that you probably think that it's not working is my fault. I'll take responsibility for lying to you, but its not all me.

I will show up a few minutes earlier, but if I just end up waiting longer for you then I will know the late starts are your fault and I won't bother to do it again.

[Astrophile.]

Please pick me. I need this job.

[Spellbound]

- Totally sucked that you were too busy this week to talk. I missed you. And when you finally messaged me on Friday my heart leaped out of its chest. Ugh, why do I have to like you? One part of me wants to spend time with you and talk with you and get to know you and the other part of me wants to fuck your brains out. Plus you being 10+ years older than me is hot. I've always gotten on better with older guys.

- I'm glad we started talking! You're super awesome and hands down the funniest guy (person, actually) in the office. No one has ever made me continuously laugh for three days straight. I need that. And now I have a lunch buddy

-I am absolutely terrified of the things I'm feeling for you. Something in me says stop, slow down; but I don't want to stop. I also don't want to get hurt. The fact we both want to move forward with this doesn't lessen the stakes of potential pain as a result. I'm more concerned about hurting you than about you hurting me; I just hope I don't disappoint you if I can't go all the places you want to go. I think we will be just fine, but I worry all the same. It's never made a difference in the past, but somehow I think if I still worry it will make me more prepared in the confusing realm of life we call relationships.

-Being there with you this weekend reminded me of how very much I love you. I didn't realize until then just how much our connection has suffered lately with how little we've been able to see each other and the fact we haven't had good physical relations in over two months. But dancing out there with you I remembered all the many reasons why I have chosen to be with you for the last four years of my life and will continue to be with you for many more going forward.

- I know that I will soon miss my window of opportunity to try and rekindle a friendship with you without it seeming awkward or strange, but I just don't know what to say. I know that it will never be the way it was; too much has come between us, and not speaking to one another for over four months now hasn't helped. I also don't want to get in the way of you and your new girlfriend, especially after she probably now knows I fought against you dating her for so long.

[Spiderpig]

I kicked your vacuum cleaner down the stairs; it was a Dyson. On impact it made such a splendid breaking sound that I nearly orgasmed with pleasure.

But, I have had enough of it. The Dyson sounded like a jet in screaming, headache-inducing takeoff. Wrist breakingly heavy, especially when lugging up the stairs. Well, I have had enough. You deafness to my pleas went on far too long. Buy another one. Just not a Dyson. If you disobey my wish and buy a Dyson it shall be kicked out of the house. This is your only warning. Mum.

[The Patchwork Quilt]

Rocket
I think I love you but I can't be with you right now and im sorry. I wish my life leading up to the moments with you had been different so i was in a position to spend every waking moment thinking of ways that I get you to fall for me.
A Patchwork Quilt

[Rivière]

Since you said that to me I honestly haven't felt like coming online. Until I feel ready to talk, I will remain away from you. Maybe you don't realise, but you really offended me and this isn't the first time. Lately you've been an absolute dick. It's not nice. It's not fair. It's certainly not needed.

[Kate*]

You have NO IDEA how much I really get it, but enough is enough. I am willing to help you, but I am only going to be able to do so much for you. I'm not quitting because you want or expect me to, I'm backing off because I don't need what you're choosing to dish out.

[Awakening]

You are such a bad friend. I don't know why I didn't realize that for the longest time. Every time we talk it's all about you. We're always talking about your problems even when I feel terrible and need to talk about mine. I stopped coming to school and now you don't talk to me. You say it's because you're busy with work and everything but you have plenty of time for your boyfriend and everyone else. I've done everything I can to be there for you and it's like I mean nothing to you.

One of the last times we hung out you told me you had anger towards me because I was in the hospital during a time when you needed my support. Seriously? I tried to kill myself and you were angry with me for not being there for you? You saying that keeps going through my mind and it makes me so angry. Also that time we went shopping and you lent me money and like three days later you had a fit that I hadn't paid you back yet. We were totally broke and I asked you if I could pay you back in a week or so and you were all pissed. I ended up giving you $50 and then we barely had money for groceries that week. You're so self centered and I wonder if you ever really cared about me.

It's hard because at times you've been a really good friend. But other times you've been a terrible one. I don't even know what to think of you anymore. But I know that I'm done fighting for you to be in my life. If you want to leave that's fine by me. I'm tired of making all the effort.

[Spiderpig]

I've always been empathic when it comes to sensing situations, and much as I have tried to fit in with the forum, I just don't think it's going to work out here so I am actively looking elsewhere. I think one either gels with other members and get their interest, or you don't. On my part it's not been without trying, either.

Thus far I have found a semi-professional horticulturalist forum which is very interesting and its members, though much, much older are taking greater interest in my contributions. Quite heartening, really...and then I try and log into TH, only to find it's server has gone on a smoke break for 24 hours...and when I finally do log in - Christ, it's like pissing into the wind.

[hocus pocus]

Yelling at me and telling me to, "just calm down" does absolutely nothing, just to let you know.

[Lumos.]

You really are a whore aren't you.. and the dirty looks aren't making me think highly of you at all.

[Storyteller.]

I need to feel disconnected, to be a stranger, to have a fresh start. I love you all dearly, but sometimes it's just too much.

[Rivière]

After a few days apart you'd think you'd be at least a little happy to see me. Nope. Guess your surveys were too important and you couldn't be bothered to make more of an effort to talk to me except tell me about some virtual item you bought for a game. You couldn't even remember I had to go to hospital on Tuesday despite it being a big thing for me. Wow. Thanks. Sigh... Dunno why I bother..

[hocus pocus]

I really hope that you can help me with this. I'm really surprised that you have to bring it up to someone of higher authority, I guess. What if this doesn't work out? What if you just tell me that I'm stupid and I need to grow up? I don't know. I just hope it's okay to get a new teacher after what my current one has said to me.

[stelles]

What on earth makes you think it's okay to talk about someone behind their back like that? and how stupid do you have to be to think that she wouldn't hear about it? and i thought you might be a nice person. you are not one to criticize her skills. at least SHE puts in the effort. well next time you do that don't expect me to let it slide. i will stick up for my friends and i dont care how stupid and useless you think either of us are. so next time keep your comments to yourself.

[Kate*]

Two questions:
1. Why is that blocked off?
2. How the heck do I get out of here if I can't go that way?

[Jovial.]

Please....?

[hocus pocus]

So you're going to criticize me yet again? You took a whole 19 points off of that assignment because it wasn't "thoughtful enough".. You're really making your class and all of my other courses seem quite repulsing. So, thank you, for making me lose faith in the one thing I thought I actually had.

[Rivière]

Do not think constantly messaging me and subtly trying to pressure me into posting to you will change my mind. I have explained my terms. I do not post to the US, only the UK. Get over it and move on. Obviously you are unused to a woman telling you No. Well that's another thing for you to get over. We do that sometimes, say No. Telling me that you don't live in the US when it clearly states you do and have purchased things to your US address is not going to want to make me trust selling you anything. You must take me fool. The only fool here is you digging yourself a bigger hole. Take the hint and just Go.

[Astrophile.]

Please just leave me alone.

[Nightblood.]

I'm sad we're done with that class requirement because I'm going to miss 7am drives with you.

[Jovial.]

-I don't know what the fuck I did wrong. However, if you can't live with the choices I have made, then I guess that is your problem. I need people that are going to be supportive, not critical of my life choices.
-Why? So you can be miserable. We all know that is what is going happen if you go through with these plans.

[Kate*]

The "work" I did today is work that I've had done on my own for YEARS. I didn't tell you because you acted like you didn't want to know. I am MORE than willing to go back through it all, THAT'S what I've needed this whole time!

[hocus pocus]

If you do not stop, I'm going to tell you where to go.

[hocus pocus]

It's not that I don't want to see you in a few days, because I do. But I'm in a not-so-nice place and I'm going to have to try really hard to keep it together, harder than usual. I just don't have the energy. I love having you around! And I love it when you visit, but I don't know if it'll work out.

[Kate*]

Part of me knows that I need to be honest about both of those things with you and part of me says that unless they come up, there's really no reason to. Especially because I don't feel comfortable enough with you to do that unless I absolutely have to. Monday was what I've been needing, I know you tend to steer me away from that; please don't. Let me tell you what I already know about myself so that you get the full picture to help me take care of the rest.

[Awakening]

I don't think you have the right to complain about the problems you're facing when there are so many possible ways to fix them that you refuse to acknowledge. I think you want to suffer. And it just makes me angry. And sad because I care about you and know you don't deserve to feel this way. You could change things for yourself but you just won't do it. And I don't understand.

[Beautiful_Mess]

~ You just don't fucking get it! You don't realize what it does to me when you say that!, Want me to just die? WHY FUCKING NOT..You won't miss me! ~