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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
December 24th 2011, 07:00 AM
Heeeeey, how are you? Haven't talked to you in a while. Been like ages. Hope you are having fun over there with all your old friends. I wonder if you told them about me. Yeah I remember after that day... On your facebook wall... Your friend called me a bitch in german. Wonders of google translate.
Oh btw yeah keep on changing my fb pictures for you, hoping you are face-palming yourself. I know you aren't. But I like to lie to myself at least, and pretend.
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December 24th 2011, 07:54 PM
I don't hate people, because it takes too much energy to hate. But I can honestly say that I hate you. You're an emotionless bastard and I hope you rot in hell.
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December 24th 2011, 09:33 PM
You are a pig, and honestly I hope you go to jail for manipulating her like that. You think you can just do whatever you want? Big mistake. One day, karma is going to hit you like a truck, and when it does, I just want you to know that you had it coming.
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December 25th 2011, 03:33 PM
I can't fucking wait to get out of your house. Once I do ill never come back. I know you will surely realize what I really mean to you then. & I will finally get some peace and quiet for once.
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December 26th 2011, 01:47 AM
Claire: That joke wasn't funny. Everyone may have laughed, I may have laughed along but if I didn't laugh I would have cried. Then you brought up cutting and you and all of your wisdom stated all the reasons why people do it. With all of the reasons you brought up, you sure missed a huge one. Control. I only cut because I can control my emotions when I do, it's the only way I can cope with things I can't handle. But I guess I'm as weak as you said 'cutters' are, because when you made the joke about cutting I wanted to dig into my wrist as deep as I could. I'm not mad at you, just astonished that you could say things like that. If that's the first time you let your true colors show, I'm not sure I want anything to do with you.
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December 26th 2011, 02:25 AM
Ey mom. I need help. Please dont flip out and cry. I need help mom. I hate myself, I hate the way I look, I'm fat, and sometimes I just wish I could die somehow, would you finally pay attention to me if I ended up in the hospital? mom I purge, I hate food and I want to be a skeleton. I starve myself. I feel so guilty all the time. I need help. . . I need a counselor. Will you help me find one. MOM I'm NOT the little perfect girl you think I am!! I'm really not. Can you just face that? Without flipping out? Ma, I'm alone, I need a miracle.
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December 26th 2011, 05:29 AM
I make it so completely obvious that there is something wrong with me, I don't know how you do it but you make me admit things I've never told anyone. I've said I'm not pretty before, but how you changed my words and how it made me respond... How do you do that? You're smart, you have to be putting the pieces together. Please, just don't figure it out. Not yet.
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December 27th 2011, 01:35 AM
I tried to tell you, I thought saying I can't handle this anymore, I'm not strong enough, I thought that might rise a red flag... I'm sorry. You're my best friend and that won't ever change. But I just can't do this anymore.
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December 28th 2011, 02:52 AM
I promised I'd try, I knew I couldn't but you wouldn't agree unless I promised at least that. Besides, this was your idea, I don't have to feel bad about it. You don't have to know I've already broken the promise. All I care about is you getting better, I want you to be happy. When you smile, I'll smile. Until then I'm just going to continue to lie.
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December 28th 2011, 05:38 PM
Well this is annoying. On the one hand, I wouldn't have met you in the first place without work; on the other hand, while we're colleagues you're off-limits for all kinds of reasons. Even when I eventually leave this job, that isn't going to fix it either because we won't see each other much then, assuming you're still here by then. If we'd met elsewhere and got on this well, I'd probably have made a move by now. As it stands, looks like you'll be another one that got away...
"The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." - Nelson Mandela, Long Walk to Freedom
However bleak things seem, however insurmountable the darkness appears, remember that you have worth and nothing can take that away.
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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
December 29th 2011, 04:33 AM
I will be here. Always and forever.
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December 29th 2011, 05:08 AM
Don't call me beautiful, other people are beautiful, I'm not beautiful. That word can't be used for me, you don't understand the pain that I associate with that word.
I'm pushing everyone away because that makes it easier for me to do this. And stopping isn't an option. I'd rather hurt people early on, then hurt them after I've gone off the deep end. At least then they'd understand.
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December 29th 2011, 09:21 PM
You actually kind of disgust me. Like when I think about the fact that I went out with you for a year I feel physical distaste. I won't lie; I'm pleased that you made it last night, because I feel the more friendly events we see each other at the further our past will get behind us. And I believe it's good to be friendly,even just for appearance's sake. But I'm really starting to dislike you as a person. What did I ever see in you?? Really. Really!!!
I saw a fair bit of you last night and it struck me, a couple of times, what a shit night I would have had if you were still my boyfriend. Not just because of the obvious fact that I wouldn't be with the lovely boyfriend I have now who calmed my nerves at the start of the night and told me I looked lovely and frequently found me to check I was having a good night and made sure that he was my 21st kiss ~ but because I would feel so unappreciated if I was still with you. You wouldn't have done all those things unless it involved you getting attention in some way. I watched you run around slapping all the girls' asses and being a general obnoxious drunk asshole and thought about your poor girlfriend. :/ You're so loud and uncaring and rude, you're really rude, which is not something wer'e supposed to care about from our peers at this young and carefree age but it's true, you're really rude and I just don't see how anyone could put up with you for a long amount of time. I think about how when I was with you I'd inevitably end up feeling crap and sort of pushed to the sidelines on a night out with you, and it would haev happened if I was still with you last night, even at my own 21st.
What's good about seeing you is that it always reminds me just how much better I am than you. Hah!!
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
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I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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December 30th 2011, 05:04 AM
90% of my text messages are to you, we have a two hour phone conversation pretty much every night, I know the mannerisms of how you speak and text like the back of my hand. And I know you wouldn't have told me how much you care about me without reason. And you know how much I care about you. Please, please tell me what's wrong.
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December 30th 2011, 07:00 AM
I feel like such a disappointment now. All the time. I'm glad I'm trying to get better, and have some help. I just hate putting the weight of my issues on someone else's shoulders.
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December 30th 2011, 07:43 AM
I FUCKING LOVE YOU. MORE THAN I'VE EVER LOVED ANYONE IN MY LIFE. BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I CAN KEEP STANDING HERE WHILE YOU RIP MY HEART OUT OVER AND OVER. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
“I can only hope that they’ll turn that anger and frustration and madness into something positive, so that two, three, four, five hundred will step forward, so the gay doctors will come out, the gay lawyers, the gay judges, gay bankers, gay architects … I hope that every professional gay will say ‘enough’, come forward and tell everybody, wear a sign, let the world know. Maybe that will help.” Harvey Milk, 1978
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December 30th 2011, 06:36 PM
You say you don't understand, but you know I'm sitting right there when you go on and on about how famous she'll be, the places she'll be going...
You've never had that kind of faith in me.
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December 30th 2011, 08:34 PM
How do you want me to prove I have changed if you will not un-BLOCK me from Face Book and give me a chance? It is not like I can cross two state lines to SEE you and prove it.
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