Dirty Little Secrets.

[Stargazed.]

I shouldn't feel like this. It's wrong.

[Zyzz]

Most think I'm a strong person, But in fact, I'm a weak coward. I don't deserve anyone or anything. And deep down I know everyone will agree.

I haven't kept anything down since Saturday. I ate nothing today. I know this is wrong, but it feels right.

[Stargazed.]

I wish I was better.

[Laurasaurus]

I didn't try to steal him, but he does have my heart.

[Jean]

I can't stay committed... just wanna hook-up (girl or guy idc ) but how do i tell him? i gotta say though that its fun, that is until you get caught.

Since Challenge Day, I've tried so often to fill up one minute and only saying positive things about myself. Sometimes I can do it, normally I can't. Lately, I can only get one thing "I like my hair color". How pathetic is that?

[Evanesco]

I'm skipping meals again.

[Lumos.]

I feel so low, and i ate a lot today. Feeling fat

[Defying Gravity]

I miss her. It hurts like hell.

[dani99]

I really don't want to go to my dad's for the whole summer, although it's the only time I get to see him out of the whole year.

[George^^]

Sometimes I feel so lonely that I want to just run away.

I fear that I'm not love-able because I'm not female.

I say I'm male on Omegle chat.

[George^^]

Sometimes I feel so lonely that I want to just run away.

I fear that I'm not love-able because I'm not female.

I say I'm male on Omegle chat.

I'm the role-model I didn't have for the children in my life and I plan on staying her. I'll never let these children see my scars, never let them hear me throw up.

[Eternal]

You know that knife that's "missing." Its hidden away in my room.

[MidnightMay]

when I tell you my bruises and cuts are from softball but really from home and my free time

[Cather]

I haven't cut in over 8 years. and I don't care. what's the point? why have I fought for this long?

When I start to think about getting help for my eating habits, I look at pictures of really skinny girls and remember my goal.

But I'll never reach it. I've messed up my metabolism and digestive system so much that I don't lose weight. I could not eat for a week and I stay the same weight, I know this from experience.

Maybe she was right, the only way to really be skinny is cut off all the fat and glue yourself back together again.

Now I understand why she was laughing, it's a funny thought.

[Evanesco]

I want to lose more weight. But I don't care about looking skinny. I just want to disappear.

[Jack Lowden]

Just want to fucking die.

[Laurasaurus]

Shaved my arms again today. I don't want to be able to pull from them too.
I hate Trich.

[better-than-ecstasy]

Went down to the river today! If my mom found out she would kill me.

[Bibliophile]

I miss you and it makes me grumpy that I have to wait.

[Evanesco]

I haven't been studying.

[Jack Lowden]

I hate people. Okay, maybe not all people. But definitely a fucking creepy stalker person who lies to everyone & copies everything & literally says the same shit all the time & is never willing to change a thing. So basically a fake person. I hate them. At least the one that bugs the hell out of me. So there's my rant for the day.

[Lumos.]

I made a promise i don't know if i'll be able to keep..

[Jack Lowden]

I'm afraid of getting hurt again.

[Bibliophile]

I'm exhausted. I have two long sleeved tops on and I'm still shivering. Make me better, I hate this.

[George^^]

I didn't do my homework, and I only care about people being disapointed on me, but I don't care about how I didn't do it at all.

I'm tired of living... I'm not depressed that much, just... Tired of all this worthlessness.

[WashoutThePain]

I really wanna.... rawr.

[Jack Lowden]

So fucking triggered.

[Stargazed.]

I still want to throw up.

[Lumos.]

i can't do this. soo triggered

[alixthetree]

I failed out of college and feel completely lost about my future. I don't want to struggle like my mom has. I want to be there for my children when I have them.

I want my dad to know about the biggest part of me but feel like I would disappoint him and I HATE disappointing him.

[Lumos.]

i have pills, ready to take them

[Everglow.]

I think it might be easier this way...

[Coffee.]

I've been holding onto a lot of anger about people I truly care about. I don't think anybody here cares about me, I don't think my boyfriend cares about me, and I think that honestly I'd be better off without any of the friends I have ever had or currently had. I think, somehow I'm a worthless human being that people just use. ANd I don't know how to handle any of this anymore. I literally just want to die.

I don't recognize myself without make-up.

I just need to talk and not have anyone interrupt or try to fix me.

I just need my voice to be heard.

[Jack Lowden]

Everything triggers me.