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I attempted suicide last night, then when I stopped poppin the pills I regretted ever trying. I'm glad I'm alive.
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Somedays I wish I could be someone else
- Justin |
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I feel like I'm becoming someone who I never wanted to become. I've broken and thought of breaking promises that always seemed so important, even with that, I can never go full way. I'm stuck between wanting to break free and do those things that I never wanted to do and wanting to run far far away and get back to that innocence I no longer have.
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I want to run away.
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Fat and ugly
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i wanna die again
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I'm afraid to die, but I'm not so sure about living anymore.
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I'm scared I might be pregnant.
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I want to die.
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I'm still waiting for the moment everyone realizes I'm not worth what they think I am and they all leave me.
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This is the fourth time I've posted this, but each time I chicken out and edit. I might do that again, but:
My penis is 1.8 inches long with 1.6 inch girth. It's incredibly tiny, and it embarrasses me. - Justin |
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I want to die.
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I went down to CVS to buy laxatives and a magazine for thinspo. Nail polish and a notebook were just to cover it up.
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I'm scaring myself.
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I really think I might do it this time. I don't want to phone the out of hours team.
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I've been trying to limit the amount of food I eat to help save money. I'm afraid I might eventually take that too far...
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I found a pacifier from my childhood. Sucking on it calmed me down, so I went and bought a new one. It stopped me doing something I'd regret, but I feel ridiculous.
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I've come to terms with the fact that all I am is a doormat. People walk all over me without a single regard and I'm actually okay with that. I don't need to be the center of attention, and frankly, blending into the background sounds like a marvelous idea. Being on stage, singing a solo, saying a line, those are different. Everyone knows the stage is a mask for what we truly think and feel.
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I think I have an eating disorder
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I'm scared to go back to work. I don't know if I can handle it.
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I slipped up and purged for the first time in over 3 years. I feel like shit.
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I loved him. <3 Not the same way I love my partner, but I loved him.
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I'm scared of myself.. I'm not even sure what I'm doing anymore.
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im still a virgin.
and i made friends with my gynecologist and now when ever i go she fists me. |
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I read the limit of pills I'm suppose to take, and now I have a guess on how many I need to take before I'm going overboard. I'm ashamed in myself.
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I don't want to be alive anymore.
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I’ve been waking up at midnight and going on two hour runs, even though I’ve been sent home from Uni to recover. I can’t keep fighting anymore, but I hide it all away inside.
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I'm scared of getting better
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i've though bout killing myself again and again. sometimes i jus want to run away. i give up on everything...im still in love with my ex and i feel like im hurtin my bf
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Worried about this working out.
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Today the depression came back, but not full force, the thing is I know that eventually it will come back stronger than ever. I'm incureable.
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I have a huge crush on two different people....
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I lied to get out f school. I can't face him anymore, it's just too hard....
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My boyfriend is leaving for like two weeks, and I'm kinda happy.
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I'm afraid of being alone and will do almost anything to stop it from happening...
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Last night, I was really close to running away. The only thing that stopped me was knowing that I had no place to run.
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I want to say words that I don't mean, to break off something I don't want to lose, so that I don't feel this anymore, so I can run and run away from all of this.
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When I'm walking down the street I always have thoughts about how easy it would be to just jump in front of a car and end it all.
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I want to starve again.
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Every time I look in the mirror I am disgusted by what I see.
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