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I fail at living and dying.
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You say I shouldn't get mad at myself for my past but how can I not when it blocks me from trusting you.....
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I don't want to go hang out with you guys. You barely spoken to me since we graduated high school and now all of a sudden you like me? Ugh, I'll go just to make it look like I care.. but honestly, I don't.
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Before going out, I dance around my room lip singing to Taylor Swift while also burning my fingers off from flattening my hair, poking myself with my eyeliner pencil many times, and trying on ten million different outfits.
Yes. I use the hairbrush sometimes as a microphone too. :hehe: |
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I actually like a few of Paris Hilton's songs *)
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I can only talk through a screen, anything else can easily make me break down.
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My dog is the love of my life :dem: I even have a song for her "That's why Jasmine is my lover because I love her yes I love her" Although to people that know me I guess it isn't really a secret XD and I don't love her THAT way XD
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I'm really emotional and it's scary.
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I can't stand being here. I am useless, you were right.
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I don't usually shave anything but my underarms nd legs because if I don't have pubic hair, I kinda feel like a little girl.
Hearing my ex say he broke up with me because I was a cutter made me wanna cut myself to death. If I ever see my brother again I'll beat the life out of him. I think I'm a lesbian. |
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I try to hide the fact the I am depressedand that I cut myself from my family.
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I put on a fake smile even I am feeling horrible, in order to please others.
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Someone needs to save me from myself.
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I've dropped so many sizes and I still want to drop more.
I wish I had the willpower to not eat. |
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Sometimes, I wish I had the balls to actually finish the job properly and kill myself. Strike that. Most of the time.
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I tell my aunt I don't care, but every time she tells me to stop acting like a little kid, it kills me.
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Im tired of living
I don't want therapy anymore. i wish it wouldwork wheni try to kill myself Someone save me. |
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I'm insanely jealous of my best friend. She's perfect, and I feel like when my mental illness came along, she thought she'd get one too. I know that's not true, but it's how I'll always feel.
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I am quite certain I have become invisible again.
Such a worthless piece of shit who can't even starve herself correctly. So fucking disgusting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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I shouldn't feel this way. I should've said yes to him when I had then chance, even if he is a bastard. I shouldn't be waiting for something that will never happen.
You know that feeling that I get? That guilt eating away at me, that confusion, that overwhelming urge to cut? I'm getting it right now...but this time it's stronger...I don't want to just cut...I want to die tonight... If it wasn't for that stupid promise I made you, I would be dying. I would probably be dead. You have saved my life time and time again without even knowing it...but can I really keep it together tonight? I wish you would read this, but I don't. I just wish you would realize so many things, and I had the courage to tell you so many more... I think I might love you |
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I found you on here and read it all.
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I'm terrified of myself.
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I'm sorry. I'm a big fat liar.
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Whenever I say, "I don't care" is exactly when I realize just how much I really do care--something inside me cracks and I just start to fall apart, but I keep the fake smile and sarcastic attitude so that you won't notice :
I want to tell you, but I'm scared of you. I'm scared of what you'll think of me if you know I'm even more like him than you realized. I'm afraid of who I might be...what if she's right, and I really am a bad person? If I really am a bitch? |
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I had a sex dream about my girlfriend's sister.
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I want to change everything about myself.
Sometimes I want to drop everything and move to Florida to be with him. I'm honestly terrified of falling in love again. I need something to live for. |
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I don't know whats wrong with me.
and if there was...who would care? |
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I crave ripping my arm apart.
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I still smoke, and the only reason I'm thinking about quitting is because of the judgement. I hope it kills me.
I've been hoping and praying to nobody for months that you'd ask me out. Thank you for giving me a chance. I'm not sure if I'm supposed to be female or not... |
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sometimes i wish my partner never had kids b4...they all have sexual behavioural issuse and i know its not their fault but they scare me and im scared they will hurt my girlz, i wish i could tell him to forget about them and not to go 4 custody.
i blame myself for everything thats happening to my family |
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I hate my job and I wish I could quit so I could spend more time on the apartment. I wish he took the SC job...then I wouldn't have to work...I'm not lazy, but I hate being in work environments. They scare me. And I feel so self conscious. I hate myself...I want to cut...I want to kill myself so I won't have to go to work..
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I'm giving up on life,i know i need help but i don't want it in a way.I'm going to end myself anyway so i don't see a point asking for help.
I'm very very lonely,don't have many friends and rarely i go out of my room. |
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People say it could kill me eventually, if that's true i just wish it'd hurry up!
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I fancy my ex boyfriends mum, and I always liked her over him. :p
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I have lied to my boyfriends face. more than once.
I am Ashamed. |
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I don't find my boyfriend attractive anymore. But yet I was finding girls attractive all over the place. I'm sick.
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I'm dreading seeing my boyfriend tomorrow because I know it's the last time four two months. :'(
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I hate myself
I ODED last night, and i cut my wrists I just want to be accepted for who i am I just want to be loved <3 |
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"I don\'t know if I just now noticed this, but you look like you\'ve lost a ton of weight."
I was flying high from that comment, until I caught a reflection of myself. I\'m as ugly and fat as ever. I don\'t know what\'s wrong with his eyes. |
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I might have Gerontophobia? :O
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