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this is probably the worst confession of them all. And I don't plan to right my wrong by coming clean to my partner, but... I need to let it out because it still haunts me.
I cheated on you. I could say I didn't mean to, but I did. I used to tell myself it was because I needed his help and that theonly way to get it was through that... but I honestly don't know why. I've regretted it ever since and every time I see your face in the morning I pray you will stay with me. I have never loved anyone as much as I love you. i am ashamed to admit this happened. it will never happen again. i haven't loved anyone the way i love you. i know people say once a cheater always a cheater, but that just isn't true. i promise you that it was something that i will regret for the rest of my life. i hope hat i can keep you if you ever find out. i would tell you but i am too scared to loose someone i love soo ... soo dearly. |
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I don't think I'm going to survive this winter.
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And, I find it next to impossible to talk about myself. I have no clue why it's so hard... it should be easy... people like to talk about themselves, right? I fear that I will never be able to open up. Eighteen feels a long way away. Who knows if we'll live to see another day? |
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i have a lot of pills and i really want to take them today.
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I told you i would behave for thanksgiving, but i lied i cant resist..im going to do it anyways im sorry i love you..
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I've lied more times than you'll ever know.
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i'm not scared anymore - even though i probably should be.
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I prefer talking to some people on facebook than in real life.
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i hate that you're with her.
and i sadly wish that you two dont work out. i miss you like crazy. and i know i can love you better |
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ehhh. I like drinking, it feels good. also - I regret going to england. I want my money back! xD Goodness. There will never be somebody that comes along, loving, and trying to save me. You don't know what you ever had. I don't care. Live in a cave, and enjoy it. I just want my hoody back.
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I hate that so many people know abut my problems now. Suffering silently was much more style, and them knowing isn't helping.
If I could find a way I would kill myself. |
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I question my will power everyday. I simply don't have enough to control my life the way I want to. Healthy or unhealthy.
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I am so deeply jealous of the vast majority of people on this site. Your problems, while legitimate and, doubtless, painful, mean that you are living interesting lives. I can't read posts about girls dumping their boyfriends and crying or being dumped and crying or having relationships and feeling stressed out... without thinking, good, but i envy you. how damn lucky you are to be cared for, if only for a moment. Regardless of whether things are perfect- they're not SUPPOSED to be, that's not even the goal- you are loved. You know empirically that other human beings can, and do, take more than a passing interest in you. If you're upsetting someone, good. If someone is causing you pain, good. That is life. That is what we're here for, regardless of which deities you believe in or refute. If you're having trouble with your friends: good, you have friends.
Whatever I am doing now, this isn't life... it just a series of images and sounds and people who don't seem to know I'm here... I have food and water and shelter and an education. I am lucky. But anyone who has things beyond that... love, friends, a lover or something comparable, pain, passion, a past, memories of any description, talent... rejoice. |
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I don't like taking pictures anymore.
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I can't tell whether I'm happy or I'm mentally unstable.
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I can't tell whether I'm retarded or crazy or just really, really lonely.
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i'll be dead by morning.
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I question my sanity a lot.
I'm actually a little upset that I wasn't invited to my friend's birthday party /: even though I think it was just for close friends/family. |
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I'm having such an easy time pretending.
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Nobody knows what I'm been up toooo.
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fuck it all, all i know is that im sick of being me.. im sick of fucking up, im sick of regretting everything that i do. I hat me. why cant i be someone else. I want to start fresh but that's never going to happen i've gone to far down this path, theres no turning back now. and most of all Fuck you, you lied to her and you hurt me, nice to know assulted 3 times by three different people does it always have to be this way ?
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I wish/hope every day that things do not work out between you two because I am so afraid that if they do I will lose you as a friend. And, you are the first person that I have willingly let into my life and losing you would prove to me once again that I am not all that important. I hate being so selfish but I keep reminding myself that long distance relationships rarely work out.
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I wish I could go back to the day I first met you :(
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I know it\'s a mistake but I\'m too happy to care.
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I honestly don\'t know if i want to have a friendship with my ex friend/foster sister...too many memories that i\'m already left to deal with and to many friends lost because of are friendship.
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I\'m so happy it happened, but i want more.
I wish i could take the risk to find out, i don\'t wanna miss it. |
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Almost left last night...
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I wish that you would\'ve died when you tried to, I wish you\'ld leave me alone forever, I don\'t want to know you, you fucked me up, you made my life the living hell it is. Yet you come to me for help, and I can\'t say no, cose I\'m not that person.
Why couldn\'t you have died. |
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I hate being single... It hurts SOOO much being single...
And I don\'t want her ever. I will never be back with her. No matter how much I want to be in a relationship, i will never hurt you again. |
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he let me borrow his shirt for the weekend although he has a girlfriend.
...i wore his shirt alll weekend. and when i wasn\'t wearing it, i was holding it by my heart(: ifellformybestfriend. |
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I can\'t stop hurting myself.
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I\'ve let it happen once already and I won\'t stop it happening again.
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I never had a BF yet even if all my friends wants me to have one and trying to hook me up because I am afraid to.
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I love her. She saved me last night. It\'s actually Wednesday since I last ate properly. I need her to stop talking about cancer and tumours, doesn\'t she know I\'m terrified as it is?
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I don\'t want you back right now.
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... i had a dream about him last night.
and then today, i daydreamed about him... /; |
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I don\'t feel like me anymore.
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I feel selfish letting you love me when I know you deserve better.
It makes me want to hurt myself. |
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If it wasn\'t complicated, I don\'t think i\'d be nearly as interested.
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i was with emily the whole time.
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