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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
December 28th 2011, 01:23 PM
I don't want to go hang out with you guys. You barely spoken to me since we graduated high school and now all of a sudden you like me? Ugh, I'll go just to make it look like I care.. but honestly, I don't.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
December 30th 2011, 10:47 PM
Before going out, I dance around my room lip singing to Taylor Swift while also burning my fingers off from flattening my hair, poking myself with my eyeliner pencil many times, and trying on ten million different outfits.
Yes. I use the hairbrush sometimes as a microphone too.
Sometimes all you need to do is sprinkle a little glitter on someone's raincloud to blend them a rainbow.
Having a bad day?
Need some glitter?: Look, Listen, & Love
(note: I do not own the first two) PM me ANYTIME if you want to talk!
I'll listen. You are not alone.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 1st 2012, 11:20 PM
My dog is the love of my life I even have a song for her "That's why Jasmine is my lover because I love her yes I love her" Although to people that know me I guess it isn't really a secret and I don't love her THAT way
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 2nd 2012, 05:25 AM
I don't usually shave anything but my underarms nd legs because if I don't have pubic hair, I kinda feel like a little girl.
Hearing my ex say he broke up with me because I was a cutter made me wanna cut myself to death.
If I ever see my brother again I'll beat the life out of him.
I think I'm a lesbian.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 3rd 2012, 05:05 AM
I tell my aunt I don't care, but every time she tells me to stop acting like a little kid, it kills me.
If I let you in, you'd just want out.
If I tell you the truth, you'd vie for a lie.
If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up.
If you follow me, you will only get lost.
If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 3rd 2012, 05:18 AM
Im tired of living
I don't want therapy anymore.
i wish it wouldwork wheni try to kill myself
Someone save me.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 3rd 2012, 04:05 PM
I'm insanely jealous of my best friend. She's perfect, and I feel like when my mental illness came along, she thought she'd get one too. I know that's not true, but it's how I'll always feel.
Things, no matter how bad, will always get better. So smile, 'cause this is life, and life is what you make it.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 3rd 2012, 08:55 PM
I am quite certain I have become invisible again.
Such a worthless piece of shit who can't even starve herself correctly.
So fucking disgusting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 4th 2012, 04:51 AM
I shouldn't feel this way. I should've said yes to him when I had then chance, even if he is a bastard. I shouldn't be waiting for something that will never happen.
You know that feeling that I get? That guilt eating away at me, that confusion, that overwhelming urge to cut? I'm getting it right now...but this time it's stronger...I don't want to just cut...I want to die tonight...
If it wasn't for that stupid promise I made you, I would be dying. I would probably be dead. You have saved my life time and time again without even knowing it...but can I really keep it together tonight?
I wish you would read this, but I don't. I just wish you would realize so many things, and I had the courage to tell you so many more...
I think I might love you
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“I will be generous with my love today. I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go. I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil, a reflection of those seeds will grow into something greater.”
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 6th 2012, 07:53 AM
Whenever I say, "I don't care" is exactly when I realize just how much I really do care--something inside me cracks and I just start to fall apart, but I keep the fake smile and sarcastic attitude so that you won't notice :
I want to tell you, but I'm scared of you. I'm scared of what you'll think of me if you know I'm even more like him than you realized.
I'm afraid of who I might be...what if she's right, and I really am a bad person? If I really am a bitch?
"Those 3 words are said too much, but not enough" <3
"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside while still alive. Never surrender."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 10th 2012, 02:38 PM
I had a sex dream about my girlfriend's sister.
This is the last night you spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
~Skillet - The Last Night
When Michael died, Megan was born. And I won't go back for anything.
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January 10th 2012, 08:23 PM
I want to change everything about myself.
Sometimes I want to drop everything and move to Florida to be with him.
I'm honestly terrified of falling in love again.
I need something to live for.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 11th 2012, 06:07 AM
I still smoke, and the only reason I'm thinking about quitting is because of the judgement. I hope it kills me.
I've been hoping and praying to nobody for months that you'd ask me out. Thank you for giving me a chance.
I'm not sure if I'm supposed to be female or not...
“I can only hope that they’ll turn that anger and frustration and madness into something positive, so that two, three, four, five hundred will step forward, so the gay doctors will come out, the gay lawyers, the gay judges, gay bankers, gay architects … I hope that every professional gay will say ‘enough’, come forward and tell everybody, wear a sign, let the world know. Maybe that will help.” Harvey Milk, 1978
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 11th 2012, 09:30 AM
sometimes i wish my partner never had kids b4...they all have sexual behavioural issuse and i know its not their fault but they scare me and im scared they will hurt my girlz, i wish i could tell him to forget about them and not to go 4 custody.
i blame myself for everything thats happening to my family
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
January 12th 2012, 11:22 AM
I hate my job and I wish I could quit so I could spend more time on the apartment. I wish he took the SC job...then I wouldn't have to work...I'm not lazy, but I hate being in work environments. They scare me. And I feel so self conscious. I hate myself...I want to cut...I want to kill myself so I won't have to go to work..
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.