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Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
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January 21st 2012, 09:03 PM
I'm scared because I don't know how I feel about you.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
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January 22nd 2012, 11:43 PM
I gave up a long time ago, I put on the brave face for you and for you alone. I've pretended to get better for your sake, things are going downhill and guess what? I don't care anymore. I'm just going to let this... eating disorder? are those the right words? take control completely. I just don't care anymore.
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January 23rd 2012, 12:49 AM
I'm sorry I wasn't hiding it all as well as I thought. I'm sorry I can't tell you the truth. I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you and for the tears you cried. Just please stop asking questions, stop caring, i'm not worth it.
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January 23rd 2012, 02:02 AM
I don't want to die, but I don't want to live either.
Daddy: I want to be your little girl again. I don't know how I let this monster take control of her, your little girl is barely holding on anymore.
Mom: I don't want to be your messed up child. I don't want to be your disappointment. I just want to give you every reason to be proud of me. I just want to be perfect.
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January 24th 2012, 01:28 AM
Don't look at me like that, please don't look at me like that. I really didn't mean to show that I was looking for calorie numbers before eating that. Please don't look at me like that.
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January 24th 2012, 09:34 PM
If you would just listen to what I have to say, maybe you wouldn't find it necessary to yell at me for my opinion. I know you don't think much of me, I'm only fourteen, and really, why should you think anything more of me than you normally would of a child? My words may have no meaning in your mind, but they do in mine. Just listen for once. Please!
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January 26th 2012, 04:35 AM
A: you have no fucking idea what it is like to be in my situation. No clue.
B: I'm so sorry I'm so fucked up. I honestly wish I weren't so fucked up. Because then you could talk to me. You could trust telling me everything. I wish you weren't in the situation you are. I wish I could make it all better for you.
B: on the other hand, I am not okay. Drawing butterflies means something extremely different to you than it does to me.
A: I do not *need* him. Yes, he is a part of t support system. But I will not explode without him. You have no fucking idea. An neither does anyone else.
A: however I would like to thank you for the bit of perspective you gave me.
A: but, fuck. You don't know a damn thing about me.
C: I'M NOT OKAY!!!!!!
B: I'm sorry you have to keep things from me.
C: maybe it won't be as amazing as I thought it would. But hell, it'll be better than here and I will make the best out of it. FUCK YOU.
E: I just need you to give me one, singlee, ficking day off.
C: *sigh*
Rest In peace Monica, I miss you 1-3-10
I owe you my life, more than once over. And the only thing I can do, is 'Thank you.'
I last self harmed on June 9, 2009.
I'm always here. For anyone, who needs anything. No matter what.
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January 26th 2012, 09:57 PM
I'm so sorry you found out like that. You're my best friend, I'm supposed to trust you with everything but you know almost nothing about me. Nothing recent anyway, nothing real. Please realize I don't tell you these things to protect you... I love you so much, I really do. I'm so sorry.
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January 26th 2012, 10:40 PM
You should really learn to go through with what you say. It's kind of pathetic. Either you want it or you don't. Make up your mind because they don't have the time to wait around for you.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
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January 28th 2012, 01:07 AM
M: Well, you finally know the deepest secret of mine and I know it isn't what you thought it would be. You'll never say that you're crazier than I am again, that secret made sure of that.
H: You're mad at me, you're so pissed off. You're yelling at me because I'm afraid and weak. You're my best friend, you're my sister. I'm not cutting because of this, I'm not... Please don't let me..
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
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January 28th 2012, 08:49 PM
I fucking love you, ok??
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“I will be generous with my love today. I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go. I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil, a reflection of those seeds will grow into something greater.”
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January 29th 2012, 03:32 AM
C: Every day, I inch closer to wanting to hit you. I try to be sympathetic because I know it can be hard, but I can only go so far. Quit shoving your stupid fucking problems down my throat. I can't give you good advice. How am I supposed to give you advice when I'm single, lonely, and my self esteem is underground?
H- I came so close to telling you the other day. You just happened to cut me off at the end. I was scared. I feel like I'm just going to blurt it out soon. I'm breaking apart and I'm afraid nobody can hold me together. I'm so sorry I can't tell you.
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January 29th 2012, 03:39 AM
Well, this is more because I'm not in the same room with you right now, otherwise I would say it to your face.
I love you, love you, love you. You make me so happy. Seeing you smile brings more joy to my day than you could ever imagine; seeing you sad makes me want to hold you and kiss you and listen to you vent about your troubles until you are happy again. Being without you makes me feel lost inside, and fills me with such a longing that I can't bear it. Being near you makes me feel like I've taken a first class ticket to Heaven, on vacation from whatever troubles affected me until the point I speak with you or you speak with me or we hold one another. Speaking with you helps me to realize my foolish ideas before I go through with them, and gives me the courage to go through with things that will do me well. In knowing you, I've discovered sides of myself that I never even knew existed: A loving, joyous, girlish, bashful one; and a naughty, rebellious, daring, seductive one that has previously been entirely unknown to me. And somehow, you managed to bring me back to a faith that I had long since forgotten, simply by being who you are. It may seem that I am sometimes clingy, other times distant, but I am terrified of losing you, because I care so much for the wonderful, beautiful person that I see in you.
I thank God every day for giving you to me. You're more than just a random guy who I find attractive: You're sweet, you're funny, you're one of my two best friends in this entire world. You're a blessing the likes of which I have never before known, and it puzzles me how you might have even the slightest amount of care for me, but God has been good, and I thank Him every day for giving me such a wonderful friend.
Happy (Early) Valentine's Day. <3
I love you.
Anna's Personal Keys to Happiness 1. Do what you want within the bounds of reason, whenever you want to, and regret nothing. 2. If you have an opinion, don't beat around the bush, or there isn't a point in saying it. 3. Don't keep the company of anyone who won't like you and will try to change you.
Last edited by SouthernBelle.; January 29th 2012 at 04:05 AM.
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January 30th 2012, 03:14 AM
:I love you and I really fucking wish I could tell you. I know you can't feel the same way, but I wish you could. I wish I could even just tell you how I feel in general. I just fucking want to for once feel comfortable with someone and not be afraid that they'll leave me. I just want a motherfucking hug.
:Fuck you. Do you really think we care? Everyone else has shit going on, and they deal with it. We don't all go whining to everyone who will listen every fucking time something bad happens. We don't look for attention any way we can get it. Yours isn't special or important. Quit fucking whining about it every three fucking seconds you shitty fucking attention whore. I hate your kind, go fucking die.
:Fuck you. Why do people think it's easier to make excuses and not just give it to me as it is? That'd actually make things less awkward. Easier for everyone.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
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January 31st 2012, 05:04 PM
I'm here whenever you're ready to talk.
I miss you and I hope to hear from you soon.
You're a bitch. That guy who called you a bitch without knowing much about you was totally right. Ps: Don't fucking touch me and don't pretend we're friends.
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January 31st 2012, 05:44 PM
I like how much we've been talking. I like that you weren't put off by what I had to say and we're actually closer friends. Yeah, I still hope something can come out of this, but right now I'm content to be your friend and talk about awesome things. I miss you, though. Damn going off to uni and leaving all your Newcastle friends behind. u_u
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
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February 1st 2012, 08:38 PM
Dear neighbour, I use to love flute music as I use to play the flute too but you ALWAYS have the worst timing. I can't get anything done when you are playing flute all afternoon. :|
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February 2nd 2012, 01:24 AM
-I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment. I can see it when you're talking to me, you're wondering where your smart, outgoing daughter went. I don't know if she's coming back. If you weren't so distracted by my grades, you might notice how often I've been crying, or how I'm eating less, or how I spend most of my time avoiding everyone here...you might notice that I'm hurting. But instead you just lecture and tell me to step it up if I want to get into a good college.
-When are you going to grow up? I think I've always been more mature then you. And certainly better at hiding it. You're stomping around about the stupidest shit. Of course you don't notice or care when I have actual problems. Sometimes I wish you were born into a different fucking family.
-Go ahead, keep pushing my buttons. Just don't be surprised when I snap and tell you what I really think. You think I'm rebellious now? That my opinions are too out there? That I'm too sensitive? You don't know shit. You think I don't know any lesbians, any gay kids? They deserve marriage more than I fucking do. Get your head out of your ass and just listen to me, for once in your life.
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February 2nd 2012, 07:09 AM
Im not going to hurt you. But Im scared I will without trying. Bear with me beautiful okay?
You're gorgeous. And I need you to believe me when I say you're beautiful to me. Shouldn't that be all that matters?
It pisses me off when you tell me she's not sexy..she's not beautiful like I am. And of course I wont tell her what you think...she doesn't need anything else to bring her down.