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I just.... I don't see any point in living...
I want to cry so badly, I can't handle this stress or anxiety or urges.... I can't STOP picturing fresh, deep cuts down my arms, I keep wanting to tear my hair out and smash windows, I can't... I CAN'T. I feel like a race car inside of my body but outside I just want to fall over and sleep forever. Parts if me are uncontrollably fast and panicking, and other parts are just... dead.... I'm so done with school, I hate grades and I hate some of the assholes in my school and I feel so trapped and judged and so misunderstood. And I'm so tired of counting the seconds until he breaks up with me because I can already feel him wanting me out of his life again, I know it, I know it.... He doesn't want me. I'm so... scared because I know if I lose him I won't be able to handle it so I might as well just leave now. No one will care. I was called a freak, a slut, and a bitch today and I know they were all kidding but no. I can't..... deal with that.... And my mom, MY MOM. I don't really think I can forgive her this time.... I don't know what I'm doing..... Why am I here? |
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He just doesn't know I exist! And if he knows, he avoids me so much I feel non-existent! D:
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I'm honestly terrified. But I have to hide my fear because if I don't, I'll back out like before. I can't back out this time. This is my last chance.
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And now I am made to feel bad, because I do not say anything and I do not fight back D:
Why can't I avoid him! I see him everyday and it triggers! I don't want to see him :( |
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I wish she would realise what is good for her and what is bad.
Don't accept the love you think you deserve!!!!!!!! |
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My lower back hurts. :(
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I feel sick, and I think I have a headache coming too. -_-
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Well, that's great.
Forced to walk a dozen miles and i was too tired for it in the first place... Now my damn legs are like... ow. |
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I feel so low and just numb
want to cut so badly.. was doing okay for a while but not anymore |
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I can't go do what I need to do. Ugh.
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Plans for this weekend got cancelled.
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Too many people off? TWO people had a holiday booked for this weekend out of 68 staff. Now I get to go to work and put up with people's whiny shit for five hours while my girlfriend is up north seeing all these amazing sights and visiting Harry Potter film locations. This sucks.
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I have a lot to get done within the next two weeks.
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I am ill :/
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All day I've felt anxious and sick, ugh.
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Too much work. >.<
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the tension in my house right now is disgusting.
really just wanna leave this place. or make them all leave, idk. all I'm asking for is a little fucking care and support. you know, because i have the self esteem of a blade of grass and i can't lose you, and i feel like i'm losing you to her all over again and it hurts like you wouldn't believe, i know i probably am dramatic and annoying and you probably know you could do better and deserve better, so me asking for some more effort is kind of selfish but i'm in hell all alone here. you know, my parents are on the edge of a fucking divorce, i'm suicidal as hell and on the borderline of falling back to cutting, and my ex won't fucking stop playing with my head, and my grades suck and i suck and i won't suck you and UGH. I just can't lose you. grades. magically should just go up. now. i want to sleep for like 5 days. and cuddle you and just remind you how much i love you and remind myself that you might at least like me... hella... |
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Stop screaming, I don't want to listen to it.
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Grrr. Why is snapchat being so freaking dumb? Seriously. Stop freaking crashing and spazzing out.
Plus. Is it really that hard to shut the heck up for once? I'm done wit your yelling. |
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Sigh. This day could have gone better. Stupid anxiety. Stupid OCD.
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He never texted me back. :(
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My back hurts and I should be sleeping right now, but I haven't finished my work.
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My car was totaled in the accident. Now I have to figure out a way to buy a new car.... gonna end up getting a piece of junk. GREAT! I mess everything up. So pathetic. Nothing ever goes right. Story of my life.
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My dad is losing his job, and my mother and him cannot afford medical insurance. They desperately need it (my father has MS, my mother has mental health issues), but instead, are buying some shitty "emergency-only" medical insurance, and I'm afraid one of them is going to get sick and they're going to lose all of their money because they're not willing to invest more in more comprehensive insurance. I mean, it would be most of their income, but they're so sickly, they're going to need it anyway. Ugh.
(If you don't live in the United States, take a moment to be faithful that your healthcare system is not as ridiculous as ours. For those in the US, this is not a crack at ACA. Our system was broken long before; the ACA is a bandaid on a completely broken system.) |
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I woke up with a headache and it's put me in a bad mood.
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It's one of those "fuck you all" attitude days & I feel like exploding
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There is seriously nothing worse than losing your house, every basic possession and everything you've ever had in a massive flood... You are left with nothing but your starving stomach, tears and a traumatized mind...
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Woke up today with a bad headache. :(
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Only two hours sleep last night due to constant nightmares, went through a full day fo work/study and stress.
And my head hurts. Ow ow ow ow ow ow! |
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Siblings are so annoying sometimes.
It took me a half hour to get my fingers to move today. I hate having a messed up body. |
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I\'m sick. :\'(
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I need some sleep!
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I guess I\'ve failed
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Ughhh hopefully, summer will make things better. Can\'t take anymore of school but I\'m still want to see him... :(
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I can\'t forget everything, I can\'t concentrate! And I need to study :(
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My teeth are really hurting me today. :(
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And here we go again Lucas. Your bipolar shit awakening... Again some little crap completely thrashed me and made my good mood go poof... Im tired. Goodnight. I hope i won\'t wake up.
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It is way too hot in here. We only had a few days of spring before summer smacked us in the face.
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My back is killing me.. :/
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