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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
December 14th 2013, 02:18 AM
You were, without a doubt, one of the most controlling and manipulative people I have ever had the misfortune of being around. I don't know why it took me so long to see it and I don't know why I stuck around once I did. But, that's over. I really do wish you the best. Now, for the love of god, stay away from me and let me heal.
wanderlust consumed her;
foreign hearts & exotic minds compelled her.
she had a gypsy soul
and a vibrant heart for the unknown.
-d. marie
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
December 14th 2013, 09:22 PM
Whether you want to admit it or not, we both know what you said and I know what you meant. You said that it can be learned, but despite the fact that I have lost count of the number of times I have asked you to teach it to me, you chose to say that to me instead as well as to speak for him by saying something that he would never tell anybody. How do I know that? I ASKED HIM! and yet I'M the one paying the consequences you need and deserve some SERIOUS KARMA.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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December 15th 2013, 03:05 AM
You're the first person I've truly wanted to go all the way with. But something keeps holding me back and I don't know what it is. We've gotten really close to having sex, but then I start panicking and back away. I guess all those abstinence talks with my parents are kicking in. And you've been amazingly patient with me. But I'm also scared. Scared you'll eventually get tired of me backing away and find someone else. I guess I'm just going to have to see what happens, but I'm hoping we'll last.
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December 15th 2013, 11:37 PM
You've given me no choice but to do this. Do you really want me to do this? You have around twelve hours to make the right choice. Make the right choice.
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December 16th 2013, 02:38 AM
I feel like you've forgotten about me, just left me behind. This is why I cannot open up to people, because they leave. Either that, or authority issues. I can't have someone just leave me when they have so much information on me. Thanks, for leaving me behind like most other people. You can go on my mental list. It's been months since we've spoken.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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December 16th 2013, 06:02 AM
I'm sorry I was weird earlier. It's just that I felt rejected, and even though I know that was not the case, I needed to draw inward until I could balance myself out again. That's just how I cope. It's one of those things you will come to learn in time.
I'm still trying to figure out where I stand with you. I mean, I know where I "stand;" I know the status of our relationship, and I am glad we are on the same page with that. But I am still trying to figure out how secure I feel with you. So please, bear with me as I do so. I want it to work between us, and for that to happen I need to have a sturdy foundation. That will take time. I am hoping you have the patience to bear with me through it.
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December 16th 2013, 04:41 PM
To my best friend(late)
If I ever face you I wouldn't be able to say this to you but I hate you for leaving me, hate you for leaving me on my own, hate you for promising me that you'll always stick around. Most importantly? I hate you for not telling me about your sickness before. That's about it. But before leaving I'd tell you I love you more than anyone and that you mean to me the most. And no matter what I can't bring myself to hate you to or even get over you.
Life's not the same without you and I'm afraid it never will be.
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December 16th 2013, 08:12 PM
- I don't get it. I don't know if I am missing something here or what. If it is you or me, but I don't get it. Whatever.
- I am not going to let you treat me like this. I watched my mom get mentally torn apart all of my life, and I won't let you do it to me. I get that we made an agreement when we moved into the apartment and I get that you want that to stand true, but circumstances have changed. You helped create the situation we are in. I am sorry that I won't handle it the way that you want me to. It comes down to this though. I am going to take care of myself in any way that I can weather you want to be part of it or not. If you don't like it you can leave. The door is wide open and there is nothing stopping you, other then the fact that mommy and daddy won't take you back. So have fun with that. You're sleeping next to me right now while I write. It makes me think of that jewel song stronger women.
- I hope that you can understand. I hope that this doesn't change our friendship. I hope you still care.
- Did I do something wrong? If I did just tell me that. Please.
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December 18th 2013, 10:13 AM
I'm not ready to talk about it, but I feel like I owe you some kind of explanation. I'm not sure how to balance how I feel about you with what I've learned about myself this year. Heck, I don't even know if the two things are compatible. Will I have to compromise to be who you need me to be? What if explaining where I stand on this pushes you away? What if I wait too long to speak up and lose you anyway?
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December 19th 2013, 02:38 PM
To my past you fucked up things so much , you ruined the jolly person i was into something that i cant even describe now
to my older siblings you guys fucked things up for me, you were so selfish enough and blinded by the shit ass crap you call love? Im sorry but look at you lot now, you ruined my past, you ruined Ma and dad and the rest of our lives, i live in fear each and every day, i worked my ass off to gain our parents trusts i still fear that ill break it and its because of you only you lot, hope you know what you did can come back to you, even though i pray it doesn't, but thats life, what goes along comes along
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December 19th 2013, 05:02 PM
I still love you. But if i breakup with him, he'll kill himself. And you made it clear a few months ago that you dont wanna get back together. But, darling, i really miss you.
WE DECIDED MY BEST INTEREST, how can you know, how can you say what MY BEST INTEREST is? What are you trying to say, I'm crazy? Well, I went to your schools, I went to your Churches, I went to your institutional learning facility, so how can you say that I'M crazy? (Suicidal Tendencies)
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December 20th 2013, 03:09 AM
Stop haunting me, okay? Just go away. It's bad enough that you did this to me. That for almost five years of my life I was inferior to you. Stop, please. I'm begging you. Stop giving me nightmares; and flashbacks, aversions to things. Because of you, I feel unbeautiful. And I'm fucking tired of you and your games and secrets. I can feel you behind me. I fucking hate you, you asshole.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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December 20th 2013, 04:05 PM
The only reason I'm even considering this is because it's clear that I won't be able to avoid you and it's easier to take you with someone else there instead of delaying myself even further only to end up with you by yourself.
I can get along with and/or learn from 99.9% of instructors. You just happened to find 2 of the .01% I just want to pass, I can do this, but they have screwed with my head.
I don't know where these conservative views of yours came from, but if you are anti-gay, family or not, I can't accept that. Also, if you're in some form of the counseling profession, I'd love to know how you're getting away with that.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
WE DECIDED MY BEST INTEREST, how can you know, how can you say what MY BEST INTEREST is? What are you trying to say, I'm crazy? Well, I went to your schools, I went to your Churches, I went to your institutional learning facility, so how can you say that I'M crazy? (Suicidal Tendencies)
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December 21st 2013, 03:13 AM
I wasn't fucking ignoring you Pat, but that doesn't change what you did. I left because I figured you were done with me, and hey, you were already on to other girls, so I disappeared. But I wasn't "ignoring you", because you weren't making any effort to talk to me either, were you? Listen okay? I was crazy about you, like, I was falling for you faster than anyone else I've ever fallen for. I've never loved someone like you, and when you started drifting away from me, it scared me, and I didn't want to be hurt again. But really, you have no idea how much I cried over what happened. You weren't mine to lose but I thought I had lost you.... What if you had used me, what if I scared you away, what if everything I had happen between Matthew and Cody and Mimi was all for nothing? Frankly, when you asked me why "I was ignoring you"... that hurt too, but it was your voice, directed to me once again, and it felt amazing. Because I still needed you.... I've been crazy about you since the first time we talked dammit...
I wasn't ignoring you. How can I possibly try to forget about someone so amazing?
And.... now you're mine and if I ever lose you... I don't know what I'll do
You're amazing Patrick. Please never forget me
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
December 21st 2013, 06:22 PM
Look, I know you're sick. I really do. I've seen you fall twice in two days, okay? So don't think I don't know. Just don't take it out and snap at me; I'm the only one who is trying to help you.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
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December 21st 2013, 08:25 PM
I miss you so much, I really do want to text you, but the problem...I don't know what to say...next year, we will be even more farther apart with less communication.
[left]
"Imperfection is beauty;
madness is genius;
and its better to be absolutely ridiculous
than absolutely boring."
-Marilyn Monroe
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
December 22nd 2013, 06:47 PM
I hate u, u fucking cunt stop saying I love u to me cause I don't love u! u fat gingger! In fact I would rather die that go out with you!! SO STOP ASKING!!!!!!
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
December 23rd 2013, 06:24 AM
Just wanna snuggle up to you.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first