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May 20th 2009, 01:05 AM
Beautiful boys make me want to starve myself <3
The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows...
Keep The Blood In Your Head, And Keep Your Feet On The Ground.
Nov 29th 2010 <3
Do I Divide And Fall Apart?
My Bright's Too Slight To Hold Back All My Dark.
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May 20th 2009, 04:04 PM
Sometimes I wish my boyfriend was more comfortable with the fact that I'm pansexual...I wish he'd see that he's not going to lose me to a girl, but that I just want to play...
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May 22nd 2009, 05:52 PM
sometimes I hate my friends for being so naive. I wish to be like them. I am afraid to lose them when my welcome in their world runs out, when they notice that I am so different from everything they fight for. I need them to see the beauty of the world.
No one knows that the darkness inside of me is still there, waiting to consume me.
I'm bisexual. No one really knows. I've always known, I guess, but I don't want it to be true.
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May 24th 2009, 12:50 AM
I'm confused, I don't know what changed.
I'm so lonely and all I've found from trying to change that is I'm not suited to living. I've been thinking about trying to give up again. A lot.
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May 26th 2009, 12:19 AM
i wanna cut and just be completely out... for the most part.. =/
"Others say there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I just say Crud, there isn't... I'm stuck in this stupid revolving door..." -Me
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May 29th 2009, 09:54 PM
I'm jealous of people who are able to go out and have a good time, in fact I hate them for being able to do that, but that's only on the surface; fact is, I hate myself more than anyone. I try and try to change it, by getting out of my comfort zone but each time, I keep getting shot down. Some days, I just want to hurt myself wheather that would be in the form of hitting myself, bottling it up, or most of the time, cutting. I just wish so badly for people to like me, but I always seem to feel alone no matter what.
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May 31st 2009, 06:09 AM
Hahaha the irony. You hurt me. I like you. I've liked you since I met you but you don't care. You're into someone else. Fine. I want to say I don't care, but oh, I do. And now I kind of hate you. It's the only way I can stop feeling so hurt and jealous. What would you do if you knew...? Would you hate me? =[
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May 31st 2009, 03:00 PM
I sometimes really freak out over the way I look, so much so I just wanna curl up and die.
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stronger than yesterday
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June 1st 2009, 06:56 PM
1. i don't have one friend in this world who i can tell everything to.
2. i might have an addiction to alcohol.
3. the only reason i don't cut myself more often is because i don't want people to ask me about the scars.
4. i am crazy in love with someone, but there are times where i can't say what i feel in the moment.
5. i am jealous of my sister's relationship with our dad.
6. i don't want to be alone anymore! i want someone to just be there for me.
7. i have an serious body image issues and have been dealing with an on again off again eating disorder.
"All these short times feel like no time, I thought you ought to know."
“Sometimes you have to forget about what you want, and remember what you deserve.”
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June 2nd 2009, 09:15 AM
what you dont know, is i dont plan on coming back, ever. what you dont know cant hurt you tho. right?
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June 3rd 2009, 08:52 PM
I hate everything about myself. I spend my day laughing and having fun but when I go home I write out my suicide plans and wait for the right time for me to end this life. I feel like if I died this second ppl would come to my fureneral and laugh. I dont play on living past 16.
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June 4th 2009, 12:07 AM
im disgusting but thts not a secret.
i smile about you alot
Don't follow me. I'm lost too
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June 4th 2009, 03:44 PM
My ex has gone off the rails since we broke up. Last time that happened he came back telling me how he loved me and he'd made the biggest mistake and was nothing without me. He friends told me that they think he'll do it again soon. I told them I didn't know if I'd take him back. In my heart I know I'd take him back in a heartbeat. Not because I love him, but because he's the only person who's ever loved me.
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oh, really?..
Jeez, get a life!
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June 4th 2009, 08:11 PM
i'm scared i'll die with regrets.
..and our dreams will break the boundaries of our fears..
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Half doomed and semi-sweet <3
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June 5th 2009, 12:38 AM
No matter how my life turns out I know i'll end up killing myself regardless. I wasnt supposed to be born, that was an error. It's in my genetic make-up to be fucked in the head.
...I keep planning on how i'm going to steal the drugs from work to do it with. Not over-the-counter stuff. This is the stuff people commit murder to get their hands on.
I know it'll kill me if I do it right.
I feel terrible for thinking like this, but it's going to happen...sooner or later.
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June 6th 2009, 08:36 PM
I pretend to be in the shower so I don't need to answer the phone.
I've never stopped loving you, it hurts to see you.
You hurt me immeasurably. When you did that, you destroyed me completely. You were the first and only boy I've ever cried over.
The only reason I didn't OD is because you would find me.
I've eaten so little that I've been bringing up stomach acid.
I feel sorry for you but at the same time I hate you for bringing me into it.
I dreamt you died and I felt nothing.
The thing I fear most is death but I'm obsessed with it.
I've become a hypochondriac because I have a deep desire to be rally ill and in hospital so that people would visit me and I'd know they care.But I'm terrified no one would visit.
I like you, but you're not him. No one ever will be.
I can't let anyone get close, I don't deserve to be happy, no one could ever really love me.
Have some composure, where is your posture? x
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June 8th 2009, 09:26 PM
- I don't like you..
- I want too be with you forever
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June 11th 2009, 03:00 AM
and yeah, maybe it is a slap in the face every time she's not waiting for me after school.
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Nothing Ventured Nothing Gained
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Remember happy?
PM me anytime.
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June 12th 2009, 12:20 AM
I haven't fallen in love for two straight years!
And I don't plan to for the rest of my life :P
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June 13th 2009, 06:45 PM
I miss them
Always happy to help =) I Love Andrea.... =) Forever.
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June 13th 2009, 07:27 PM
i knew i was right, and that has 100% put me off getting back with you. well done 
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Hear my whispers in the dark..
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June 13th 2009, 07:32 PM
i might be pregnant. and I can't tell anyone, because i'm worried they'll be mad at me. 
Life isn't about worrying,
That's a waste of time.
And life isn't about being perfect,
It will never happen.
Life is about finding yourself,
And finding people who accept that person.
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My PM box is always open! 
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Peep ^_^
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June 15th 2009, 01:44 AM
I wish I could run away and never come back.
February 14th, 2009; The day I set my heart free, forever.
3.17.10 7.17.10 7.27.11 7.29.11
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June 15th 2009, 02:21 AM
you dont know wat love is
if you loved D, you wouldnt have called him when you were trying to kill yourself
if you loved your mother, you wouldnt scare her so much that in her sleep she says "dont leave me"
if you loved your sister, you would act better so she wouldnt be this way
and if you loved me, you wouldnt pull your hair out in the bathroom while visiting me at school... and then you wouldnt lie to me about your cuts
you messed me up... do you know?
Don't follow me. I'm lost too
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June 15th 2009, 02:26 AM
I have texting/computer sex with my girlfriend. Almost everyday.
I think its getting out of hand. >>
I will never let you fall. But if you do, ill just pick you right back up. If you dont get up, I'll sit right beside you.
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JustCallMyName You'llBeOkay, YourScreamIsBurningThroughMyVeins. -Breaking Benjamin
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June 15th 2009, 05:49 PM
I answer phone surveys, just 'cause at least someone cares about my opinion...
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June 17th 2009, 06:31 PM
I miss you allready.
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June 17th 2009, 06:38 PM
My dirty little secret is that I get scared when I'm debating with people because I won't be able to say the correct thing. And after the debate I get so scared that I just feel like not returning to that place or seeing the person again.
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June 18th 2009, 12:57 AM
I'm in love with ma best friend, we cant keep our hands off eachother even thou she has a boyfriend
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June 18th 2009, 01:26 AM
I wish i never met them
Always happy to help =) I Love Andrea.... =) Forever.
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June 18th 2009, 05:09 PM
i like it when i argue with my mum because it gets her off my back for a little while.
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smile; it looks good on you.
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June 26th 2009, 05:21 AM
i feel so lonely a lot of the time even though i know i have family and friends around me.
i hate lying but i do it often because of my SH
i get depressed when i'm with other people because i feel like i'm acting weird and saying all the wrong things.
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July 1st 2009, 04:50 AM
I am extremely fond of older men, which is where all my problems ultimately lie; which is also what led me to Teen Help.
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July 3rd 2009, 03:51 AM
i judge books by their covers
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July 3rd 2009, 08:53 PM
It won't be long now... I promise.
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July 3rd 2009, 09:14 PM
Everytime I say something harsh towards them, I cry and it gets harder not to everytime.
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July 3rd 2009, 09:22 PM
im checking my phone to see if shes ringing me again, even if shes being so harsh that it makes me cry, just cos her voice is so calming to me
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July 3rd 2009, 09:23 PM
It hurts to watch them move on with their lives while I'm stuck in this rut. =[
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I'm a secret ninja ;)
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July 3rd 2009, 09:26 PM
There is an Evil being in Me. I used to wish he was dead. Because of that I no longer Love myself at all for that is no feeling I should have. And now I beat my self up to try and live up to the pain I feel.
I'm still alive.
Must have been a miracle
It's been one hell of a ride
Destination still unkown
It's a fact of life: If you make one wrong move with a gun to your head
You better walk the line or you'll be left for dead.
I'm a runaway train on a broken track I'm the ticker on the bomb that you can't turn back Thats right. I got away with it all and I'm still alive. Let the end of the world come tumbling down. I'll be the last man standing on the ground As long as hot blood runs through my veins I'm still alive.
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July 3rd 2009, 09:33 PM
I slept with my ex a few weeks ago. I don't love him, and he doesn't love me. One of his female friends doesn't want him seeing me in case he does fall for me again. I plan to continue seeing him. Firstly because he is the one person I can be truely comfortable with, and so we're amazingly good friends. Secondly because I hope he does fall for me again. She hated me before she met me and told him I was a bitch; if she wants to make us her business, I'd rather it be grounded rather than silly accusations.
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