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August 29th 2012, 12:09 AM
I think I'm going to pretend I'm happy again. Just like I did for so many years. Then when I finally told a few people, all except one didn't understand why I'd never told anyone before that I was depressed. In truth, I didn't know it at the time, but now I do, and things were so much better before they wanted to "help" me. I never should have said anything.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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August 29th 2012, 03:45 AM
i don't wanna be strong anymore.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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August 29th 2012, 06:06 AM
My secret:
I'm not gay but my first sex experiance was.
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August 29th 2012, 10:21 AM
I want laxatives more than anything.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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August 31st 2012, 03:28 AM
i'm back to lying all the time
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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August 31st 2012, 05:21 AM
I suppose I feel guilty for things I shouldn't feel guilty for. Plus, I hate change, I enjoy the same old silly routines. Oh, and some days I dream of horrific deaths.
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When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
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September 1st 2012, 01:43 AM
I'm scared of myself.
I'm tired of pretending I'm fine. I wish they didn't believe my obvious lie.
I'm about ready to give up. I don't know how much more I can take before I do something I will probably regret.
I might be suicidal if I wasn't so afraid of dying.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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September 1st 2012, 02:59 AM
I can't let anyone know when I self-harm because if I do then my step-mom will drink and if my step-mom drinks then my dad will kick her out and I will be all alone again. I need her, she needs me. If he kicks her out I know that I will attempt again and if it doesn't work I will end up back in the hospital.
"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."
"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."
Smile, you are beautiful www.operationbeautiful.com
Blessed Be!
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September 1st 2012, 03:45 AM
All I can think about is running away...to where? Haven't a clue. Why? Because my gut is telling me to. I don't belong.
When I'm sad I think, "I got a jar of dirt, I got a jar of dirt!"
You can't change fate, but you can change your attitude towards it.
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September 1st 2012, 11:42 PM
Eh. I consider myself firmly in recovery. Yet over 50% of the music on my ipod is borderline pro ana :/ The music is familiar and comforting. It reminds me of a bad period in my life, but a period where I felt so irrationally safe and secure.
Take as long as you need.
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September 2nd 2012, 12:34 AM
I drive myself crazy asking "why not me?" all the time.
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Forever and alway<3
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September 2nd 2012, 05:30 AM
It's been 102 days... I don't know if I can be strong anymore. I want to give up.
I love you <3 I'm here for you!! PM me or VM me for anything you need!!! STAY STRONG!
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September 2nd 2012, 09:07 AM
I'm not even trying any more.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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Did you miss me?
Outside, huh?
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September 2nd 2012, 10:50 PM
I sometimes wonder if there's something wrong with me, but then I remember I eat too much because I'm fat.
"Why want another universe if this one has dogs?"
Matt Haig - The Midnight Library
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September 3rd 2012, 09:03 AM
I just want to binge and binge and binge and binge.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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September 3rd 2012, 02:03 PM
I've got strong feelings for a boy who has a girlfriend. 
Take as long as you need.
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September 3rd 2012, 06:27 PM
I just wish this would end. I don't want to live anymore.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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September 4th 2012, 09:52 PM
its like im afraid
afraid to find what lies inside
i dont want anyone to see the real me
the broken damaged my just the perfect me i create on the outside
to scared to let go of the past
and whats happened to me
if someone sees
if they know
will i be an out cast??
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September 4th 2012, 09:57 PM
im broken
see me as i am or watch me as i go <3
you know my name not my story so shut the hell up
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September 5th 2012, 06:34 AM
I've been listening to songs, watching videos/movies, and reading books that I know will trigger me, but honestly I don't really care. I kind of want it to trigger me because if it makes me self-harm then I will get relief, quick.
"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."
"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."
Smile, you are beautiful www.operationbeautiful.com
Blessed Be!
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September 5th 2012, 11:12 AM
I spend all my money on food, and half of it I don't even eat.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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September 5th 2012, 07:38 PM
I can't believe I'm seriously considering sleeping with him. He's made it clear that's only what he's after, do I have ANY respect for myself left at all?
Feels nice to be wanted
Take as long as you need.
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September 6th 2012, 11:41 PM
I'm a bit hungry, but it's too late to go eat anything
Take as long as you need.
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September 7th 2012, 01:18 AM
I could have obtained this certification over a year ago. It's not entirely my fault but I still feel like a slacker.
L'Aviatrice
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September 9th 2012, 10:32 PM
I just wish my pain would end, either by you coming back to me or the final end. Im hurting that much i just dont care anymore
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September 10th 2012, 11:21 PM
I've already started planning.
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September 12th 2012, 02:51 AM
I'm jealous of all of them.
When you can't find your way home, and when life gets too hard to face on your own. I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown, I will walk with you, so you're never alone.
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September 13th 2012, 06:04 AM
Once again, I've taken on more than I can handle.
L'Aviatrice
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September 14th 2012, 04:11 PM
I've been having really dirty dreams, and my boyfriend hasn't been in any of them.
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September 15th 2012, 02:58 AM
I like to plan and carry out murders in my head.
For real. 
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September 15th 2012, 03:06 AM
Sometimes I still want to run away
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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September 18th 2012, 03:12 AM
The only friends I have are the ones that are in my head and my imagination isn't what it used to be :-/
-Let the Music Play- "There's no way to explain why life is filled with so much pain. But do the flowers ever grow in the places it don't rain?"
"But the unfortunate truth is that, while being different from everyone else can be exciting at first, ultimately it can get a little lonely."
"The floor seemed wonderfully solid. It was comforting to know I had fallen and could fall no further."
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September 26th 2012, 10:38 AM
1. I'm an asshole and everybody knows it.
2. I can't do anything right and continue to prove it to everybody I know.
3. I'm very close to giving up because I know that everybody would be better off.
something burning?
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September 26th 2012, 11:55 AM
Smiling and pretending to be fine Hurts.
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September 26th 2012, 12:03 PM
I gave a guy a blow job when I was 9! I feel like a total whore but he threatened me and I didn't want to and then he undressed me and licked me out and -shudders- then forced me to suck his, his cock. I feel totally gross and nobody knows. So when the rumours that I gave a guy head spun back to me it made me feel on edge  I don't want to live with this secret anymore
Jay.
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A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
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September 27th 2012, 03:34 AM
i have a plan. i don't feel safe
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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September 27th 2012, 04:06 AM
I did it again. I didn't want to, but I gave in, just like always. I feel so disgusting and no, I do not think it's "normal".
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Forever and alway<3
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September 28th 2012, 10:12 PM
I miss you...
I love you <3 I'm here for you!! PM me or VM me for anything you need!!! STAY STRONG!
TUMBLR<3 follow me
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September 28th 2012, 11:03 PM
I feel so ugly
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I can't get enough
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September 29th 2012, 11:44 AM
I'm damaged goods and anyone who dates me in the future will realise that pretty quickly
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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