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September 16th 2014, 07:13 PM
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Again, emotions suffocating me. I'm tired and irritated of this feeling. No motivation, no positivity, no interest, no relax, nothing, fucking nothing at all.
I'm sick of it, I'm sick of it all. And it seems like it's one of those nights when I'll lie down fully awake, and keep tormenting myself with ... this-related stuff, and every single other thought that can add insult to the injury.
Might just get some herbal shit or pills and sleep right away, not in mood to go through it second time in a row.
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September 17th 2014, 12:10 AM
My eating disorder thoughts wont go the fuck away.
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September 17th 2014, 12:16 AM
I am so pressured... So many people who are suffering and I can't help them... school.. and I am just a whole day anxious to getting panic attacks and my appointment for my therapist is next tuesday! 
I am so goddamn pathetic.. I can't even help people. And my depression is stupid enough to not take the good stuff people say to me but instead, the bad stuff and making me all paranoid and nonstop anxious in school...
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September 17th 2014, 01:02 AM
Great, I'm too scared to sleep and now I'm sat here wondering when I can be super tired enough to go to sleep...
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September 17th 2014, 09:55 AM
I hate waking up crap, and not the usual crap either, the crap that makes me feel REALLY crap. I'm so glad my counsellor managed to fit me in at another time today. I really need it.
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September 17th 2014, 08:11 PM
Why am I such a weirdo magnet? The only responses I get from the dating site are from shirtless mirror-selfie types, calling me "Sexay" or whatever. I just want to find someone sweet and mature.
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September 17th 2014, 09:16 PM
Why can't my brain just take the good things people tell me? Why can't I be just positive and not stuck in this permanent negative thinking...
People tell me, I give good advice. My brain doesn't want to believe... Everytime.. I want this to stop..
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September 17th 2014, 11:16 PM
Everything is building up and I'm losing control. I'm done trying to pretend I'm okay because no one really cares that I'm not. The only people who do have enough of their own problems without having to worry about mine. I'm doing horrible in my classes so I'm basically wasting my money and my parents money. The past is repeating itself except this time ts going to be worse. I can feel myself slipping further and further and I know it's only just beginning...
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September 18th 2014, 06:48 AM
I have so much to do tonight which means pulling an all nighter it at least almost one and I am already exhausted. 
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September 18th 2014, 01:22 PM
Why do I have to find going to school so hard
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September 18th 2014, 02:41 PM
I just can't seem to get myself motivated today.
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September 18th 2014, 03:06 PM
I am so tired right now. Literally. Not mentally, rather physically. ._.
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September 18th 2014, 05:44 PM
It makes me sad whenever you talk about dieting and fashion to me.
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September 18th 2014, 06:04 PM
Fucking headphones!!!
Why are you not working?!!!
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September 21st 2014, 04:29 AM
My thoughts right now are bad
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September 21st 2014, 12:42 PM
Still bummed over it.
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September 21st 2014, 08:19 PM
Today has been sooooooooooo fucking boring
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September 22nd 2014, 05:11 PM
I'm really hungry and James isn't back yet, so I can't order in 
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September 22nd 2014, 08:00 PM
I'm not being understood fully, I don't think.
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September 23rd 2014, 02:25 AM
So much pain, and I don't know why.
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September 24th 2014, 01:03 AM
so worried and she's pulling away, been sitting here crying for a while..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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September 24th 2014, 02:32 AM
I just want to be home alone
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September 24th 2014, 07:10 AM
Depression and anxiety are bad right now, and I keep being too faint to properly dance in classes. I can't spin or drop or move my head too much, so I do what I can within those boundaries. It's just frustrating. And in general I've been feeling like such a useless lump since I'm not doing anything with my life. I hate this.
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September 24th 2014, 01:44 PM
I just want to curl up and die today.
I'm so alone and no one sees how bad I'm doing.
I'm just... nothing.
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September 24th 2014, 03:11 PM
Why the hell did I wake up so late?
Oh. Because I messed my sleeping patterns once again...
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September 25th 2014, 08:01 AM
I have so much homework.
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September 25th 2014, 02:52 PM
I'm so fucking tired of this, of being like this. I just want it to go away
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September 25th 2014, 11:09 PM
This is ridiculous -.-
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September 26th 2014, 12:28 PM
I hate restless nights!
Damn you, caffeine! 
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September 26th 2014, 03:52 PM
I don't want to be jealous anymore... It just has to stop. My soul is seriously polluted.
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September 26th 2014, 11:22 PM
This is all I can count on? Really?
I'm disappointed.
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September 27th 2014, 11:22 AM
I drank too much last night u_u
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September 28th 2014, 01:06 AM
Why am I having so many of them lately? I hate this.
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September 28th 2014, 01:22 AM
WOW WHAT A BULLSHIT
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September 28th 2014, 04:39 AM
Tomorrow is my birthday... ugh can I just skip it.
I still feel like an absolute piece of shit even though my best friend is saying the nicest things..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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September 28th 2014, 07:11 AM
I hate everybody.
something burning?
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September 28th 2014, 09:55 PM
I've been working super hard in recovery for a year-and-a-half, and things are still bad. At this point, it's hard to hold on to hope, because no matter what I do, my illnesses are always stronger.
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September 29th 2014, 12:47 AM
But I don't want to associate, socialize, fraternize or communicate with my family! I don't care if it makes me a bad person that I don't want to be around them; I'll just be a bad person.
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September 29th 2014, 06:31 AM
So much homework
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September 29th 2014, 09:12 AM
Why the fuck am I awake? It's 4:10am and I have class in about 3 hours. Fuck insomnia.
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