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September 20th 2009, 10:17 PM
~Where death is I am not, where I am death is not, so we never meet~
I'd rather die terrified
than live forever.
We will all die so gloriously, that having ever lived will seem like folly.
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September 22nd 2009, 05:01 AM
... i want you to hold me ...
tight.
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September 22nd 2009, 10:10 AM
I'm falling for you....
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September 23rd 2009, 11:24 PM
I wish I could be with you right now... I want you.
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September 23rd 2009, 11:44 PM
... i puked. and i don't regret it.
not one bit.
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September 24th 2009, 05:10 AM
I threw up after I ate. On purpose. And it felt really good...
But now I can't seem to stop crying, and it feels like nobody at all really seems to care.
And when I talk, I feel invisible, so it makes me feel worse, and I feel worse about myself...and want to eat even less.
 Someone hear my cry...
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September 24th 2009, 10:12 AM
I masturbate several times a day.
I've given myself head before.
I like to toy my ass every once in awhile.
I pee in the shower.
I've never had a job and I'm scared of the real world.
I've never had a gf or have done anything remotely sexual with another person.
I have almost no confidence in myself and sometimes I think I have depression.
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September 24th 2009, 10:45 AM
Don't go ;( Please...
How can one love themselves, when they love absolutely nothing?
Do something that is interesting. If it is not interesting, find out why it is not interesting.
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September 25th 2009, 02:42 AM
I don't think anything matters.
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That heavy feeling is descending again...
"He not busy being born is busy dying."
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September 27th 2009, 12:57 PM
I really like this guy at work. We clicked as soon as we met and we have so much in common it's unreal. He has a girlfriend who left for uni last week. They've been together for a year and a half. I'm jealous as hell, but I am not going to try anything, I don't wanna be the girl that breaks them up 
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I am immortal. So far so good.
I can't get enough
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September 27th 2009, 01:33 PM
I still like her..
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legen..wait for it..DARY
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September 27th 2009, 01:40 PM
I'm fucking this guy just to get over you...
But I miss you more than anything and will be pretending that he is you...
You make me feel small and pathetic...
Stop texting me and delete my number...
But don't forget me...please...
Who do you carry that torch for, my young man?
Do you believe in anything?
Or do you carry it around just to burn things down?
Meet me tonight on the turnpike my darling,
where we believe in everything.
If we sweat all these debts then we're sure to drown,
so let's strap ourselves up to this engine now
with our God who we found laying under the back seat.
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September 27th 2009, 05:54 PM
I havent thrown up or self harmed in about three days
but already i feel ugly,fat and out of control,i cant make this voice in my head stop,i might give in tonight,i love this feeling i get from it so much.no matter how wrong it seems.
Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice. Cut free since March 6th 2013 Purge free since March 8th 2013
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September 27th 2009, 11:16 PM
I'm falling for you and it hurts.
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September 28th 2009, 03:26 AM
My wee secret: I actually have no idea what's going on. I'd say/think that I were regressing emotionally, socially, mentally, and intellectually except I haven't changed in years. So, not regression but stagnation. Which is at least as bad.
I feel like I'm less and less able to gather my mind together and function, but maybe that's because it's the same as ever and I'm becoming increasingly aware of how much more capable I ought to be. It feels like regression when really nothing has changed at all, because the expectation of improvement- of forward motion- is there but everything is standing still. Make sense?
Probably not.
"He not busy being born is busy dying."
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September 28th 2009, 02:39 PM
For five minutes i need you to hold me,hug me, and kiss me again.so i can feel like for once in my life i have something solid to hold on to,instead of this constant feeling of slipping and sliding in my mind from reality.
Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice. Cut free since March 6th 2013 Purge free since March 8th 2013
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September 28th 2009, 02:52 PM
I love her yet I can't fight for her.
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September 28th 2009, 03:21 PM
Gosh, on Saturday, standing next to you during the awards ceremony for Band, it was the best, being that close to you, I had to control every movement so I wouldn't end up like Bella, hyperventilating, my heart beating like crazy, it sent to most amazing feeling through me, I wonder if you know this. I like you so much, will you ever realize this? Am I really so different that I can be only thought of as a friend, only a sister type like?
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September 28th 2009, 03:32 PM
I am angry with myself because I have been eating. When I eat I feel like a failure. I feel like the world is crumbling. The feeling of starving is one of the only times I feel whole.
I've been attracted to men and I have been attracted to woman. How can I accept myself when you don't even understand?
I wish more than anything you were happy so that I could end it all. Once you are happy and find the right person my life will end. That makes me weak.
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September 28th 2009, 05:35 PM
I have a plan.
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September 28th 2009, 06:53 PM
i... im a lil bit scared yeah... but i guess thats ok.... cuz i wanna be with you forever..... and... well... your the one im made for.... x and i guess i really do love you.. which is new to me really... cuz im a shallow person..... and yeah.... tbh i dont treat people how i should, yes i am a hypocrite... yes i am a really shallow person... yes i hate myself..... yes im a fucked up mistake of a person.... but i love you
XANDER  
am i in love? or am i being used?
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September 29th 2009, 11:06 PM
3 months, I won't let you stop this from happening.
You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free Now I'm a stranger in your eyes.
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September 30th 2009, 02:47 AM
i lost the game.
hahah.
sorry (: !
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September 30th 2009, 04:44 AM
I ruined my five days of being self harm free,while i regret it,I loved every minute of it
Im losing my will to live
Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice. Cut free since March 6th 2013 Purge free since March 8th 2013
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October 1st 2009, 09:54 PM
I sometimes feel like no matter what 'social group' I'm in I'll never really fit in. I get attracted to men a lot older than me.
I want somebody to love me and not in a 'friendship/family' way.
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i lost the game.
hahah.
sorry (: !
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Noooooooooooooooo  I haven't thought about that in about 2 months =)) lame </3
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October 2nd 2009, 04:16 AM
Whenever I have something to drink my pinky sticks out unless I consciously resist it - which I do most of the time. 
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October 2nd 2009, 02:32 PM
Im scared of everyone leaving me,that they will all finally see me as i see myself.I see myself as this horrible,annoying,ugly,fat,pathetic excuse for a person,constantly making excuses and very stupid.Im waiting for the day everyone else sees it to...or is it just me?
Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice. Cut free since March 6th 2013 Purge free since March 8th 2013
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Make a wish...
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October 3rd 2009, 02:01 AM
I'm trying to be strong for her, I'm trying, I promise I am.
But I'm falling apart.
I love her so much... I'm so scared.
I love her.
You are the one, the one who lies next to me, Whispers "hello, I missed you quite terribly"
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
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October 3rd 2009, 02:14 AM
Now...I see the same awkward, shy girl you see and I hate it. You made me see the bad things because that's what you see in me..
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October 3rd 2009, 04:24 AM
I still regret doing THAT.
I wish I could take back things I said to you, I know it's too late, but I'm sorry too.
I wish I could tell everyone why I do these things..
I still think about him every day.. and it still makes me feel sick
I worry about the future.. if I even have one..
I cant ever explain to anyone about the medication..
I O'd last night.. I dont regret it.. I regret it not being enough..
I was the one who broke the mirror..
He's back..He never left.. but he's back in control.. and Im scared..
[x] Even though I'm the sacrifice, You wont try for me, not now, Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone,
Isn't something missing? Isnt someone missing me [x]
Baby, i want you to be my superman.
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October 4th 2009, 02:47 AM
I wish I had a real reason to be so depressed.
Everyday you ask the same question and everyday I'm lying.
You're only as tall as your heart will let you be And you're only as small as the world will make you seem When the going gets rough and you feel like you may fall Just look on the brightside - you're roughly six feet tall
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October 4th 2009, 11:13 PM
I am completely and thoroughly Terrified beyond all rationality.
-Let the Music Play- "There's no way to explain why life is filled with so much pain. But do the flowers ever grow in the places it don't rain?"
"But the unfortunate truth is that, while being different from everyone else can be exciting at first, ultimately it can get a little lonely."
"The floor seemed wonderfully solid. It was comforting to know I had fallen and could fall no further."
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October 4th 2009, 11:42 PM
We are both falling apart in front of our parents eyes, and i dont know how to stop it,Im SCARED
Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice. Cut free since March 6th 2013 Purge free since March 8th 2013
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October 5th 2009, 12:58 AM
i have a hickey that i've been hiding and secretly like that its there because i feel like he marked me as his 
i'm glad they're not friends anymore.
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October 6th 2009, 06:51 AM
I feel like I can't handle you guys anymore. All I ever to is give, give, give, and I never get anything back. You don't care. If you did you would stop lying. If you did you wouldn't be so mean. If you did you would open up. If you did you would actually say something.
I'm giving up on you. I'm sorry <3
You're only as tall as your heart will let you be And you're only as small as the world will make you seem When the going gets rough and you feel like you may fall Just look on the brightside - you're roughly six feet tall
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October 7th 2009, 10:17 AM
I'm sick of playing this game with you. That's all it is. I realise I meant nothing.
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October 7th 2009, 02:02 PM
I'm not scared of dying, I just CAN'T leave her.
I LOVE HER.
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October 7th 2009, 02:07 PM
Person 1: I wish I could talk to you, but I can't. I think you're too good for me.
Person 2: I wish I could talk to you again, but it just will make things worse and you'll trick me into sleeping with you again. I refuse to let you do that to me. I deserve better than you.
~Kitten
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Think happy thoughts...and boys will buy you diamonds!"- Hello Kitty
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October 7th 2009, 08:37 PM
I wish I'd made my move while I still had the chance.
Now he's got her and he'll never know how happy he made me.
I shouldn't have waited until it was too late.
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October 7th 2009, 08:40 PM
I sort-of still believe you and kinda miss youuu, even though I know you just wanted to manipulate me. Sometimes I wish we had of been alone.
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