What are you thinking?

[Quarel]

How I can express what I was thinking in words.

[Rivière]

Wish this song didn't have singing. Sounds so much better without singing.

[Azure.]

I really need to get my work done but I have. Zero. Motivation.

[Pirouette]

I hope I don't have a quiz in my arts class tomorrow..if I do..I'm screwed..

[Twinge]

One day they will wake up, but I'll already be gone.

[Rivière]

I'm sure this font has automatically changed itself. The large font in the text box is distracting.

[Azure.]

I wish I could sing like that.

[Most Likely]

I crave the day when I'll have nothing to live for.

[Raggedy Man, Goodnight!]

I wish it was next Saturday

[Azure.]

This cold needs to go away. Like right now.

[Rivière]

Was gonna comment but my stupid logical mind comes into play and things are best left alone.

My therapy appointment better go well

[Azure.]

I can't do anything right. I know I could do more, but I didn't. Makes me angry.

[Twinge]

I feel something between being disappointed in myself, longing (slight sadness, bittersweet), being unfortunate while surprisingly fortunate, tiredness and hopefulness right now. This is hard to describe, but... I'm sad, and in pain, but not at complete since I don't have a definite reason to be sad and depressed right now; my eyes are sticking out of the water, held by a hook.

It rains slow... or not at all. When am I gonna start understanding myself better so I can move on with my life with some confidence for a change...

I wish things go well. I don't want to worry or imagine the worst.

I still miss...maybe that is why. Long day it will be.

[Most Likely]

I am mentally numb, which is actually good because I am not suffocated by my own thoughts and feelings. I'm feeling it's slowly coming to an end, however.

At least I got some money though...

[Rivière]

Hahaha, you make me laugh with the silly things you do.

[Twinge]

I will have to risk a lot of myself...accepting reality as it is, organize.organize.organize.lessen.increase.

I don't know why I would complain, honestly, I'm completely fearless towards the situation... I'm delaying probably 1/50 of my life, even that is a lot, slowing down my process and stuff, but it's just true... you live only once.
I'd rather try to pursue my dreams first before surrendering to a comfortable life. I will get to do this only once. There is only one chance. Chances are there for a reason.
...if this is really... which it truly is, one of a time chance
to pursue something... I refused to believe in all these years, because it sounded too good to be true. Imagine that. I have not felt it until now... like it is possible to come.

And I can't believe I still don't have one friend whom I can trust to understand me.
Talk and talk, it doesn't reach their heads the same way.
If I had friends in real life it wouldn't make a difference. People here are just dull, ordinary, self centered as hell, close minded and conservative.

Wish I could stop wasting time too.
If that happens, I'm good. Sigh.

[Rivière]

I wonder what it was.

[Wolfz]

I want foooooood!

I hope I get accepted! :s

[Azure.]

I wish I could do something to change this. I wish I could help. I wish I could leave this place and move on.

[Rivière]

My eyes are really sore. There's also an eyelash.

why the hell am I up at 4:25 am???

[Twinge]

Does anyone see this at all...

[Not_here]

I don't know what to make of it. There's something so deeply wrong with this picture, something that will never be fixed
No one has such patience. Plus there's a chance its useless
Ive been crying for over 30 hours on and off
I don't know what to do with myself.

[Azure.]

I should really start all of that, but I don't have the energy right now.

I'm thinking about beautiful things like love.

[Wolfz]

I still don't understand... But it's alright. I guess. I mean.. it happened for a reason, I suppose.

I just don't wanna go to school tomorrow.. Not with these stupid PE lessons. But at the same time I really wanna go to school.. don't know why. o_O

[Most Likely]

Making progress... we still need a lot of work, but it's already starting to pay off. I see a potential in us.

[gigglegeeks]

Let's do that ... tomorrow! Man, when could I give up on procrastination ~.~

[Rivière]

This internet is soooo sloooooow.

[Wolfz]

I am sorry for lying to you... But I think you knew it anyway without me being honest...

I don't wanna sleep. But I am so tired.. and I should probably sleep.. School tomorrow and it's 2:29 AM..

[Most Likely]

Anybody? Ever? I don't believe.

And why do I keep pouring so much coffee into myself...

[Not_here]

Have so much chest pain on my left side.
Dad called from halfway across the country. Said he didn't eat anything all day because there's not much healthy options. At least eat an apple? canned beans or idk. Family members been calling and behaving suspiciously superficial.

[Twinge]

It's hard battling depression when the reason is clearly that you are emotionally overwhelmed and exhausted .

[Wolfz]

I can't feel anything.. I wanna have depression again like yesterday and the day before.. it felt so comfortable...

[rosepetal]

Hey this song is in French.
Why haven't I studied.. It's like I'm back to how I was years ago.
Still so many urges to self harm won't they ever go away arg.
I wonder what my sisters up to
Should probably do something. So much tiredness, I feel like I can't be bothered.. Exams tomorrow.. Not good i don't know I'm tired I did nothing all day why'd I have to waste it oh well. Hm. Wonder how ill feel in exam tomorrow

[Wolfz]

Why am I having this panic attack? I planned everything through! This shouldn't be here right now!

[Rivière]

Such an amazing storyline but such a sad ending. Great purchase overall.

why do I have so many bug bites

[Twinge]

I wanna eat out and something expensive right now... but it's so late. And dark. I can order but that's stupid. Ugh. Just wait for morning.
I need the money for other more important things though.