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Beautiful boys make me want to starve myself <3 |
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Sometimes I wish my boyfriend was more comfortable with the fact that I'm pansexual...I wish he'd see that he's not going to lose me to a girl, but that I just want to play...
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sometimes I hate my friends for being so naive. I wish to be like them. I am afraid to lose them when my welcome in their world runs out, when they notice that I am so different from everything they fight for. I need them to see the beauty of the world.
No one knows that the darkness inside of me is still there, waiting to consume me. I'm bisexual. No one really knows. I've always known, I guess, but I don't want it to be true. |
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I'm confused, I don't know what changed.
I'm so lonely and all I've found from trying to change that is I'm not suited to living. I've been thinking about trying to give up again. A lot. |
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i wanna cut and just be completely out... for the most part.. =/
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I'm jealous of people who are able to go out and have a good time, in fact I hate them for being able to do that, but that's only on the surface; fact is, I hate myself more than anyone. I try and try to change it, by getting out of my comfort zone but each time, I keep getting shot down. Some days, I just want to hurt myself wheather that would be in the form of hitting myself, bottling it up, or most of the time, cutting. I just wish so badly for people to like me, but I always seem to feel alone no matter what.
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Hahaha the irony. You hurt me. I like you. I've liked you since I met you but you don't care. You're into someone else. Fine. I want to say I don't care, but oh, I do. And now I kind of hate you. It's the only way I can stop feeling so hurt and jealous. What would you do if you knew...? Would you hate me? =[
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I sometimes really freak out over the way I look, so much so I just wanna curl up and die.
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1. i don't have one friend in this world who i can tell everything to.
2. i might have an addiction to alcohol. 3. the only reason i don't cut myself more often is because i don't want people to ask me about the scars. 4. i am crazy in love with someone, but there are times where i can't say what i feel in the moment. 5. i am jealous of my sister's relationship with our dad. 6. i don't want to be alone anymore! i want someone to just be there for me. 7. i have an serious body image issues and have been dealing with an on again off again eating disorder. |
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what you dont know, is i dont plan on coming back, ever. what you dont know cant hurt you tho. right?
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I hate everything about myself. I spend my day laughing and having fun but when I go home I write out my suicide plans and wait for the right time for me to end this life. I feel like if I died this second ppl would come to my fureneral and laugh. I dont play on living past 16.
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im disgusting but thts not a secret.
i smile about you alot |
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My ex has gone off the rails since we broke up. Last time that happened he came back telling me how he loved me and he'd made the biggest mistake and was nothing without me. He friends told me that they think he'll do it again soon. I told them I didn't know if I'd take him back. In my heart I know I'd take him back in a heartbeat. Not because I love him, but because he's the only person who's ever loved me.
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i'm scared i'll die with regrets.
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No matter how my life turns out I know i'll end up killing myself regardless. I wasnt supposed to be born, that was an error. It's in my genetic make-up to be fucked in the head.
...I keep planning on how i'm going to steal the drugs from work to do it with. Not over-the-counter stuff. This is the stuff people commit murder to get their hands on. I know it'll kill me if I do it right. I feel terrible for thinking like this, but it's going to happen...sooner or later. |
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I pretend to be in the shower so I don't need to answer the phone.
I've never stopped loving you, it hurts to see you. You hurt me immeasurably. When you did that, you destroyed me completely. You were the first and only boy I've ever cried over. The only reason I didn't OD is because you would find me. I've eaten so little that I've been bringing up stomach acid. I feel sorry for you but at the same time I hate you for bringing me into it. I dreamt you died and I felt nothing. The thing I fear most is death but I'm obsessed with it. I've become a hypochondriac because I have a deep desire to be rally ill and in hospital so that people would visit me and I'd know they care.But I'm terrified no one would visit. I like you, but you're not him. No one ever will be. I can't let anyone get close, I don't deserve to be happy, no one could ever really love me. |
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- I don't like you..
- I want too be with you forever |
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and yeah, maybe it is a slap in the face every time she's not waiting for me after school.
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I haven't fallen in love for two straight years!
And I don't plan to for the rest of my life :P |
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I miss them
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i knew i was right, and that has 100% put me off getting back with you. well done :)
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i might be pregnant. and I can't tell anyone, because i'm worried they'll be mad at me. :sad:
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I wish I could run away and never come back.
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you dont know wat love is
if you loved D, you wouldnt have called him when you were trying to kill yourself if you loved your mother, you wouldnt scare her so much that in her sleep she says "dont leave me" if you loved your sister, you would act better so she wouldnt be this way and if you loved me, you wouldnt pull your hair out in the bathroom while visiting me at school... and then you wouldnt lie to me about your cuts you messed me up... do you know? |
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I have texting/computer sex with my girlfriend. Almost everyday.
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I answer phone surveys, just 'cause at least someone cares about my opinion...
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I miss you allready.
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My dirty little secret is that I get scared when I'm debating with people because I won't be able to say the correct thing. And after the debate I get so scared that I just feel like not returning to that place or seeing the person again.
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I'm in love with ma best friend, we cant keep our hands off eachother even thou she has a boyfriend
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I wish i never met them
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i like it when i argue with my mum because it gets her off my back for a little while.
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i feel so lonely a lot of the time even though i know i have family and friends around me.
i hate lying but i do it often because of my SH i get depressed when i'm with other people because i feel like i'm acting weird and saying all the wrong things. |
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I am extremely fond of older men, which is where all my problems ultimately lie; which is also what led me to Teen Help.
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i judge books by their covers
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It won't be long now... I promise.
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Everytime I say something harsh towards them, I cry and it gets harder not to everytime.
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im checking my phone to see if shes ringing me again, even if shes being so harsh that it makes me cry, just cos her voice is so calming to me
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It hurts to watch them move on with their lives while I'm stuck in this rut. =[
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There is an Evil being in Me. I used to wish he was dead. Because of that I no longer Love myself at all for that is no feeling I should have. And now I beat my self up to try and live up to the pain I feel.
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I slept with my ex a few weeks ago. I don't love him, and he doesn't love me. One of his female friends doesn't want him seeing me in case he does fall for me again. I plan to continue seeing him. Firstly because he is the one person I can be truely comfortable with, and so we're amazingly good friends. Secondly because I hope he does fall for me again. She hated me before she met me and told him I was a bitch; if she wants to make us her business, I'd rather it be grounded rather than silly accusations.
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