What are you thinking about right now?

Thinking about how I should get to sleep because I have an interview in the morning.

[Kate*]

Should I take this job offer? I'm afraid if I don't, I'll regret it, and if I do, I'll either regret giving up the pay and benefits, or be overwhelmed trying to do both.

[Soda_Voxel]

I'm meeting my best friend for the second time ever next weekend. It's been like 3 years since I met xem first. I'm excited and scared

About how my acid reflux is flaring badly today.

[Everglow.]

That I'm pretty excited for tomorrow!

Thinking about how my stomach decides to bother me after I take my bedtime medicine. Why is the timing for this always so off? I need to sleep!

[Kate*]

I'm bored. I need a hobby and a way to make some extra money, and as much as that sounds like a good idea, it's not a short-term solution, and if I'm not 100% in, then I'm not doing it.

Thinking about how I'd rather stay here and partake in social activities.

[daisy_jam]

Thinking that I should stop embroidering and make a very late lunch. Noodles!

[Kate*]

It would really help if I knew how much the pay was. One is definitely more appealing than the other, but that would really help me compare. I don't need that much, but I'm not going to burn myself out.

Thinking about how sleepy I am but, at the same time, really wanting to go outside.

[Kate*]

That this anxiety cycle of applying for jobs and then not returning calls for interviews, and then beating myself up for blowing off a potential job for no good reason is getting REALLY old

Thinking about how amazing that meal was.

Also thinking about the week coming up ahead.

[Kate*]

Work wanted that survey taken, I told the truth and I don't care. They brought it on themselves. I'm clearly valuable and good at my job, so if they don't appreciate me, I'll find somewhere that does.

Thinking about seeing the bestie this weekend and catching up with her. I really miss working with her, she's pretty damn cool.

Thinking about how I should get to bed soon.

[Kate*]

Debating with myself whether working on my day off was worth it. Yeah, he said he was desperate, but it wasn't bad and he did agree to cut tomorrow's shift in half in exchange. But, between the hours change and longer shifts (especially after only 12 hours last week), I'm exhausted and I willingly passed up a day off I now realized I needed.

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

Thinking about ice skating.

Thinking about how relaxed I am today.

[Soda_Voxel]

Thinking about how badly I need a holiday or trip of some kind..

[Kate*]

That I have to go rotate and fold the laundry, and I don't want to.

Thinking about how I need to stop procrastinating.

Thinking about making myself a cup of coffee and write.

[Kate*]

That there's a really good chance I'll have to quit my job. Even though my manager absolutely adores me.

I knew the day would come when I couldn't justify the position he put me in, and it was yesterday. He can be an amazing human and screw me over at the same time. It would take a miracle to work out the way I want, and a great as he thinks he is, he can't do it.

Thinking about Sunday, how I'm excited and anxious.

Anticipating tomorrow.

Feeling anxious about this afternoon.

Wishing my ADHD wasn't so bad right now so I could focus on writing.

I wish they weren't so hostile towards me.
Will this book I want to write get written?

Wish I could work there again.

[Kate*]

It might be more possible than I thought, but I don't want to get my hopes up. There's still no opening, and even if there was, I'd still be competing with a million neurotypical, naturally extroverted people. Or, whatever other excuse he manages to come up with. Because they can absolutely love me, and think I'm amazing, and still say I'm not promotable.

We need more kindness, maturity, and education in this world.

I would love to understand why she has this agenda against me. I've never done anything wrong towards her. I barely know her!

[Kate*]

He doesn't get it either, and he agreed to figure it out for me. Maybe they really are clueless, or at least new at this; because as soon as I told her I could always do full days, I got another 90 minutes. But, it seems awfully intentional and malicious to me on some level.

How is it that I don't really know what I want to do at my age?

[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

Dancing and school.

[Matthew851]

I am so hungry, but already had dinner,

Hoping I find something soon that's a suitable match for me in employment.

[Kate*]

This is the right move in every way possible, and I can't wait.

I can't decide what's more appealing: Boston or NYC. Both are so expensive, way too expensive for me.