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I know that your going and theres nothing I can do about it. Nothing will stop me now.. Where do I go when my families had enough of me.. Ive given up.. this'll never be over. Just let me die

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I'm killing myself.... in the next 7 days or less... I can't take this anymore... :(

I don't wanna be talked out of it this time... my mind is made up.

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I don't enjoy talking with over 70% of my class, yet I care for over 100% of them..
And so far, it's only gotten me hurt.....

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I relize that dying is bad.

I want to live. =D

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I used to think females had balls when I was little

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-I honestly wish I could save the world. I hate the state it's in, but things have bound me, and you can imagine how much support I have.
-I feel really bottled up. Kind of like I'll just explode one day, all my anger at breaking point.
-I'm nervous to explain my sexuality issues to my best friend. We have a very close-minded town, and I dont know if they will even accept me for being simply straight with a gay arousal. I'm hoping I can soon.
-Although I'm Catholic, I have some mildly different beliefs. I have no intention of leaving the church. However, I feel very trapped within my family. No form of honesty on my part.
-I wish I ccould just start over. I have such a "small, nice, brotherly love" reputation. It gets so annoying, and whenever I express myself, (such as my anger with no possibility of getting a date... with any girl I like) they just say "Oh that's so sad. However there's a perfectly simple solution that often involves waiting till college to get what you want!"
-I feel so pressured! My dad wants me to achieve a top-of-the-class scholarship to a university, but he also wants me to get a job, and act more responsible, help him everywhere, and still act like a kid! How can so much be expected? I know I probably have no idea what the true meaning of stress is, but i figure the stress in my head is greater than on the outside. Why do I have to make this so hard? Just another thing to improve!
I probably have more problems, but I really don't remember them right now. Hmm, I guess my worst secrets all have to do with my stress. I just love writing, and this will be the first place fo my thoughts to be leaked, so I guess I'm just excited.

My first plunge into Teen Help. Let's start fresh.

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I can't live without you.
But i can live without the pain.

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How long's it going to take you to realise I don't care?
I'm not yours, never was.

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Since you don't care why do you try and keep me alive?
I hurt someone badly,and it made me happy :D

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I'm jelous of my best friend
I'm the meanest to the people i love
I'm scared of starting my new school
I wish people would notice me
I want someone to say they love me and mean it
I don't want friendships to fade
I want to push away the people who pretend to care for me
I'm scared about what the future holds for me
I can't live the rest of my life where I am now, but i might be forced to
I wish more people would compliment me
I'm an attention seeker

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I hate you.

Pure and simple

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I like to make people take second looks whether it be because I look nice or because I look weird. I like the attention.

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I'm scared.. that you're not happy enough.

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I'm not the strong one.

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I'm angry that my mom is sick. And it may be selfish but it's true.

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It'd be exhausting and pointless to love you as much as I once did, but I still think you're beautiful and perfect. Wish I saw you more often; then again, when I do, I can't talk.
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I hope I was the girl you thought I was. because that'd mean it's possible for a boy to like me. which is a very third-grade thing for an almost-sixteen-year-old to say, but... yeah. and i think you're cool and i hope we meet up at camp this year.
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I also think YOU'RE beautiful and perfect. I'm glad we're becoming friends. I'll probably never see you after this year, but I hope I do.
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I miss you
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and you.

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She makes me forget, even if it's for one second.

Thank you.

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I wish during a game, I would get kicked hard enough to break one of my legs. Because, then I'd feel important... Just for a little bit.

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Ive cut agen. I cant cope, I cant do this. I want so desperately to die.

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I have 60 codeine pills and there's nothing stopping me.

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I've cut again. I cant believe I've done this, I was doing so well.
Im scared, this is all over. I cant not now, he wont let this go.

I dont want to die this way

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I've been with a married man and accepted gifts from him. I hate myself for it.

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Sometimes I wonder, if this is how it's suppose to be, you, me, we.
I cut myself just to feel like I'm alive, but inside I am dead.
I am no help to anyone, I just get in their way and make problems worse.
I can't get over my love for my best friends and fantasize about her and me when I'm with my boyfriend.
I am jealous of everyone around me ...
...I wish I was dead...

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I didn't mean to take them.
Honest.

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I don't want to be here anymore.
I don't want to barely make it.
Everyone would be better off if I was gone.
I'm sick of pretending and I'm sick of telling myself things will improve because they only improve temporarily and then everything goes back to the same fucking shit.
I don't know how much longer I can last.