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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I've only met one other boy who has an eating disorder.. The second? My... My baby :'(
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I am calling police tomorrow.
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I don't always want to get better. I miss the pain and I miss the comfort of the walls I built around myself for protection. It feels like I'm starting all over now, trying to learn an entirely new way of life. At least before, I knew what I had and where I was headed. Now I really don't know.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I cause everyone around me pain. I don't mean to and no matter how hard I try not to it doesn't work. I am a HUGE burden to everyone.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I don't know what to do, I'm so in love with you and can't imagine anything otherwise. It kills me not being able to hold you and have you really love me. Why can't we just make it work...
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I don't know how to feel. I've got great friends, I'm in love, but why do I still seem depressed?
Jay. |
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I don't mean to hurt them when I hurt myself or try to kill myself, I honestly don't but it does hurt them, and I don't know how to survive without hurting myself, which means I have to hurt other people and I don't want to hurt them but I have to. I don't know what to do anymore.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I think I still love you.....even though I'll deny it to anyone that asks....
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I'm using my neighbours wifi and they don't know :P
Jay. |
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I hate my job.
I don't think that my mom loves me anymore. I'm embarassed having sex beacuse i feel that I am not good at it. I don't believe that life is real. I don't want to be happy, because happiness is something that can be taken away. |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I have licked another girl's pussy and I am not gay.
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These morbid dreams make me want to destroy myself.
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Life would be a lot less complicated if I didn't love her.
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I've had dream sex with you a total of six times xD
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I burned again, mum, and you'll never know.
Jay. |
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I wish I was a girl
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I miss holding you and sleeping with you and want to just go in there and lay down with you every night.
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I'm on at school and no teachers will know :dance1:
Jay. |
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I fall too hard and too fast. But maybe that's okay?
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I'm depressed but this is the first time I've felt half-way normal. Thanks :)
Jay. |
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I can read every single persons post who posted in white with ease.........yeah, im cool like that ;)
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I'm considering screwing the limits. Literally. :hehe:
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I hate myself so much
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I just want to change his life in a good way... Instead of making it worse and taking. :'(
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I want to give into the urges so badly right now... I just need to feel better and the more I prevent it, the worse I feel. I just don't want to hurt my friend- right now, that's the only reason I haven't hurt myself again :/
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I fucked him his girlfriend and his twin and I regret none of it
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I'm have such bad urges right now and I don't know if I can resist them any longer.
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i like knowing i could snap your arm like a twig and beat the life out of you...i love knowing it.
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I still love him....and deep down inside I wish those two would break up....so I could just have him again....
I think I'm going to kill myself.... or cut, one of the two anyway..... I dream about him every night, and constantly think about him in the day.... its overwhelming.... my hearts obsessed with him and my brain is spinning....so much... Every time we hug or even just catch each others eyesight, I whisper to you in my mind so you can't know.... "I love you Matthew...." |
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My dirty little secret you say??? I'm 11 and I masturbate daily ;)
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
I feel absolutely horrible right now. I'm in so much pain; I'm not okay. I never will be. I wish I wasn't so afraid. I know I can talk to you, but I don't want to bother you. I'm still afraid to ask for help. And I don't want to hurt you if I end up giving in anyway. I'm just so sick of life.
I really need a hug... |
Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
If you hadn't of raped me i would have been your girlfriend about now and that kills me inside, it also kills me that i still care about you when i shouldn't, that i'm not going to report you when i should. I trusted you and i'm going to miss our friendship, i truely truely am.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets.
i wanna cut again. and i wouldnt tell anyone. Not like anyone cares... maybe i will
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I feel like I'm asexual but nobody will believe me because I've done sexual stuff already. But I would much rather have an asexual relationship.
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I know full well that there is literally nothing holding me to this earth anymore.
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Hmmmmm.... I love two people. One is my best friend and I loved cuddling her. The other is my boyfriend <3
Jay. |
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I haven't been listening to my doctor about staying off of my broken ankle completely. It's just not reasonable for me to be bedridden for 3 weeks.
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i give up on being strong.. bye 58 days SH free..
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I'm in love with my best friend.
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I have killed you over a hundred times in my dreams.
I have been killed over a thousand times in my dreams. I don't know why I bother with it all.. and, I don't care that my cuts hurt, I want more pain.... I seek it, I need it, I want it. |
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