Say something you wish you could say to their face.

[Pandaloo]

i cant stand it any longer. i dont know what i am going to do or what to do its so argh. each time i look at you it just gives me chills and every single little motion just makes me want you even more and it hurts so bad when i know that im going to lose you soon and i wont be able to see you as much as i do now. everything, your scent, your eyes, your hair, your everything to me. you dont even know it but i always feel as if your mine as if i have to protect and and be there for you.
and when you speak to me i choke and the words dint come out as i want them to, and i blush when i do and get nervous its too hard.
i wish all the time, and i dream all the time for you to say you feel the same about me.everyday.in my dreams.when i fall asleep.
i wish i would cherish the few seconds i wake up in the morning when i forget everything and dont remember what kind of stupid crisis im in.
i feel hopeless. lost. and i feel like im never going to get what i really really want.
im absolutely head over heals for you. i really feel like i love you like nobody else ever will, can, does or could.

[losing touch.]

I've never met anyone in my life like you. You're amazing. I Love you.

[bitesize]

~ Woah. Guys, what is going on?¿ Going out with the two of you is seriously like stepping into a really, really awkward freezer. Jesus, we couldn't HELP but notice it today. I miss the way you guys are supposed to be. I miss seeing you amazingly happy and all over each other. I miss double-dating with the two of you and NOT leaving feeling terribly awkward and guilty for being so happy-couplish.
You've been torturing each other for about six months now. Either sort this out or put this out of it's misery.

~I think I love you more when I guage your little insecurities.

~ Gurr. Back off, bitch.

[flyingpancake]

I'm disappearing, and it's your fault.
But I'm happier than I've been for two years.
And you're doing nothing to contribute to that. In fact, you're bringing me down.
I have to go to bed earlier than you call. Goodnight.

[newbie552]

why do you have to be like this? you're always hurting me wether it's leaving me in the dark or dtiching again and again and acting like you're little miss innocent angel when you're not even close to one. Everything in your life is ok so don't say it's a soap opera, you have no idea what mine's been like. And people making fun of yur hair is NOT a big deal so stop whining about nothing

[Tara.]

I don't wanna go to your house. Quit calling. Leave me alone. K thnxbye.

[Jake]

Fucking slut, go die. Really please, i hope something finally pushes you over the edge and you kill yourself.

[MadPoet]

Do you find it God damn funny that I question my life every day?
That I question my faith, everything I thought I believed in?
Do you get your kicks from watching me hide my arms, and try to hold back tears back every day? You had no right to do this to me. You're a bitch, you know that? I meant it when I said it. And even though it got everyone I thought I could trust hurting me more and more every day, and my fear of every setting foot there again, I'll never take it back. Ever.

If you feel suicidal again, just let me know.
I'll hand you the knife.
And trust me. I mean that. I really do.
You've hurt me, so damn much. You really have.
And you know what? I'm done. Done crying. Done wishing.
Go to Hell.

[BrittneyNicole]

Go the fuck away! I don't like you. You're 29. I'm 18. It will NEVER happen. Not to mention that you're gross? How is that the FIRST time you lay your eyes on me you automatically go to thoughts of SEX?! And then TELL me. Eww. Go away and stop messaging me. Stop texting me. Don't come to the firehouse. You aren't a member there so don't try. I won't let you in. I'm 'dating' someone else. Go the fuck away!

[Wishable]

Originally Posted by aloharocker

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you I LOVE YOU i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you
if i say it enough times, i might believe it. i was over you, and every time i get to that point, you come back, and i want to love you again. i fucking hate that you have that control over me. i miss you so much. i miss us. i fucking hate you.

exactly.

When did we fall apart?
Or did you lie from the start
When you said, it's only you
I was blind, such a fool,
Thinking we were unbreakable

[MadPoet]

I can't make it through this time...
Don't take me to any more appointments.
Don't waste your money on pills.
I probably won't even be here in two years from now.
Just give it up. I have. I did a long time ago.

I think you are oblvious, but thank you.

[Wishable]

I loved you more than anyone before, and no one has ever hurt me as much as you did.

[Bibliophile]

Let me hold your hand.

[flyingpancake]

I'm so close to giving up.
But why should you care?
You just don't care. About anything.
Fine.

[Tara.]

I'm sorry. I miss you. I love you.

[Skeleton]

You said that you wished there was someone out there thinking of you, your wish came true because I'm thinking of you. I hope everything you said is aimed at me because I don't want to be the only one.

[Walking Contradiction]

when you said to 'go cut yourself, emo', that's exactly what i wanted to do. and when you call me fat, it makes me want to be sick, over and over. why can't any of you morons realise this?

[rockerbabe12292]

Jane,
You and I used to be best friends until you changed. Now all you do is drink, smoke pot, and sleep around. You're ruining your life, and everyone hates you for it. Even I hate you for it. You sit around thinking you're better than everyone else while you make fun of them, and make them feel even worse. You're not better than anyone. If u only knew what you've turned into. You're the person we used to always talk about and criticize. good for you jane.

[Nope]

I miss being close. We use to be inseparable and then I went and f*cked it up. I miss you, I need you, and I love you so much. I wish we could start over. I would do anything to just cry on your shoulder and tell you everything that's going wrong in my life, and I'd know that you'd listen to every word I say. I would do anything to hug you and hold you close knowing that we were best friends forever and nothing could change that. I wish you'd look at me with your eyes filled with care and love like you use to. You were my best friend, my care taker, and my other half. I miss you--I love you.

[BrittneyNicole]

I wish you'd make up your damn mind.

[Trickmatic]

I wish you were interested in anything that I have to say.

[MadPoet]

Don't tell me God cares.
God's an ass hole

[bitesize]

Oh my God.

[wanderlust]

-you bastard youre back for one weekend and you already take my wheels and now youre trying to edge in on my food! go back to college!

-I'm not sure whether i care so much about you that it scares me, or I dont care enough at all.

[LucyLouWho]

-I thought you were my friend. Guess not. Friends don't let guys come between them.
-You make it so obvious that you're jealous.

[hopefaithlove]

I'm fed up with you treating me like crap. Friends don't treat friends that way. You're such a mean person, and I can't believe I consider you a friend.

[Casey.]

-I would tell you that I love you, But I doubt you'd still be my friend.

-I will NOT sleep with you, get that through your fucking head! I'm not interested in you, not like that, now leave me the hell alone.

-Stop fucking laughing at me!IS it my fault I fall? Is it my fault that I have speech issues? LEave me the fuck alone!!!You are NOT fucking better than me.

[star_crossd]

I'm sorry mom and dad, but I'm still a roller coaster, still chaotic, even with the meds. And I still feel more comfortable talking here, on TH, than I ever felt with you. Its just how I am.

And it really sucks because right now, I really feel like I could use the type of advice parents are supposed to give their kids, but we never had that kind of close relationship, did we? Well here it is: I'm so confused, being 16, hormones fucking with me, feeling like I'm growing up too fast and yet, not fast enough.

God, I wish....I wish I had someone to love, someone to talk to. But life isn't a happy fairy tale story, is it?

[BrittneyNicole]

I'm glad I finally told you how I felt. It was scary.. but it seems to have worked for the best. And now we have plans for tomorrow night. And this coming Thursday and Friday and Saturday and Sunday. And we'll get to be alone and won't get interrupted since I have my house to myself! You're amazing and so smart and I think I like that the best about you. Thanks for teaching me some cardiology tonight.

[Fictional]

shut the hell up saying you look so terrible, you're gorgeous and you know it. and you know how low my self esteem is, so SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!! I can't stand hanging around with you when you just go on about how crap your amazing hair looks, and how you need to loose weight when you barely fit into a size !), and you know that i'm two sizes bigger than that.


I hate you guys hanging around with us. You two are honest to god two of the most rreatating people i know. when you take my friends away, don't you realise how crappy that makes me feel? you're part of the reason that i can't open up in school, that i'm so withdrawn, quiet, shy, invisible. I hate you. when you talk, when you laugh at nothing, i want to rip your goddamn heads off. go back to your old crowd, they might actually want you there.


i think i maybe kinda like you a little more than i planned to =S



you should've seen me yesterday. i enjoyed myself. i was myself. it was amazing.

[bitesize]

I think you've been smoking behind my back. When the deal was I give up cutting and you give up smoking. You suggested it yourself. And you don't know that it's been the hardet thing I've had to do, and it's been so difficult. And I couldn't get away with cutting because if I did it you'd find out, whereas you could smoke behind my back and not tell me. I don't like to think that you've been deceiving me. But why do you owe him a pack?¿ And what happened to the rest of that pack Adam gave you at Frano's?¿
I don't want to think of you as a weak person...so please just tell me I'm wrong.

[justanothergirl]

C**** : You think that any situation can be changed so it is "fabulous," and you think you understand what I am going through. But you don't. Stop applauding me for strength, because I feel weak.

World - I want to cry. I want a shoulder to cry on, but one is not there. I am afraid to seek that shoulder I need dearly. I yearn to be cared about, nurture me. I want you to be concerned about me, I want you to be worried. But physically, there is nothing to be worried about, is there? Nothing your eyes can see. But instead you all think I am one of the stronger ones. I am, on the outside. Not in my soul - someone please care.

[MadPoet]

I'm sorry I've hurt you guys so much. I didn't mean to do this with your lives, and it hurts to know that I seriously have hurt you guys so much, I never thought it would. I can't promise not to self harm again, but I can promise that I do feel terrible, and I'm so sorry about all of this...

[ConcealedEminence]

~~~
How can I possibly say this right to you? The fact that I know nothing about you besides your name and your possible sexuality is just even more confirmation of how this makes no sense. Is it because you and I could be possible? Is it because I find your shyness around people a little bit cute? We're the same gender. In this school, we would probably be beat up, but so what? Maybe we could just hang out a bit and get to know each other, maybe a date or two? I'm not sure how to say it, but I think I might love you.

~~~
Is there something you want to say to me in particular? Do you just think that because I'm attracted both sexes that I am lesser then you? Or that you can throw it in my face like an insult?! Everyone has bad days, yes, but the fact that you practically shunned me fore life simply because of a freakin PICTURE that I drew of you, and not JUST YOU, but your girlfriend and soon to be the other people we both know, is really telling me that you just don't like me. You didn't act like this before I told you my secret, so why the sudden change?!
Do not even think that I have some sort of crush on you, please. Thats just plain disgusting. You're not my type in any way, and I'm really hoping that such an assumption is just me being paranoid. Sometimes, I really hate you. I don't care if you're homophobic, and I don't care if you just hate me. Get out, I don't want to talk to you.

~~~
You're like a brother to me, and I want to tell you about my bisexuality. I want to tell my closest friend everything, but I have no idea how you would react. After all this time, I have absolutely no idea. You say you support gay marriage, but there is such a difference between thinking and seeing! What if I told you I had a crush on another guy? That I fantasize about being with a man rather then a woman for the majority of my nights? WHat then? Would you shun me, or would you accept it? Would you just ignore it, or tell your parents who would no doubt shun me and bar me from your house? I want to tell you, but I don't know if I can.

[flyingpancake]

I don't want to hate you. I love you. But you're making me hate you.
Why the hell are you doing this to me?
If I talk to you about it again, you'll just feed me another sweet little line, & I'll swallow it. Again. I'm getting so fed up with this.
It's not that hard. I'm not asking much at all. All I want is for you to care about me.
You're losing me.

[Fictional]

why can't i bring myself to talk to you? i'm sorry... ='(


Why do you leave it toother people to notice when something's wrong? why do you always ignore me so much? why do you insist on making me feel like i might as well be invisible? i hate you guys sometimes.

i ... uh... think i maybe kinda like you a lot...

[Prozac]

i just want to be diagnosed.

[Hdjdjdjduvieg]

ouch..............

[Algernon]

I moved out the night of my 18th birthday.

It's been 3 months or so. And I haven't been back. And I'm making it.