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My lovelife is the Hokey-Pokey
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March 22nd 2010, 08:05 PM
I like you a lot more than you think... if you weren't against cheating, I'd kiss you in Nashville... and even though I said I was, I'm not okay.
“I can only hope that they’ll turn that anger and frustration and madness into something positive, so that two, three, four, five hundred will step forward, so the gay doctors will come out, the gay lawyers, the gay judges, gay bankers, gay architects … I hope that every professional gay will say ‘enough’, come forward and tell everybody, wear a sign, let the world know. Maybe that will help.” Harvey Milk, 1978
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March 22nd 2010, 11:01 PM
I'm still hopelessly devoted to someone besides my boyfriend.
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March 22nd 2010, 11:13 PM
One of the main reasons I haven't killed myself yet is because I'm scared nobody would turn up for my funeral and I don't want my family to have to deal with that.
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March 22nd 2010, 11:17 PM
I don't think I want this to work. I am tired of being hurt by you so if I cut everything off it won't happen. You want to do a family session with my therapist and I think I am okay with letting the silence kill our relationship because no matter what happens things will never change. You cannot change because you don't see the things I do.
I love you but I am so angry at you. You are fucking things up in your own life and it is subsequently effecting me. I think I like the silence between us and the fucked up relationship we are going back to because the pain that comes with it feels good. It makes it easier to starve myself and what not too.
I burned myself last night too. Felt good. Didn't even leave to bad of a mark.
Life is going so damn badly right now. I think I like sabotaging my life.
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March 25th 2010, 12:38 AM
Ive fucked up.
Ive fallen down, and taken you with me.
And for that, i am sorry
’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’
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oh, really?..
Jeez, get a life!
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March 25th 2010, 05:54 AM
i stay up all night then pretend i just woke up at like 8am and go to college.. so my mum doesn't think i'm a freak who never sleeps.. 
..and our dreams will break the boundaries of our fears..
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March 28th 2010, 05:11 AM
She's always on my mind. I tried to get rid of her the other night. It didn't work. I always thought that if I wanted to, I could just say the word and I wouldn't love her any more. I just never did because I was scared to let go. So when I finally let go of that fear and told myself to get over her--nothing happened. She's still with me. I can't get rid of her.
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March 28th 2010, 08:52 PM
I've lost weight from doing distructive things, and it feels amazing.
February 14th, 2009; The day I set my heart free, forever.
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March 28th 2010, 11:48 PM
I ruined myself, I don't know why, there must be something really wrong with me.
"Wondering, wonder, wonderer
You're searching for what, what is to search
You're longing and looking once again for a home
Angery, anger and agony
The pain is pain, pain is to be
The remedy is on its way it will relieve
Been through the fire and been through the rain
Called the wonderer and yet have no name
If I were you won't you want me or is in my head.
Or is it in my head
Or is it in my head"
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March 29th 2010, 07:02 AM
I don't really want to stop, regardless of what I you and what I will continue to tell you
I can't help but love another
So much for that idea ...
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April 1st 2010, 12:23 AM
i can choose to not talk to him or about him. i can choose to look away when i see him. i can choose to not get hugs from him or look at his facebook. i can choose to walk certain ways to class so that i won't pass him. but none of that fucking matters, because i can't choose not to think about him. i can force myself to stay as far away as possible, but i can't force myself to forget. so what's the point? everyone says to get over someone you should try to stay away from them. like it's that easy. it's like, you can't breathe and there's a giant container of oxygen (that just so happens to be drop-dead gorgeous) walking right by you, and you have to choose to not go and get it, to stay put, and not watch it as it goes. then you have to try to ignore how bad it hurts, and pretend it's all for the best.
i can convince others that i'm over him, but i can't lie that well to myself.
Everything sucks. Might as well find something to smile about.
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April 1st 2010, 01:02 AM
I've tried and tried and tried and tried.. I am just tired.. please stop pushing me
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April 5th 2010, 04:08 PM
the thoughts are back... and now I know where they keep it...
“I can only hope that they’ll turn that anger and frustration and madness into something positive, so that two, three, four, five hundred will step forward, so the gay doctors will come out, the gay lawyers, the gay judges, gay bankers, gay architects … I hope that every professional gay will say ‘enough’, come forward and tell everybody, wear a sign, let the world know. Maybe that will help.” Harvey Milk, 1978
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April 8th 2010, 01:43 PM
'I'm afraid of what this might be
and I'm afraid of you loving me.
I'm afraid of the words I want to say
and I'm afraid of losing you one day.
So young, stupid and in love,
but that's enough...'
Throw those curtains wide
One day like this a year would see me right
We are the rainbowOr click here for some grovelling.
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April 8th 2010, 09:06 PM
I love you. So much that it's slowly killing me inside.
“I can only hope that they’ll turn that anger and frustration and madness into something positive, so that two, three, four, five hundred will step forward, so the gay doctors will come out, the gay lawyers, the gay judges, gay bankers, gay architects … I hope that every professional gay will say ‘enough’, come forward and tell everybody, wear a sign, let the world know. Maybe that will help.” Harvey Milk, 1978
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April 14th 2010, 11:19 AM
Now that I've told you about the number thing...it's getting even worse...
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April 14th 2010, 12:09 PM
I set fire to my neighbours van
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April 14th 2010, 11:33 PM
I wish he knew what I'm really like... would be so keen to be with someone like me? Would he be afraid and run for the hills and think I'm a freak... I think yes.
I want to be honest with people. I've stopped taking my tablets and I feel so free. I just keep pretending to be keeping up with them. I don't feel ill, I feel fine... so why do I need to carry on taking them. I know he would screw if he knew I'd stopped taking them.
I really wished I did not have feelings for someone that I do... but I just do. He makes me happier than my boyfriend... but I also know it is merely a fantasy and it would never work. He's gorgeous, charming and such a gentleman. He knew I wanted to kiss him when he tried to kiss me and he knew I was resisting. I keep wanting to see more of him... and it scares me that I could do something to ruin what I have with my boyfriend.
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April 16th 2010, 12:59 AM
no matter what she does to me. lies cheats and yells at me..i cant help but love her
And she fights so you won't ignore her,
'cause thats her biggest fear.
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April 16th 2010, 04:22 AM
my life is a joke.
i can'tcan'tcan'tcan'tcan't.
Everything sucks. Might as well find something to smile about.
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April 16th 2010, 05:17 AM
I want something terrible to happen to me so I have a reason to be the way I am.
I want to have a breakdown and get put in hospital because I honestly cannot cope anymore.
Even though I pretend it doesn't bother me, I hate the face that my dad has never bothered to pay any attention to me.
I just want to be loved.
I'm too scared to let anyone get close to me because I'll end up hurting them in the end.
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April 16th 2010, 05:48 AM
I wish I knew my father before the drugs. Before he started being abusive. Before everything.
I'm immensely jealous that my brothers knew him as a good man. I never knew that man and probably never will.
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April 16th 2010, 06:55 AM
I want her so bad, but I'm afraid she'll reject me. Pretty much almost killed myself once because I got too depressed. I hate living in this world because nothing is what I want life to be and I'm pretty much stuck in sadness, stress and anxiety...
My thoughts, feelings, dirty secrets, etc....
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April 17th 2010, 01:58 AM
I can't see how it's going to be worth it.
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April 17th 2010, 02:05 AM
Your the reason why I'm breathing.....
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April 17th 2010, 02:22 AM
It scares me how badly I want you. I can't handle only getting 5% of you every month or so. I need you completely and I scare myself sometimes that I won't stop until I have you. But I know I will never have you.. so I guess I will never stop. I just need you to want me.. and the pathetic thing is that then I'll get over you. As soon as you're the one in the begging seat, I'll be laughing. You're the biggest challenge I've ever faced. Sometimes I forget I'm almost 20 and that it's time for me to be an adult and grow up and stop seeing men as some sort of game that I can win. I can't win you.
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April 17th 2010, 05:09 AM
hanging out with people that weigh more than me makes me feel not so fat.
i want to be told that someone cant live without me... and actually mean it.
im jealous of my ex-best friend
i still hate my life.
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April 17th 2010, 03:04 PM
I've started again and found myself back where i was a few weeks ago.
I dont want to be alive anymore.
’Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light.’
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April 17th 2010, 03:12 PM
Every time I go for a walk I find myself by the railway line contemplating life, death and suicide. Watching the trains pass...
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April 17th 2010, 09:50 PM
Honestly?
I don't really know how we're still alive.
But I'm so happy we are.
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April 17th 2010, 10:42 PM
I'm afraid to admit to myself and other out loud that I may have an eating disorder.
I also slipped and cut, it wasn't bad, but I haven't told anyone.
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April 17th 2010, 10:42 PM
I'm too scared to live, but too scared to die..
I'm too scared to be happy, because I forget what it feels like.
And she fights so you won't ignore her,
'cause thats her biggest fear.
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April 17th 2010, 11:02 PM
I won't let myself be happy because I'm afraid of being normal.
I'm ruining my life and I don't even want to stop.
I want to run away and be homeless. At least then I won't have to try to live up to everyones expectations.
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April 18th 2010, 05:28 PM
You didn't email me for two days, even though I knew you went on facebook and so you got them. I thought you were ignoring me. Now after speaking to you for an hour on Skype I know you didn't want to write a soppy email with your sister looking over your shoulder. I felt awful. Instead you said it all to my face. About how you want to sweep me off my feet when I get to you, and talking about how we met and all the cute stuff.
No matter how you try to convince me that I should find someone else, I can only see you. And I miss you more than anything.
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April 18th 2010, 06:14 PM
Giving up and slipping back into old habits would make everything so much easier.
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April 18th 2010, 11:06 PM
I'd give anything for you to apologize and for us to be civil. Just talk to me.
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April 20th 2010, 12:24 AM
i think about his best friend all the time.
When you can't find your way home, and when life gets too hard to face on your own. I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown, I will walk with you, so you're never alone.
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April 22nd 2010, 07:59 PM
I almost punched a nurse in the face at the hospital.. and I feel so bad for it.
And she fights so you won't ignore her,
'cause thats her biggest fear.
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April 23rd 2010, 12:31 AM
even when he just kisses me,
i have to hold myself back from the feeling i get.
(;
When you can't find your way home, and when life gets too hard to face on your own. I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown, I will walk with you, so you're never alone.
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April 23rd 2010, 12:32 AM
After today, I wish that I had never met any of you. Seriously.
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