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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 16th 2014, 06:13 PM
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Again, emotions suffocating me. I'm tired and irritated of this feeling. No motivation, no positivity, no interest, no relax, nothing, fucking nothing at all.
I'm sick of it, I'm sick of it all. And it seems like it's one of those nights when I'll lie down fully awake, and keep tormenting myself with ... this-related stuff, and every single other thought that can add insult to the injury.
Might just get some herbal shit or pills and sleep right away, not in mood to go through it second time in a row.
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 16th 2014, 11:16 PM
I am so pressured... So many people who are suffering and I can't help them... school.. and I am just a whole day anxious to getting panic attacks and my appointment for my therapist is next tuesday!
I am so goddamn pathetic.. I can't even help people. And my depression is stupid enough to not take the good stuff people say to me but instead, the bad stuff and making me all paranoid and nonstop anxious in school...
Colin / 17 / Pre-op Trans-Guy
on T since 12/21/16
If you need someone to talk or if you have questions, feel free to PM or VM me. I am always here!
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 17th 2014, 08:55 AM
I hate waking up crap, and not the usual crap either, the crap that makes me feel REALLY crap. I'm so glad my counsellor managed to fit me in at another time today. I really need it.
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 17th 2014, 07:11 PM
Why am I such a weirdo magnet? The only responses I get from the dating site are from shirtless mirror-selfie types, calling me "Sexay" or whatever. I just want to find someone sweet and mature.
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 17th 2014, 10:16 PM
Everything is building up and I'm losing control. I'm done trying to pretend I'm okay because no one really cares that I'm not. The only people who do have enough of their own problems without having to worry about mine. I'm doing horrible in my classes so I'm basically wasting my money and my parents money. The past is repeating itself except this time ts going to be worse. I can feel myself slipping further and further and I know it's only just beginning...
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 22nd 2014, 07:00 PM
I'm not being understood fully, I don't think.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 24th 2014, 12:03 AM
so worried and she's pulling away, been sitting here crying for a while..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 24th 2014, 06:10 AM
Depression and anxiety are bad right now, and I keep being too faint to properly dance in classes. I can't spin or drop or move my head too much, so I do what I can within those boundaries. It's just frustrating. And in general I've been feeling like such a useless lump since I'm not doing anything with my life. I hate this.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 28th 2014, 03:39 AM
Tomorrow is my birthday... ugh can I just skip it.
I still feel like an absolute piece of shit even though my best friend is saying the nicest things..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 28th 2014, 08:55 PM
I've been working super hard in recovery for a year-and-a-half, and things are still bad. At this point, it's hard to hold on to hope, because no matter what I do, my illnesses are always stronger.
Re: Complaint of the day -
September 28th 2014, 11:47 PM
But I don't want to associate, socialize, fraternize or communicate with my family! I don't care if it makes me a bad person that I don't want to be around them; I'll just be a bad person.