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I'm not saying I don't want to go to university just because it's scary - I genuinely don't think I could handle it.
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<3 i think you are so much better then..... but you are totally smitten over me and i'm very very glad cos i wanna spend the rest of my life with you
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I'm going to sneak behind your back and hang out with him... sorry.
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I'm avoiding everyone because I don't want to tell you that I'm over you :/
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I dance around in my pajamas when my family isn't home.
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erm....
I hugged a girl and I liked it (and she hugged me back):hehe: |
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I don't know how I feel about him coming to travel with me this summer.
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Before we were friends I kind of made fun of you. Well your song at least, which you posted on facebook. I always prefaced it with, 'this guy is really nice, but...', however, I know that doesn't make up for it. Not to be harsh... but it wasn't very... good. Good on you for having a go, though!
But now we know each other better and we're friends, I feel really bad about it! I'm sorry :( |
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It's not that I'm not depressed or suicidal anymore, I just learned to hide it better...So the police and "concerned" others would leave me alone.
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i used to not have a home because my dad could afford it
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I have quite a few actually.
i've just been diagnosed with pre-diabetes and a thyroid problem that causes me to gain more weight. ive never felt more fat. i'm hate the way i look, and constantly put myself down. i keep writing poems even though i think im bad at it ive been suicidal since i was 12, depressed since i was 9, but didnt cut until this year. i also have anxiety. whenever i see a happy couple, i get jealous. same goes with anybody thinner then me, or prettier then me. I like animals more then i like people. I'm bi, and in love with my best friend who lives 1500 miles away from me. |
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I may have made a mistake.
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When I was little my mom was forcibly removed from my life, so I slept with a security blanket until I was 12. I now sleep with two stuffed rabbits every night to help me cope with my abandonment issues, because I know no matter what, I'll wake up and they'll still be there.
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This week has been pretty rough.
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I'm worried if I don't keep going farther and farther with my boyfriends he will leave me...
I'm scared of losing him... I'm afraid that I actually need him now... I'm terrified he's lying and doesn't actually love me... But above all else.... I'm petrified that I might actually love him back... I think I'm ugly. I think I'm still too fat even though I'm skinnyish. I think skinny is pretty, but I want to be beautiful... I.... I think.... I actually want to be anorexic... Yes, I'm sure of it. That is exactly what I want. More than anyhting else... I want to be more beautiful for him... I want to stop eating... And where there's a will... There's a way... |
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I hate hearing about situations like this, it makes me feel so sad that people can dtreat other people like that, its just dumb.
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Sometimes I really believe that your asking the wrong question.
"What's wrong?" Instead of asking, hold me tight, kiss me, tell me you will love me no matter what. Anything. Cause usually that's all I need to make me feel better. Really! |
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I'm secretly making a song about my parent's constant fighting
I blast my music and dance around like an idiot when my parents aren't home :hehe: I like like my best guy friend but he doesn't want to go out with me I think I'm ugly with the weight I've gained and I'll the acne on my forehead and chin I dated a guy I met on onision.com for a few days when we decided it was best to be friends (but we still flirt a lot :hehe:) I think I'm becoming an insomniac I can't go a day with out at least an hour or two on the computer and my parents don't know that I like guys now (because when I was younger I promised I'd never like guys XD) |
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Haha . You fuck up. I make myself miserable with these choices. I never make choices for myself. I will reap the consequences I guess. If you asked me to decide based on what makes me happier...I guess life would be a lot different today.
I was very suicidal yesterday. I'm very suicidal today. It's really concerning me. It's at the point where the only solution I can find is to kill myself because tomorrow doesn't matter anymore? It hasn't been too long. Perhaps I'll wait to see what life brings me next? I remember my vicious cycles before. I can't go back to that. |
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My biggest insecurity is that I'm afraid of being compared to a girl's past lovers, when I do end up having sex with someone, if it ever happens... and it's forcing me to stay away from dating altogether. :(
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Even though I push people away sometimes all I really want is a hug and a shoulder to cry on.
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I just don't give a fuck about anything anymore...
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I feel like nobody actually hears me, so I've pulled away from everyone. So far nobody has noticed, and I'm happy with that.
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Sometimes...all I really want is a hug, but I'm too afraid to get close to somebody or ask. One person knew once, and it was one of the best hugs I've ever received. I just want that more often...
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all i can think about is what it would be like to kiss you. (;
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Losing weight... Thank god... ED please come back... I can do this... I'm ready now...
If he wants to move farther, faster, maybe I will. Even if I might not be ready... But I need to be beautiful first. You say I am but I'm just pretty. Just a little more weight and my tummy will be perfect. I want this. I'm ready for this. ED come back... please......... I'll protect you this time... |
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I don't love you... like I did yesterday...
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I'm in love with my ex-bf but he is dead already I said to people that I can't get in relationship because I wasn't ready... but the truth I scared of the possibility that my boy will cheat on me(because I never been cheated my anyone) I hate this boy but in every matchmaking website I write his name.. and we always get the highest match I hate my college.. I wish I can move back to my old highschool I hate my family I love being in crowd |
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I wish you would see me and not this masquerade.
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Truth be told, I'm moving to California so I'm not around when you go to jail and have to register as a sex offender. I love you, but I'm not going to let my name be attached to that..
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I don't actually feel beautiful or pretty, ever. I always feel insecure about myself, every little detail about myself I am insecure about. I wish I felt as beautiful as everyone says I am.
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I really really really miss my best friend.
Or maybe, I just miss having a best friend... |
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:) Everyone thinks that my mood is stable.
It's not. I almost killed myself last night. |
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We could be really close if we could both just get over ourselves and figure out how to just be friends.
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Even though I say I'm okay, I'm not, I'm not okay at all.
Taking away my medications away from me isn't going to stop me from killing myself. Every day I ask the Goddess to kill me. I think about self-harm every minute of every day. Nobody wants to be with me because of how fat I am. |
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I'm not sure I can be bothered with this relationship.
I think I prefer being alone and miserable. At least there's some continuity, rather than unexpected obstacles every 5 minutes. I do love you... I think. But what difference does that make? :( |
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I\'m secretly thrilled when he tells me I\'m cute, even though I pretend to be offended.
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I may act like a flirt but I\'m actually really shy and awkward.
And Its really uncomfterable for me when you tell me I have a cute butt. |
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I wear a leotard thing underneath my clothes to hold in my fat.
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I was just looking at Ke tour dates. o.o That\'s just shameful.
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