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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 19th 2009, 12:18 AM

i dont love my dad
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 20th 2009, 12:34 AM

The claw moved. I know you saw it.
I'm not losing my mind,

YOU SAW IT.

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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 20th 2009, 12:38 AM

- I gave in..and i dont regret it..I loved the release it gave..I missed the way i felt the blood against my skin.. i want to do it again and again and again...

- I love her so much!!


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 20th 2009, 12:42 AM

I like guys but I sometimes find myself attracted to girls. But I don't know if I'm bisexual.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 20th 2009, 01:34 AM

I have been very stressed lately...and it has taken a tole on my health.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 20th 2009, 02:22 AM

Everything's fucked up. I'm not meant to be like this, or in this situation.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 20th 2009, 03:06 AM

I can't tell you how I feel. I can't tell you anything.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 20th 2009, 06:47 AM

I kissed a girl and I liked it.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 20th 2009, 06:55 AM

I just don't know.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 20th 2009, 08:03 PM

So I have this new friend, and he's a real laugh. Always keeps me in a good mood at college and he's always nice. Thing is..I cant look at him. I cant look at him because I find him SO unattractive and I feel bad because he's nice. When I talk to him i'm always talking to his feet.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 22nd 2009, 03:00 AM

I thrive off of being praised. But I never am when I try my hardest. Now I fail so often that I'm praised simply for not failing, or trying to not fail.



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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 24th 2009, 12:14 PM

I was sad this morning when I signed on msn and didn't have messages saying you missed me... But, I'll play it off later so you don't feel bad.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 26th 2009, 01:31 AM

You scared me. I hugged you because I was so glad you were okay.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 26th 2009, 02:27 AM

I have been struggling so bad and I feel all alone on this.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 26th 2009, 03:29 AM

I'm starting to doubt this whole.. major thing. =/


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 26th 2009, 03:33 AM

I wet the bed until I was 8



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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 26th 2009, 03:33 AM

I hate you and I hope he never speaks to you again... And I hope it kills you.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - February 26th 2009, 03:37 AM

sometimes i hate the people that i love
sometimes i just want to end it
sometimes i wish we had never met
sometimes i wish you had never liked me
sometimes i wish i could live in my music
sometimes i wish i could wake up one morning and not remember my past because it hurts too much
sometimes i want to cut just so you'll have to care


I need you Jesus
To come to my rescue
Where else can I go?

el rescate no es un mito

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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 1st 2009, 01:38 AM

I'm a Lesbian who is too big of a coward to come out, and I also hate the ignorance that inhabits the world.


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Time falls away, but these small hours,
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 1st 2009, 08:13 AM

I wet the bed until I was 13
I wish I could live in my dreams and sleep forever.
I think I am going to be alone forever because I can't bring myself to trust.
I hate myself. So much.


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March 1st 2009, 11:44 AM

I'm gay.
I've finally come to terms with it, and I love the person I am now.
I've come out to almost everyone.
But I don't think I can come out to you.
Still, I expected that it would be harder to tell the person one is in love with (and really shouldn't be).

You know what? The next time I see you, in three weeks, will probably be the last time I am ever going to see you.

I'm going to tell you I love you. You should know that I do, with all my heart, even if you don't reciprocate.

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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 1st 2009, 01:46 PM

For years now, i always have doubts about my life, theres always been something missing... I spend money to forget that...



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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 1st 2009, 08:01 PM

I want to tell someone so bad that i cut, someone who could help me get better and be happy.

But at the same time i dont want someone to take away the biggest part of me.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 1st 2009, 11:00 PM

The only reason I know I am sane is because I have doubts about how sane I actually am. I'm so stressed right now, and I'm trying my hardest to hold onto the little bit of sanity I have left. Sometimes I wish I had some sort of mental illness so that I could be more unaware of things that were going on in my life.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 1st 2009, 11:16 PM

I want it to come back so people will ask about me, if im ok, and they will at least pretend to care. I don't want to get better.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 1st 2009, 11:39 PM

i love him and he hates me, i tell him that i dont like him, i tell everyone that i dont like him. i want to tell him but i am such a wimp

i hate the group of ppl that i hang out with, but i dont know how to get out

i want to kill myself, and i want to get help for that, but i dont know how to tell any body, no body wants to listen to me
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 1st 2009, 11:57 PM

i'm gunna miss her.


..and our dreams will break the boundaries of our fears..



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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 3rd 2009, 04:46 AM

I don't know what I'm doing.
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 3rd 2009, 06:11 AM

I miss the girl I used to be: strong and optimistic, who had dreams she believed she could reach. But she's gone and now whenever I look in the mirror, I want nothing more than to disappear.
I wish I could go back in time and change everything, fix everything.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 4th 2009, 11:54 AM

I wish they did, but know they don't. Wishful thinking is epic fail.

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I did something stupid... and now it hurts, and I cant complain about it to my friends because its my fault. Damn lol

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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 4th 2009, 12:12 PM

sometimes i sign into msn and if you're not online i sign right back out.. because you're the only person i want to talk to.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 4th 2009, 12:50 PM

~I think I love you. And I shouldn't. And it's wrong. And I already feel horrible for it. So, you can't ever know.

~I really would rather you in the hospital mom. After the heart attack, you just don't seem better. Not to the degree where you should come home! I know, you're stubborn, but I can't stop you from smoking here. Having you here, forgetting everything, it's too much for me to watch. You used to remember. I just want to know you're somewhere you can be safe.

~I completely blame myself for the heart attack too.

~Later today, I have an appointment with my psychologist and I hope she agrees that I need pills for my depression, panic and anxiety. I just, want to try it. And no one will listen. They think I can wait a little longer.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 6th 2009, 05:16 PM

I hate being me. I think I have mild depression, I'm not ever really very happy any more. sometimes i think nobody would notice if i died. i'm so confused about who i am. I skipped breakfast today. I might as well be invisible. I feel fat and ugly, and then i berate myself for thinking that, and it just makes things worse. I don't know what to do. Oh, and yeah I am bisexual.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 6th 2009, 06:04 PM

I'm scared...
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 6th 2009, 08:46 PM

Sometimes.. I think I just want to move farrrr away and start over. And when I was almost able to.. I chickened out and didn't want to leave my family and friends and work. In all honesty, I would love to live in Seattle.


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 6th 2009, 09:42 PM

i try to push everyone away because im so afraid of loseing them

i refuse to believe in love b/c its a state of happy i know ill never reach...

when i was little i felt like being destructive so i carved my brothers name in the back of a rocking chair and my parents yell at him for it, he was only 2 and didnt know how to write yet

i have sex with random strangers when i get drunk...and idk why....

my brother is my hero...and hes 4 years younger then me


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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 7th 2009, 03:34 PM

I hate everyone in general (aren't I a good catch =] )
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 7th 2009, 04:01 PM

I hate my life i don't know how much longer i can go on.
My soul is lost, no one cares thats not on this website.
My mate killed herself this week im confused as to why.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
im dieing in side and religion (christanity) only thing keepin me here
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"For God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control." 2 Timothy 1:7

"Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect." Romans 12:2

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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 7th 2009, 09:46 PM

I'm worried the hallucinations werent because of the drugs
I think im the reason so many of my friends have problems
Im to afraid to be honest with my psycologist
and i pretend to be thicker than I am for too many reasons to list
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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 7th 2009, 10:10 PM

For the first time in about 7 months i felt to urge to cut yesterday ( i used dbt skills so i didnt)
I didnt love him.
I did love her.
I never like being alone with God, it scares me.
I think i am falling for my bff...
I secertly wish i had an eating disorder...so i could be skinny.


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