Say something you wish you could say to their face.

[hocus pocus]

I saw it coming. But now it's taken years, but I new this was going to happen. I can't believe you fucking said that. So what now? Are you going to go through with it? Are you seriously just not going to come home one day.. Because of that's the case, let me fucking know so I can drop out of school and work full time.

[hocus pocus]

I love you. I love you. I do. There's no one better for me than you.

[Tigereyes]

Do you even still consider me your friend...? Do you even care about me at all?

[mindflower]

I really can't decide what the fuck to do here. Like, its hopeless, I'M hopeless.
I love you I hate you I love you I love you I hate you I love you I hate you I hate you I love you.... UGH....

[Oxytocin]

I really wish you would actually talk to me and act like I matter...
It would be really nice if you made me feel like I am worth something...

[hocus pocus]

Why should I even try? It always blows up in my face. I knew you were going to be just like everyone else; but whatever, we've moved on now. Don't you ever miss the way things used to be?

[Kate*]

The syllabus wasn't clear that's why I asked the question. Do you really think that I would bother you with something without doing the obvious first?!?! I'm not stupid, just confused.

[hocus pocus]

You're the only reason I'm still here.

[Broken Constellation]

I really like you. A lot. And you claim to like me too...
But now she's in the picture, and I'm so afraid to lose you...
I will, won't I?...

[hocus pocus]

You make me so nervous. I'm nervous for next week.

And I'm sorry that I'm always in the way. I wish you could treat us all like you wanted us. It's not his fucking fault.

[Catharsis.]

You're beautiful. It's true. <3

And I hope you smile if you see this. You know how much I love your smile.

[hocus pocus]

You just put me over the edge today, bitch. I was fine, I had finally calmed down. I get it, it upsets you but it all fucking upsets us! You're not the only one who is suffering. You're not the only one who watched him banish. He was happy, he was normal, I know he was. And now is isn't. We aren't. Our whole damned family is a bunch of fuck ups. But stop screaming at me. Stop telling me that I'm useless; I already know that, okay?

[Catharsis.]

I love you. You're amazing, and I wish you could love yourself as much as I love you. <3 Nothing makes me happier than seeing you happy, like I've said. And we will be happy, someday. I'm never giving up on us. Try not to be so hard on yourself. I want to be there for you, and help you as much as you've helped me. Don't always put yourself down, and say you don't deserve the help, because you're worth it.

[Rivière]

Maybe it's because you never listen and people are tired of repeating themselves.

[Kate*]

I meant that I feel like I'm getting mixed messages and it's making me paranoid, not that I'm trying to decide to stay or go. I'm sorry she bothered you about this, I knew you were swamped today and specifically asked her NOT to do it if you were busy.

I feel like even if I don't want it to, my program is going to end tomorrow. I always said that if it didn't work and they threw me out, that I wanted you to tell me because you could be nice about it.

I need you to know that it feels like my entire life is going to fall apart if that happens. I'm not leaving voluntarily. Either you're throwing me out, you're passing me, or you're telling me what I need to fix and how to do it. I'm fine with fixing problems, I'm not fine with being lied to that there aren't any and then being told all of a sudden that I don't belong here because I didn't fix things that I didn't know were wrong!

And just so you know I HATE your chosen theory, and no matter who uses it on me, it makes me cry (again, can't tell if it's because I don't belong here or if I just don't like the frame the theory uses)

[PrimadonnaQueen]

you're so ungrateful, i swear to fuck.
One day you'll be hurt by a girl and know how i feel you fucker

[mindflower]

Love Me......

[hocus pocus]

I can't say goodbye to you. I'm not going to say goodbye. Since you're all up there. Since you've all been sick; I can't go because my immune system is too weak now from my ED So, this is goodbye. Just remember that I love you dearly.

And they said you only have a few days to a week left. You'll be missed, too. You'll both be. I'm so sorry.

[Skeleton]

You frustrate me so much sometimes.

[kaydee.]

Thank you for stopping.
I wish I could tell your girlfriend about all the message you sent me, but then again you two are "in love" after 4 months, but then again you message me telling me she's weird, and you wish you could be with me again.
Bull shit, I ain't believing it anymore. You're mean.

[Alucard]

Holy crap, you're actually doing it. And I couldn't be happier for you. Words cannot describe how proud I am of you. You're going to do great things

[Moxie.]

I hate seeing you this upset. I wish there was something I could do to lift some of the burden, but I know there isn't. I just really hope you know that you can ask me for anything and I will bend over backwards to make it happen for you, as long as it means you're happy.

[Broken Constellation]

I like you, okay? I like you. So. Damn. Much.
I just wish I could be enough.

[Kate*]

I'm torn between feeling like I was rushed and blown off and "don't be paranoid." If you really don't think I can do this, tell me. You say I'm not wasting your time and then pretty much tell me that you think I should leave. You realize if I left that I did waste your time, right?

Basically, that's an argument you're never going to win. Especially considering that you admitted you were swamped, ran over time with the person before me when you did squeeze me in,and then blocked out an hour and pushed me out the door after 34 minutes. Or you showed up 5 minutes late and pushed me out the door after 40 minutes. It's hard to prove me wrong. Then you tell me not to be paranoid. Really?

[Twinge]

I kind of miss you sometimes...

[hocus pocus]

What the fuck did I ever do to you??

[bitesize]

I think our friendship would work better if you weren't so immature. I do love you, but it's often like babysitting a nine-year old... it's like that's what age you are in your head. It gets so tiring finding the energy to deal with the boasting and gloating, the self-centredness and the attention-seeking. You didn't ask me one word about how my new college course was going, yet you mentioned how bored you'd been in your various classes at least four times. When you felt like you were losing the game you blamed it on us, on your letters, on anything but you, and brought up the fact that you beat me last time (really wish I'd never let you win.... it's such a trivial thing but I should have known you'd never let it go.) Everything I say is met with a sarcastic or belligerent remark. Every silence was punctured with a new statement about yourself. I can't say anything to you in confidence without worrying that it's going to be said in laughter behind my back. It just takes energy. If you would grow up a little bit, be slightly less self-involved and egotistical and not be so quick to jump down people's throats at the slightest thing, you might find I'm easier to get hold of, more willing to stay in your house, and I might text back a bit more. But you need to realise this.

[mindflower]

All I want is you right now please just keep talking to me, smiling at me, be my fucking oxygen.

[hocus pocus]

Everything that you'll want to know, or want to see. Everything that I want to make you or give you or fucking say to you will have to be said now. I'm afraid to hug you because you're so frail. I'm afraid that when I see you, I'm going to burst into tears. I love you so much.. and I'm not ready for you to go just yet. They said you have to be held when you walk; so I'll hold your little body upright. I love you to death, please remember that.

[Pirouette]

I'm in as long as you're in. I won't do it without your permission. The day you tell me is the day I'll tell you, deal?

[mindflower]

I need you like plants need water and Pooh needs Piglet and Romeo needs Juliet and Miley Cyrus needs some freaking clothes but mostly like humans need oxygen to breathe I need you. Please NEED ME BACK.

[FairyPoppins]

..................................................

[blurryface]

I'm not going to Florida with you. I'm not going to live with Dad, either. You wanna go? Fine. I'm not going with. That is not an option and it never was an option.
If I wanna drop out, you're gonna sign where they tell you to. If I wanna pursue my GED afterward, you're gonna sign where they tell you to. If I wanna do online, you're gonna sign where they tell you to.
I am not an adult. I am not grown. But guess what? In 568 days, I will be. You have to stop making my decisions for me. I need to be able to make my own decisions. Now is the time for me to make mistakes, so I can fall back on you. If you wait until I'm 18 to stop controlling me, you're setting me up for failure.
Please, Mom, do what makes you happy. Go to Florida or Georgia or Panama City or wherever the fuck it is that you wanna go. I am only holding you back. Let. Me. Go.

[RiseFromTheAshes]

Please take me back. I'm so sorry if I did anything to upset you. I need you in my life. I'm not being dramatic. I literally need you. Please don't stop loving me. We can work this out, I swear. Please.

[Kate*]

I know you want to help me, but I'm afraid it's too late. I don't regret telling you, but I think I waited too long and it might be too late to save everything. This is my LIFE, I don't want to risk losing it all. You have no idea how SCARED I am that my world is about to come crashing down around me. One way I'm safe and left with a mess, the other way I'm not safe and left with a bigger mess and no options. If you tell me it's still possible, I want to try and save myself now, but if it doesn't work out the dream is over and we have that conversation that you told me not to be paranoid about. I never in a million years imagined that it would work out like this and I don't know what to do. I already made the wrong decision once, doing that again ends my life Please, help me. And why am I the only one who has any trouble with this class, everyone else breezes through it no problem and I'm looking at taking it for the 4th time!

[Saoirse]

I love you. I think you're cute. If only you knew the real me, you would either love me or hate me for who I am. I'm tired of keeping this a secret, but I don't want to lose you as a friend.

[Jordioa18]

If I could leave everything to be with you, I'll jump that chance.

[JustACityBoy]

Mind if I sit here and eavesdrop?

[i_like_black]

You're incredibly attractive in all the right ways. I know you're straight and in what comes across as a committed relationship, I just want you to know how amazing I think you are. In every way. Not just how you look. If you ever change your mind about being straight . . . let me know.



Oh, and to my flatmate - I never know if you can hear me farting or not. If you can, I do apologise. Feel free to laugh at me or make a disgusted face.

[Rivière]

You know, I think Ian's the only one who's bothered to spend any time with me these days. You're so busy worrying over nothing. And you, you're busy drowning. It's no wonder I feel so alone in this family. How can I ever get anyone to bother spending any time with me, even when I try to spend time with each of you. I come and sit by you and talk, you give me the brush off and tell me you're going to watch a film. You never come visit me or ask how I'm doing. I always have to be the one to do it. It's hurtful and unfair.