Say something you wish you could say to their face.

[Stargazed.]

You broke my heart. Again.

[fullofsecrets]

What do you say when 'I love you' is just a lie?

[Haylee.]

I'm so confused. What exactly is going on? I mean we pretty much act like we're in a relationship but yet we've never even talked about it. Please just tell me that im your girlfriend...tell me that I'M the one you want. Tell me there's no other. I want to be with you SO badly. I'm in love with you. If you feel the same way just tell me. Tell me how you feel about me.

[leavemealone]

Your a whore, a liar, and just a genuinely HORRIBLE person.


NOWWW on the other hand (for someone completely different) I really really like you and I wish you would just ask me out already because I can see that you want to <3

[WashoutThePain]

Screw you -.- Seriously. ALL OF YOU.

*For being a 5 year old- temper tantrum child
*For have the attention span of a goldfish
*For imagining this WONDERFUL support system that DOESN'T exist
*For not helping me the one time I know how to be helped
*For having expectations I am in no way capable of NOT disappointing. I'm not some freaking magical goddess.
*For making me feel small.

To all of you who have SCREWED with me. And I WISH I were referring to my ex.... but I'm not. So SCREW YOU ALL.

[WashoutThePain]

And screw you girls for sexting when I'm trying to get homework done. I don't need to hear you scream about each text. kthx.

"It sucks to say that any person we get with won't be able to understand our issues...." Umm thanks for telling me that dad. That is one of my biggest fears, that my depression and my ptsd and my nightmares and all of that will get in the way of someone being able to be with me. I know that someone might not be able to understand it completely but part of a relationship is working through it. Fuck I might as well stay single what the fuck do I have to offer? Nightmares, flashbacks, scars....depression? Who is gonna want me...Just make me disappear please!!!

[ShesNotThere]

I think I like you, and the idea of it makes me sick. It also makes me incredibly sad, knowing you'll never look at me like I look at you.
Easier to just shove it all inside then, right? No need to humiliate myself further.

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

You make me smile Yes, YOU. You know who you are

[Stargazed.]

I miss you.

I've never cried as much, bled as much or had as dark of thoughts as I have these past seven months, so tell me, why should I let you back in just because you miss me? Hayley talked to you, you told her that if gaining our forgiveness means swallowing your pride and sobbing at our feet, you'll do it. I want you back in my life so much, I miss you so much. But because of you I craved words of hate into my leg and the scars will forever taunt me over my weakness. Because of you I've wanted to die countless times, but I couldn't because I can't leave Hayley alone. Because of you I've stayed up nights at a time, sobbing, trying to figure out what I could have said or done differently that would have changed the outcome of that fight. I want to bring you back into my life, I want to call you my sister and my best friend once again, but I don't think I ever can. You broke me, shattered me into thousands of pieces and I'm finally starting to put myself back together after almost eight months. I'm finally starting to feel numb instead of upset when I think of you or see something that reminds me of you. I can't put myself at risk of this again, because if this happens again I will kill myself. The pain you put me through was more than any human should ever have to bear alone and I did. I finally have started to begin feeling again, I can't let you back in.

I'm so sorry Bethany.

[fullofsecrets]

Every time I look at you I just want to roll my eyes. Why do you act so pathetic all the time?

[Halo345]

R: I can't believe that you don't believe me...

M: why? After hearing that I wanted to puke.

K: why are we doing this again? you know I won't leave...

[Eternal]

I miss you so much. I don't think I've ever missed anyone this much ever. Why did you have to listen when I told you to go?

[Grey Wind]

I hate that you've grown up this much. I miss the old you.

[ElsatheDepressionSlayer]

Open your fucking eyes. See those scars? I'm hurting and I need your help.

[Lil'OrphanAnnie]

i cant do this every fucking night!! I CANT. im not strong enough. im so fucking sick of this.

I should have never emailed you again!!! im already going crazy like i did before with you.

[Seebeyondthesurface]

I can't believe you did this to me! After everyone else has done this before. But I never expected it from you. Im so stupid to think you were different then all my other friends. I really want to just go back to the way things were but apparently "I'm selfish". Just one question how am I selfish when you didn't even notice how much pain I was and am in?? Your the selfish one. You seriously don't care about anyone else and the sad part is I still care about you! Well thanks because of you Im a different person. And the things you said to me are always in my head every time I SH. I wish I could blame you for everything but I don't because I was the person who trusted you and put you before everyone, even myself! Never again. Thanks for not caring like everyone else. At least now I know I can't trust anyone!

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

Too good to be true, right?

[Haylee.]

...you always make me smile. And if I could see you face to face, which I can't bc your so dang far away, I wouldn't say anything, I would just kiss you.

[Zyzz]

Sometimes dude you just need to shut up, I don't care that you dont want to be at work, neither do I, But if you just shut up and quit bitching about it we'd get out quicker.

[Haylee.]

I wanna tell you how I'm feeling. But of course I can't, bc idk if you feel the same way. I'm really starting to think ya don't. Ughhhhhhhh.

[savealife723]

There's no point in trying anymore. It's finished. Done. Over. Ended. Completed. Understand that, and let me move on with my life. Better yet, move on with your own. You should have known that goodbye's always been my favorite word. There's nothing stopping me this time. I feel nothing. It's really and truly over. So just leave.

[fullofsecrets]

I'm sorry you'll only listen to what they say and not actually get to know me yourself.

Your. Fucking. Loss.

[Spellbound]

I see stuff like that and it makes me sad. Because that's exactly how I feel about you. And I want to say those things to you but I know you won't say them back. You already consider someone else to be your best friend, and it doesn't matter if I consider you to be mine. I will never mean that much to you even though you mean the world to me and even though it kills me inside, I guess I'm going to have to deal with it. I suppose you're really not my best friend. It's pathetic to call someone that when they seem to barely consider you a friend lately.
I've done all I can to show you how much you mean to me. I've said things to you I've never told anyone else in my life. I guess it just hasn't been good enough for you. I'm sorry I'm not what you've wanted. I just want to let you know that you're more than good enough for me and all I have ever wanted is to mean the world to you like you do to me.
But I never get what I want, so I suppose it's time to give up hope.

[Smileandstaystrongx3]

Dear old crush
Even though i've moved on I still care about you and i'll always be here. I really wish we'd became better friends. I......Love you.

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

Yes, totally jealous. Wasn't expecting it to sting that much, actually.

[ilovecountrymusic]

I wish you'd appreciate me for how I am, what I do and try to do and not just look at all my failures. You say you love me, you say you care but honestly actions speak louder then words. Start showing me that you love and respect me for who I am and maybe I'll start to come around. Balls in your court.

[fullofsecrets]

Sometimes I wish I was dead. Then I could see if you really missed me or not.
Because right now, you don't. You don't love me. You don't even know what love is. If you loved me, you wouldn't do this to me. You wouldn't make me feel so worthless.
If you loved me, you wouldn't make me cry on purpose.

[musiclife]

i dont know what to do anymore. im tired of your verbal abuse. im tired of you making me feel worthless. i get straight a's and its still not good enough. im fucking done but im stuck here in fucking hell with you people. i just want to get emancipated but in the courts eyes there's nothing wrong because we are all too good at playing fucking perfect.

and to my fucking rapist. fuck you. i hate that you look at me everyday in the cafeteria like nothing happened. i hate that i miss you and the brother sister bond we used to have. i hate the way the things you say to me get stuck in my head. i HATE that i owe my life to you. i hate you, but in a fucking sick way i still love you.

to josh, i love you. in one month youve become a HUGE part of my life and i dont think you understand how much you mean to me. you make me forget everything bad in my life. i love you for accepting me after all the shit ive been through. i love that you dont tell me to just get over things. i love that you understand and let me rant to you. i love that you just want to make me happy. i love your good morning and good night texts. i love the random texts at 2 in the morning telling me how much you love me so thats the first thing i see when i wake up. i love that you tell me its my decision and let me make my own decisions even if they are the wrong ones. i love how amazingly positively you are after everything life has thrown at you. you are an inspiration. and i love you<3

[The Goblins Blade]

Why cant you just leave me be?

[Loving Linux Penguin]

Why'd you let me on like that? You made it look like you loved me...but you say you don't. You hurt me, bro

[ShesNotThere]

We aren't even considering the same types of schools...I love you more than anything and I know our friendship will last, but I'm still terrified we'll drift.

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

I'm really sorry

I wish I weren't so shy. I wish I could gather the nerve to talk to you. I know even if you are a tad bit interested in me you will lose interested. It isn't fair....I wish I could just hold a normal conversation with you. I might come to find that I enjoy what you have to say. Just saying hello and talking doesn't mean I am committing to anything. God why am I such a chicken? Why can't I be brave?

[Zyzz]

One day I'd really love to show you how much I care. To cheer you up when your feeling down. And to doctor you up when you are sick.

[Confusion_central]

Tay, you make me smile in a way I never have before. you are the first person in a long time that has made me blush in a good way. I want you to know that you're special to me. You make me feel special that is what keeps me in a good mood from day to day. I've never felt things like i feel whenever we talk and sketch on that internet game that we're so good at ;P. I always wonder how you feel about me..i'm really unsure but i know i care for you. I'm afraid to ask, not because i'm afraid of the answer, but because I'm shy. you are the first person on the internet that i've ever been shy around. again i say, you are special to me <3

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

I can't. I'm sorry.

I keep hoping and praying that something good will happen but I know it won't.

I wish I was stronger.
I wish I were braver.
I wish I was wiser.
I wish I weren't so damn shy.
I wish I were prettier.
I wish I were more confident.
I wish it weren't so hard...

[Stargazed.]

You would've been the best thing to ever happen to me. Next month is the 2 year anniversary since you left me... I'm not sure how I'm going to take it. </3 12.09.09 E>