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half the time I'm not very comfortable with sharing deep dark things about myself because if my friends really knew all the deep things about me they probably wouldn't be my friends anymore
theres only one person I feel comfortable opening up to I sometimes watch porn |
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I think i'm finally enjoying life for the first time in a very long time.
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i don't know why i'm letting myself allow this to happen...
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I bought my first thong today.
I love college and the fact that I get to be my own person, and do my own things. =] |
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i watched porn for the first time in like a year yesterday, and felt guilty and worthless after.
I don't want him but I don't want anyone else to have him I'm sort of falling for someone who my best mate is also falling for. I haven't been truly happy in months, but I won't tell anyone but you guys. I haven't told any of my friends about two of the boys I have had sex with My name isn't Saphire. That will do for nowww. |
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I burned myself.
And I really am moving to Montana mostly for him. |
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I lost my virginity today to my boyfriend of 11 months tomorrow. We didn't use any form of contraception. Oops. xD But yeah, it was amazing. =D
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I want to say yes to you and give into all my temptations. (;
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A part of me wants to see her, just once, so she can't see she hasn't beaten me. She never will.
I want her to know exactly what she did, and also that I've never been happier and a part of that is due to not being trapped by her anymore. But a much larger and weaker part is still so afraid of her and just wants to run and hide from her forever. |
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I want your pity. All of you (in life, not on TH). Even more than I want your love.
And I know how low/ pathetic this makes me. I don't know why it's not working. I'm pretty fucking pitiable. (Not because bad things have happened to me- they haven't, conspicuously so- but due to the patheticism). (That's not a real word). (I wish self-harm didn't leave scars; it's my favorite vice right now). |
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I'm heterosexual but I think i have a bit of a minor girl crush on the lead singer Karen of Halestorm ever since i saw them live on saturday, hearing halestorms pretty much makes me jizz in my pants :S
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im not sure if i fully trust him. =/
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I think I'm falling in love with him...
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I've started crying everyday again.
I hope everything get's less complicated. I can't take the pressure. |
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Edit: I felt so ashamed, I deleted my post :/
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It was me, I'm not as brave as you think.
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i like being alone and i don't know why
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I don't feel like doing this anymore. I can't do this anymore, I think to myself and yet...
I had that exact same thought on repeat in my mind this time last year. And the year before that. And the year before that. This despondency is who I am now. I don't know that I'm capable of anything other than this self-absorption. I can't be anything to anyone, or mean anything. No one seems to be capable of reacting to me; I'm ignored. But I don't want not to exist. I'm curious. There are good little moments. So.... what the fuck to do? Continue, I guess, this way. Who cares that |
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I don't even know why I bother.
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I WISH I HAD THE GUTS TO PRESS DOWN. |
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for some reason... I am going through baby fever... I don't have any kids and i am not ready so why...
I was jealous of her, she had everything I wanted... I will admit I am falling in love with him... he makes my life worth living... |
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I remember that day like it was yesterday. Whenever I look at you, it makes me want to scream the truth. All I can say is that I'm sorry for doing that to you.
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1. When in public I text myself and call the automated bank service to look like I'm not entirely alone in the world...
2. This isn't a bad place, but I can't stand being here, but have no way out and it's killing me. When I "go to the mall" I really just park in random lots and read books just so I can feel like I'm not in this damn place. 3. He's the only person who makes me feel sane, but he's the hardest person to get to be around )-: I'm so lonely it makes me sick... literally. |
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I can't tell if i'm within the boundaries.
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If people keep treating me like I'm fabricating my mental health issues, I WILL snap!
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I just want to be accepted. I wantto be part of the crowd. I want people to like me for who i am and not what i show.
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He's the one person I feel fully comfortable with, the one person I can tell anything without feeling worried or embarrassed, the one person I know will always be there for me no matter what. Now in three weeks he'll be back and I'll have to decide if I want to start our amazing relationship again. I'm scared that it's the idea of that perfect relationship I love now, and not him. I want to love him but I just don't think I do.
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Im not happy with my girlfriend but im afraid if i dont stay with her i will be alone forever and i dont deserve to have someone always there for me and that is nice and doesnt drink away there problems like she does....i believe im dating a girl that has the same charactristics as my dad and i feel stuck
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I don't think I'll ever be able to function in "normal" society. :?
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I know she's playing me, but I'm letting it happen,
so whatever comes out of this I deserve it |
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i love youuuuu.... ._.
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#1 nothing would make me happier to see you, hold you, tell you how I truly feel about you, and never let you go.....
#2 I know that I wouldn't be good for you.... #3 I'm coming close to not giving a fuck about #2, and just going for it.... |
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i broke up with you because i want to be with him, i DID NOT cheat, and your never around you don't even seem to have the time for me
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i'm *this* close to losing my mind because of how i feel for you...
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You have no idea how much you mean to me...
You have no idea how much affect you have on me. You're everything and so much more. |
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you promised to be my best friend.
you never answer my texts. what kinda best friend are you? |
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i overdosed on gummy bear vitamins last week. :hehe:
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Why do you fucking ignore me now?
We were best buds , and someone got in the way! She makes me want to hurt her , she wrecked it all , bulliedme and turned you against me. I just wish she would move away or something! TBH I don't even know how she got into college , she's such a dumbass and never took studies seriously! |
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goodness just reading A FRIEND say they love you makes me go crazy...
even if it doesn't mean anything >_> i've never been the jealous type, why am i now? i'm just losing it. |
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I went to the doctors and found out I had gained (a very small amount of) weight. I wonder why it's not working... Tomorrow, I plan to quit eating... And I know if I lose just a small amount more, I'll probably end up dead...
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