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July 4th 2012, 07:22 PM
I attempted suicide last night, then when I stopped poppin the pills I regretted ever trying. I'm glad I'm alive.
When I'm sad I think, "I got a jar of dirt, I got a jar of dirt!"
You can't change fate, but you can change your attitude towards it.
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July 6th 2012, 05:47 AM
Somedays I wish I could be someone else
- Justin
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Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
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July 6th 2012, 06:56 AM
I feel like I'm becoming someone who I never wanted to become. I've broken and thought of breaking promises that always seemed so important, even with that, I can never go full way. I'm stuck between wanting to break free and do those things that I never wanted to do and wanting to run far far away and get back to that innocence I no longer have.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
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July 6th 2012, 09:10 PM
I want to run away.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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July 6th 2012, 09:27 PM
Fat and ugly
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July 6th 2012, 09:42 PM
i wanna die again
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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July 7th 2012, 01:49 AM
I'm afraid to die, but I'm not so sure about living anymore.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
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July 7th 2012, 09:36 AM
I'm scared I might be pregnant.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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July 7th 2012, 08:56 PM
I want to die.
This is the last night you spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
~Skillet - The Last Night
When Michael died, Megan was born. And I won't go back for anything. 
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July 7th 2012, 09:48 PM
I'm still waiting for the moment everyone realizes I'm not worth what they think I am and they all leave me.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
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July 8th 2012, 04:29 AM
This is the fourth time I've posted this, but each time I chicken out and edit. I might do that again, but:
My penis is 1.8 inches long with 1.6 inch girth. It's incredibly tiny, and it embarrasses me.
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Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick, erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick, rewrite it"
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July 8th 2012, 04:03 PM
I want to die.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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July 10th 2012, 03:40 AM
I went down to CVS to buy laxatives and a magazine for thinspo. Nail polish and a notebook were just to cover it up.
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July 10th 2012, 04:53 PM
I'm scaring myself.
Take as long as you need.
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July 10th 2012, 05:23 PM
I really think I might do it this time. I don't want to phone the out of hours team.
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July 10th 2012, 05:43 PM
I've been trying to limit the amount of food I eat to help save money. I'm afraid I might eventually take that too far...
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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July 12th 2012, 03:09 PM
I found a pacifier from my childhood. Sucking on it calmed me down, so I went and bought a new one. It stopped me doing something I'd regret, but I feel ridiculous.
Take as long as you need.
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July 12th 2012, 05:14 PM
I've come to terms with the fact that all I am is a doormat. People walk all over me without a single regard and I'm actually okay with that. I don't need to be the center of attention, and frankly, blending into the background sounds like a marvelous idea. Being on stage, singing a solo, saying a line, those are different. Everyone knows the stage is a mask for what we truly think and feel.
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July 12th 2012, 06:20 PM
I think I have an eating disorder
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July 12th 2012, 06:35 PM
I'm scared to go back to work. I don't know if I can handle it.
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July 12th 2012, 07:36 PM
I slipped up and purged for the first time in over 3 years. I feel like shit.
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July 13th 2012, 11:39 AM
I loved him. <3 Not the same way I love my partner, but I loved him.
something burning?
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July 13th 2012, 05:17 PM
I'm scared of myself.. I'm not even sure what I'm doing anymore.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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July 13th 2012, 05:28 PM
im still a virgin.
and i made friends with my gynecologist and now when ever i go she fists me.
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July 16th 2012, 01:52 AM
I read the limit of pills I'm suppose to take, and now I have a guess on how many I need to take before I'm going overboard. I'm ashamed in myself.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
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July 16th 2012, 11:03 AM
I don't want to be alive anymore.
something burning?
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July 16th 2012, 11:21 AM
I’ve been waking up at midnight and going on two hour runs, even though I’ve been sent home from Uni to recover. I can’t keep fighting anymore, but I hide it all away inside.
You can usually find me on my tumblr, I’m here for you (=
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July 16th 2012, 11:24 AM
I'm scared of getting better
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July 17th 2012, 05:10 PM
i've though bout killing myself again and again. sometimes i jus want to run away. i give up on everything...im still in love with my ex and i feel like im hurtin my bf
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July 17th 2012, 06:11 PM
Worried about this working out.
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July 18th 2012, 04:38 AM
Today the depression came back, but not full force, the thing is I know that eventually it will come back stronger than ever. I'm incureable.
"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."
"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."
Smile, you are beautiful www.operationbeautiful.com
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July 19th 2012, 01:50 AM
I have a huge crush on two different people....
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July 19th 2012, 05:05 AM
I lied to get out f school. I can't face him anymore, it's just too hard....
Be proud of your place in the cosmos. It is small, and yet...
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July 19th 2012, 05:44 AM
My boyfriend is leaving for like two weeks, and I'm kinda happy.
A beautiful thing is never perfect.
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July 19th 2012, 05:56 AM
I'm afraid of being alone and will do almost anything to stop it from happening...
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July 19th 2012, 01:59 PM
Last night, I was really close to running away. The only thing that stopped me was knowing that I had no place to run.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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July 22nd 2012, 12:36 AM
I want to say words that I don't mean, to break off something I don't want to lose, so that I don't feel this anymore, so I can run and run away from all of this.
I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
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July 22nd 2012, 05:02 AM
When I'm walking down the street I always have thoughts about how easy it would be to just jump in front of a car and end it all.
"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."
"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."
Smile, you are beautiful www.operationbeautiful.com
Blessed Be!
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July 22nd 2012, 09:24 AM
I want to starve again.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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July 24th 2012, 10:48 PM
Every time I look in the mirror I am disgusted by what I see.
"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."
"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."
Smile, you are beautiful www.operationbeautiful.com
Blessed Be!
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