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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 22nd 2011, 12:35 AM
I don't know if I love him.
I've never wanted to have sex because of my past abuse and my fear of intimacy, but I actually want to have sex with him.
I'm a crazy bitch and I need to be locked up.
He could never love me. Never. But I still hope.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 22nd 2011, 08:48 AM
i dont want to be with you,
i nead to be with you before i end it for myself!
he is everything i have ever wanted in a person <3
"Life isn't about how popular you are... What girl or boy you are dating or who you know. Life is about always being true to who you are or what you believe in. Never let anyone convince you that their way is better than your way. In the end all we have is our hearts... and our minds. This is the reason why we sing... this is the reason why we cry... this is why we live."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 22nd 2011, 08:55 AM
i want to make you love me!
i wish i was loved for who i am, or even loved for who im not.
but somewhere between the mixxed shades of who i am or not.
you dont see the good in either. ;/
"Life isn't about how popular you are... What girl or boy you are dating or who you know. Life is about always being true to who you are or what you believe in. Never let anyone convince you that their way is better than your way. In the end all we have is our hearts... and our minds. This is the reason why we sing... this is the reason why we cry... this is why we live."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 22nd 2011, 08:57 AM
i feel as if i am one of the fattest thing that walked the earth, i look at my self, i see a fat blob,
but when i have my hair and my make up done, i feel like a complete new person!
"Life isn't about how popular you are... What girl or boy you are dating or who you know. Life is about always being true to who you are or what you believe in. Never let anyone convince you that their way is better than your way. In the end all we have is our hearts... and our minds. This is the reason why we sing... this is the reason why we cry... this is why we live."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 22nd 2011, 08:58 AM
i love screamo music but its not my first choice, in music id rather listen to slow sad songs about love and broken hearts!
"Life isn't about how popular you are... What girl or boy you are dating or who you know. Life is about always being true to who you are or what you believe in. Never let anyone convince you that their way is better than your way. In the end all we have is our hearts... and our minds. This is the reason why we sing... this is the reason why we cry... this is why we live."
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 23rd 2011, 03:42 PM
All I want is someone to love. I could live without everything else if I had that. Just someone to hold and protect. Someone so I can make them feel amazing. Someone I can sleep with at night wrapped in my arms. Someone to have fun and just act stupid with. Someone I can trust. Someone who cares about us more then the past or anyone else. But that day will never come... And if it does, it won't be for a while.
I realli hate the way i look, you see a year ago i got into my first serious relationship with a lad that i love, and he was my first love but the thing is we got into a sexual relationshipp and ive always felt very negative about how my body and face looks. But i have grown to feel comfortable around my boyfriend but it still hurts when i look in the mirror, or doing my hair and there i am standing there putting myself down, my boyfriend is for ever telling me im beautiful but it never changed the way i feel i dont know what todo because recently it is ccausing arguements in my relationship because im getting jealous when my boyfriend tlks to pretty girls as friends . xx
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 2nd 2011, 12:12 AM
As you were thinking of how to break up with me, I was thinking of how to tell you I love you...
“I can only hope that they’ll turn that anger and frustration and madness into something positive, so that two, three, four, five hundred will step forward, so the gay doctors will come out, the gay lawyers, the gay judges, gay bankers, gay architects … I hope that every professional gay will say ‘enough’, come forward and tell everybody, wear a sign, let the world know. Maybe that will help.” Harvey Milk, 1978
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 4th 2011, 03:23 AM
I'm exhausted. I'm tired of college applications, I'm tired of my dad getting pissed at me for stupid reasons, I'm tired of my sister getting help with every little thing whereas I had to learn the hard way, I'm tired of school work, I'm tired of not having enough time in the day, I'm tired of thinking. I want an empty mind. No thoughts, no emotions. Just, empty.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 10th 2011, 03:55 PM
I don't think I will ever be able to let anyone in. I don't think I will ever be able to let someone truly care about me or love me...I will be alone forever.
Been acting so stupid, so desperate or at least that is what my mind is telling me, in reality I have no idea what I am doing.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 10th 2011, 04:26 PM
If I wasn't with my boyfriend, I'd be with a girl. I told him that and he got really defensive and posessive. Maybe I should just stay with him for the rest of my life so I can make him happy. Maybe I'm meant to be unhappy. Yup. Unhappy B.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 10th 2011, 09:13 PM
I dont want to stop it, even though I tell you I do. Just another one of the daily lies.
I know I'm worthless because you told me so.
I hate that people care about me, because then I can't leave.
I hate the people that have made me feel like shit, but i also love them. And
i dont know why.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
November 12th 2011, 10:01 PM
No one could possibly hate me more than I hate myself.
"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" ~ Ernest Gaines
She was whole before that night,
Believed in heaven before that night,
And she's not the only one,
She knows she won't be the only one.
She's not asking what you're going to tell your daughter,
She's asking what you're going to teach your son.