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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
April 19th 2012, 01:44 PM
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I wanted to sleep more. People decided to wake me up
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Complaint of the day -
April 19th 2012, 10:18 PM
My mother always puts me in a blue mood. She's so negative. And she doesn't like it when I tell her that but she really is. It makes me feel so down to be around her. She always seems to find the black lining, if that makes sense. And I hate that she thinks I'm irresponsible. Her reactions to things I tell her about me are always negative. I've gotten tot he stage where I only tell her things because I feel like I should. I can't even listen to her problems because it just feels awkward. She doesn't know stuff about me like that I've been back and forth to the doctor over the last few months about a serious problem and that I've gone back to counselling.
I'd love to be friends with my parents. I know we all have slightly rocky relationships with our parents as teenagers but now most of my friends seem to have grown out of that and they can be friendly with their parents. I can't and it makes me very sad and lonely. They just don't seem to agree with anything I do. We have completely different views on things. I feel resentful towards them for raising me to be anxious about everything and sheltering me so much that I'm scared to do things for myself, even at 21. They're very old-fashioned and well-behaved and think I'm too lazy and irresponsible; or at least that's the impression I get from them every time. I can't tell them anything about my life because I always get a negative response ~ anything fun I'm doing: will it affect your exams?? If I'm going somewhere exciting: where are you getting the money for this?? If I ask if they've seen my keys: Oh no,you've lost them forever haven't you what are you going to do you're so irresponsible. I can't have friendships with people like this. I hear my friends talk about how they're meeting their mum for lunch, just because they want to, and I feel jealous and sad.
So I guess that's my complaint of the day. I wish I could have a friendly relationship with my parents but I never will.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
Re: Complaint of the day -
April 20th 2012, 01:32 AM
Fat. Failure. Done. =/
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Complaint of the day -
April 20th 2012, 06:17 AM
When...will it happen. I hate feeling alone. ;( Why can't I just not worry about it? I know if I found someone, I would want to make her feel amazing, every single day, every single second. I just..hate this feeling. I want to tell someone the things that I hear in that song. Will it ever happen? Everyone is always talking about their relationships and it hurts and I don't want their happiness to hurt me. ;(
Re: Complaint of the day -
April 20th 2012, 12:58 PM
I think I am going deaf.
"Ignore the ramblings of the ignorant, and step on or over their crumpled bodies as you make your way to the top of the mountain. Eat upon their flesh for fuel, and, through your determination and will, banish them to obscurity and a life of complacency and self righteousness that is the hell in which they live"
Re: Complaint of the day -
April 20th 2012, 01:17 PM
I'm still soo tired.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
April 20th 2012, 04:51 PM
I was starting to deal with you not being in my life.. Then you Waltz back in and expect me to pretend like nothing ever happened. I love you but I don't know if i can go through that again..
I just cant.
</3
The Broken Chain </3
Arianna Marie- April 26th 2011
Aunt Carol- December 26th 2005
The chain is only broken until I meet you both in heaven again.
Re: Complaint of the day -
April 21st 2012, 04:54 AM
He won't text me back I honestly don't know if he's okay, I can't do this again I'm not strong enough to handle the pain of losing him... I hope he's okay
Re: Complaint of the day -
April 21st 2012, 02:31 PM
I practically spent my board today. I really hope work get their act together and tell me if I've got these extra hours or not because I'm struggling to survive on the little amount of money I am making.
Re: Complaint of the day -
April 21st 2012, 03:13 PM
Im ready to give up.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die